;im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. * ________________ // cindee *

2004-12-27T11:09:00.000+08:00

im lookin for youu.
cindybecks@yahoo.com.sg
www.cindeestarr.blogspot.com

2004-12-11T19:54:00.000+08:00

i moved!
www.cindeestarr.blogspot.com
the reason whyy i moved is that im kinda sickk of maii layout. (=*
pls gimme comments and tagg okayy! [=*
and dun dun forget to link me!
peace to all.

2004-12-07T21:34:00.000+08:00

i wanna go polynesia. my dreamm vacation.
i wanna isolate myself frm the wurl.
i wanna buy a nice penthse and live a peaceful and quiet life.
i wanna build my hse on a beach. in the middle of the sea.
i wan to swim with the dolphins everydae. while enjoyin the sun.
i wanna wake up to see the azure blue sea beamin und the sun.
i wanna scroll dwn the pretty beach everydayy. with noone dere to control me.
i wanna lead the most carefree life. with dear nature.
this is life.

my dreams shall cum true sumdae.
i shall work hard fr the moneyy. and my wish will cum true.
i seriously cant wait fr that day.
cuz im jus simply so sickk of this place. i cant tolerate all these animore.

sickk and i mean rily sick.
damn actually its maii fot. i was arhhh- f uckedup mans.
my fone was nt set to slient mode.. maii number 1 fot.
it was ringin in the middle of the nite. maii fot number 2.
i was slpin so soundly i din hear it. fot number 3.
all these. resulted in my mom and dad gettin pissed with me.
this is nt fairr. arghhs. okayy watevrr. maii fot.

thus. i wanna live away frm everythg! in the middle of the oceann..

2004-12-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

ppl insulting slyy jus shut up can.
hypocrites? i jus cant stand it lar. can u all dun be so mindless nrt?
i mean taufik's gd. but slyy has his gd pts too.
so if u dunlyk him. at least shut the fcukkkup!
if ure anti-slyy.
im anti-youu.

xmas is nearing. and i'll be spendin it in the snow..
it shall rockk beeeeg tym mans. i shall buy lotsa presents for myself. [=*
stil decidin if i shd send xmas cards. im a lazzayee gur you see. [:*

been up to alota crazee thgs nwadays. wuahahas. and i mean it.
such as -censoredd- its too wild to say it out here. lolls.
and buying double copies of lime so i cud get the super duper uber niceeeee slyy poster. omg he look great in it!
i mean hes nt rily fotogenic. but this is the best by far. sooo kawaii ne! =Xx
and i bot a prettaye litestickk. so nice kkaees. lurv it!
and nt forgettin gettin madd jus to see slyy. fr his last autograph session.
i drew a beeeeg -slyy- on maii hand. v prettyy. (:*
but it hurts while washin it off. bleahhhs.
and done a spastic and dum thg by bettin with my daddy.
sumthg to test if hes dao. i mean hes nrt lar.
so its actly sumthg to test our reflexes? ><"
all thanks to it.. he owes me like 5 lollipops nw. ahahas. =Xx

and cheerios ppl. Lze.fier will be performin soon!
i cant wait. bet slyy wud be there if he cud. muackkkks.[:*

and to those fuckkkedupp ppl.
i duncare wad u say. i mean noone will give a damn shit ovrr wad u say.
u dun haf ani rite to say dose stuffs. and so i obviously dun give a damn.
say all u wan. i'll treat it as ure jus singin and babyyy.
its disgustin.

and btw. ure the best bitchhh ive evrr seen.
u haf failed in ur lyfe. [=*
and nrt us.

2004-12-04T16:08:00.000+08:00

atc's finally ovrr.
basically died afew tyms dere..
seriously wanted to fall out so mani tyms.
thruout my 2 yrs in guides. i'vr nvr tot of fallin out.
nt even once kkaee.
basically i died aft oj cause it was so super duper uber tough.
it was the running that killed me. the road look nvr endin to me.
sori ppl i din do much during nitewalk.. felt rily sickk and wanted to pukeee. )=
campcook was horrendous.. teared like crazeee too.
nitegames was fun! it was cool..
turtoise din scream at all! we are brave mans. [=*
we stayed rily close.. and everyone tried to kup me lar. boooo-
then camp clear up was seriously so tough?
P4 like had to send 4 sec 1s for cleanin the sinks and floor?
and like gladia and 1 more sec 1 went to help at the store.
left with me shueling and 1 more sec 1 to slogg our hearts out at the tents.
but thanks to othrs hu helped us.. rily appreciate it. [:*
it was horrible und the sun. i was rily tired..
sori to all i shouted at.. i was rily stressed. )=
and if i said smth wrongly.. i apologise too. [=*
aft camp was finally ovrr. we got 2nd..
we were rily hapi considerin the fact that we had so mani probs.
got togethrr to celebrate fr awhile bfr proceedin hm.
turtoise p4 rockss forevrr-
thanks a million to our consellors. we noe y'll done alot fr us. thankkkks-
and to everyone.. we made it!

ok i died aft i got hm. gt like lotsa rewards frm the camp..
60+ mosquito bites. all red and itchy.
a swollen eye. super irritating and ugly.
a blue black nose. soooooo pain!
and lots more.
rite nw dying of the itchh. im using ice on them like every few mins.
i've tried all sorts of cream. and it doesnt work. it suckkkks!
i've nvr been so sweeet bfr huh.
i shd be glad sumthg actually lyk me! (:*

sori fr nt making it fr mts funfair todae.
im soo sori but i cudnt do anithin.
i was so tired and dying of the itch. )x*

okkayy. slyy rocks forevrr. arghhhhhs!
hes so totally cute and sehh!
its maii life rockk beeeeeeg tym man! its so him him him!
all his songs are filled with feelings.
u cud rily sense that he cud feel the song whn he sings em.
he might nt haf the best vocals nor diction.
but his sincerity gets him going onn forevrr!
and gets me rootin fr him forevrr too!
slyy rock on okayy. i'll forevrr lurv you and be behind youu.
my prince charmin- owwwww-
nt onli lians and bengs and bimbos or watevrr lyk him kkae.
hu cares. i lurv him forevrr. no matter wad it takes..

to be with youu__.

Hold on little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I've seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you

Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile

When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you

totalli lurv this songg to the core. lurvvv ya slyyy- [=*

2004-11-18T01:29:00.000+08:00

to feel hurt. to feel lost.
to be left out in the dark.
to be kicked. whn ure down.
to feel like uve been pushed ard.
to be on the verge of breakin dwn.
whn noones dere to save you.
no you dunno wads its lyk.

i dunnoe. i qn myself every nw and den.
why am i stil living in dis wurl without ani purpose.
i search deep within for an ans.
for the sake of being alive?
once i start thinkin of all dis.
and my heart pounds like fcuk.

i miss you fren. i nid you.
i nid sumone to turn to. thats u.
i kept so much within me i wanna xplode.
i miss ur complains and everythin. includin ur ap.
i wanna forget everythin. i wanna put the past behind me.
i belief i can do it. will u trust me?
ive taken yu for granted. fr u were oways there for me.
nw i noe i cant lose you.
our frenship can withstand this.
if i choose to rmb it. i will continue to be hurt.
if i choose to forget it. i was hurt.
ive finalli sort out my mind. thanks.

i wish i had sumone to turn to every single min. every single second.
i lived the past wk in agony. i guess i was jus lost.
findin my way back i realised wad ive done.
i accept wadevrr apologies. for im truly sori.
i posted u that testi sum tym ago.
nw i shall dedicate the whole song to u.

When I'm lost in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way.
And when I'm scared
And losing ground
When my world is going crazy
You can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there
pushing me to the top.
You're always there
giving me all you've got.
For a shield from the storm
For a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
When I lose the will to win
I just reach for you
and I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything'
Cause your love is so amazing'
Cause your love inspires me.
And when I need a friend
You're always on my side
Giving me faith
taking me through the night
For a shield from the storm
For a friend
for a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do.
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For the arms to be my shelter
through all the rain
For truth that will never change
For someone to lean on
For a heart I can rely on through anything
For that one who I can run to..
For a shield from the storm
For a friend
for a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend
for a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
I turn to you...

2004-11-17T10:33:00.000+08:00

aft a whole day out in the rain.
im beginnin to feel sick yarhh.
but since i promised celest and yuan.
i shall turn up.
ytd was quite funn.
our instructor damn seh can.
he rockk man. [:*
we built tents and fire altars.
in preparation for our atc. boooo-
it was a nice learnin experience no doubt..
thanks to our instructor hu sacrificed his lunch..
lettin us hide frm the rain..
and even kept the beeeg tent himself. yupps-

at nite was totali. wad can i sae?
hilarious man-
serves celest rite for niaoin me.
she finalli got my eye. [ an eye for an eye? ] [=*
thanks to my accomplices too. wuahahas. sincere thankews.
i haf thgs to niao her abt ler!
yuan and me shall combine forces todae.
a whole whale of niaos for celest!
hu ask her offend me. u deserve it.
boooooo- ahahaha.
this is lyk so damn funny. i can luff to slp.

celest.
good luck today yarhh?

2004-11-16T09:35:00.000+08:00

-i feel so great-
haha as if.
i hate the ppl i lurv
i duncare abt others. onli me. myself. and i.
im selfish and unfeeling.
it was my fault.
i was totalli wrong to say it was ours.
-u used to rock my world-
anothr psrn has taken ur place
our frenship shall bloom into smth great
nt weak. nt selfish.

todaes a great dae!
with lotsa thgs to look forward to!
it shall nt be boringg nor sian
loll.
such hypocrisy.
if im nt boredd. i wun be here.
im late!
gtg liao. ciaooo-

2004-11-15T22:39:00.000+08:00

Don't take any more than 8'
It suggests a dose of 2
But I need more to meet my fate

The safety cap can't stop me
With tears running down my face
My vision and mind a blur
My beating heart no saving grace

With twenty capsules in hand
I feel my courage waver
But when hatred fills my ears again
Suicide is my savior

Round white pills look so harmless
Yet they have amazing power
Can't a bottle cure this plague called life
If 2 cure pain in an hour?

Two down, the required dose
Two more, that makes four
Six now, am I dying yet?
No, silly...you need more

I need more...I need more
But what if I don't die
I'll just end up at the hospital
And I'll have to explain why

The screaming has subsided
Nothing feeds my deadly quest
I've stopped at only 6
I'll get sick or dizzy, at best

Still, I resume my crying
I just don't understand
Why couldn't I go through with it?
I had the weapon in my hand

Someone's pounding on the door
I unlock it in a daze
They're still fuming, mad at me
My world's a crimson haze

I take the half-full bottle
And before I put it in my drawer
I read the label carefully
'Expires February '04'.

I almost did the same.

2004-11-15T22:19:00.000+08:00

If I gave you pretty enough words
could you paint a picture of us that works
an emphasis on function rather than design
arent you tired
cause I will carry you
on a broken back and blown out knees
I have been where you are for a while..
Arent you tired of being weak
Such rage that you could scream
the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night
every evening that I die
I am exhumed just a little less human
and a lot more bitter and cold
I am exhumed..
just a little less human....
so much more bitter and cold....
after all these images of pain, have cut right thru you
I will kiss every scar and weep you are not alone...
then I'll show you that place in my chest
where my heart still tries to beat
aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream
the stars right out of the sky
and destroy the prettiest starry night
every evening that I die
live love burn die

2004-11-11T13:10:00.000+08:00

ppl. for sum blardyy hell reason my enter key cnt work. haha. wtf. the moon and the stars shined britely on one another. nice nite. great atmosphere. but. the forgotten sucks! wtf waste moneyy cn. ppl dun evr watch it. its plot is stupidd. and boringg. and ewwww- haha its all revolvin ard the same old thg lars. and then the badd psrn gets blown off by a force in the end. diaoo- if u ppl gt money to spare. gif it to me instead of spendin it on the forgotten. =) the postcardd and advertisment like so super duper uber nice. pui pui- then the grudge.. scaryy thou i xpected the stuffs. a fan of juon rmb? hiakk- made me scaredd like hell. boooo- but sarah michelle geller is chio mans. haha- much more worth the money compared to the forgotten. had much higher expectations for it lo. disappoint me. sian diao neh. my wurl is so boringg- im stuck inside a plague called life. wad else is dere to do besides watchin movies. boringg stuffs. i seriously shdnt spend my holidays likedis. i better go find smth meaningful and kills tym. yes. go go go- shall post sum super duper nice stuffs i found whn my enter key works on blardy blogger. =) blogger dun screw up on me yea? lurv ya guys lots- [:*

2004-11-10T10:52:00.000+08:00

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever feel out of place?

Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room?

With the radio on turned up so loud

That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels alright

You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked

When you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

When no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?

Are you desperate to find something more

Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?

Are you sick of everyone around?

With the big fake smiles and stupid lies

But deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels alright

You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked

When you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

When no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

nth cn express my feelings to the wurl animore.
welcum to my fuckkedup lyfe.

i'll take everythin as it cums.
shall let fate lead me.
since noone cares.
i shd gif up too.

shd i go.
i noe it will make a veh beeeg difference to my life.
but as i said.
noone cares.
i shd be fair and gif everythg a chance.

the wurl full of deceptions?
hahaha-
i feel like a beeeg lie myself too.
feeling terrible.
i wanna go sumwhr-

-whr shall it be-

2004-11-09T17:14:00.000+08:00

heyya__]]*
im cindee.
the cindee that cant afford to lose anithin animore.
if u've chosen to get out of my life.
pls dun get into the picture agn.

once and agn. it oways end likedis.
fuckkkedupp.
i dunno. u sayy u dunwanna hurt me.
at this pt of tym i cant get this into my head animore.
wad i see is a lie.
a lie that hurt me more than anithin.
i tried to defend youu.
in a bad tone.
i cud say..
i was betrayed by sumone i trusted and blved.

i dunnoe.
mayb u sayy it wasnt ur fot.
u dunwan thgs to turn out this wayy.
i noe. but this fact is jus too much for me to bear.
if by ani chance. u thnk im rily in the wrong.
i din wan to accept ur apology.
i din even bother to hear u explain.
i apologise.
and im sori. i cant forget wad happened.
i cant let bygones by bygones.
i cant jus forget everythin and pretend nth happened.
bcuz smth did.

wadde hell. i hate lies.
i hate ppl hu lie to me.
i hate being treated like a fool.
i hate the feelin of being cheated.
i hate defendin ppl that betrayed me.
i hate myself for sayin these.
i hate myself for using the word betrayed.

i duncare wad u say.
i duncare wad u think at first.
i duncare why u lied to me.

all i noe is u lied to me.
all i noe is u lied.

hu the hell cn i rily trust nw.
my confidence is gone.
my trust has gone too.
and i dunno wad im doing to myself nw.
cuz i dun wanna care.
i'll take everythin as it cums.

thankeww to all that undrstd my apness.
my fuckkkedup attitude.
thanks for puttin up with me.
i noe my temper suck to the damnn core.
it oways did. and it reached its extreme.

haha thankks darrlinggg-
no matter wad.
thankks.
i mean to everyone else too.
i kb and complainn so damn muchh ryte.
bOooOo-
y'll der tolerance lvl super duper uber high.

-u rockk my wurl so much u turn it upside down too-
loll. [:*

2004-11-09T14:02:00.001+08:00

yooo ppl!
chalet is overr-
boOo sadd. haha sorii for such a late blogg.
our chalet totali rocks to the damn core.

thanks to fahmyy for makin our chalet a success!
dude u rockk! 2b lUrVs youu. (:*

thanks to brandon for providin ur dvd player. [:*

thanks to randall for brgin ur xbox though it was of no use. [=*

thanks to tiff for helpin us set fire for our bbq.
nt to mention ur chips larhhs.
thankew gurl u rockk 2b's wurl.

thanks to everyone hu contributed.
the whole beeg beeeg 2b ohana!
this chalet. more than 30 ppl came.
which broke our record!
most successful gatherin lerr! =)

okayy. let me start with the first dayy..
whn everyone met at pasir ris mrt.
went to food court to eat.
got lotsa -diaos-
watevrr larh hu gib a shit.
then me and kat was spastic!
wheee. had tym ar kat? =))

then off to downtownn.. [:*
met a super duper uber ap lil ger!
fcukk her man.
most disgustin gurl i've evrr met.
she suckk. parents dunn0e do wad shit.
so selfish. act beeeg summore.
she even spitted at us? wtf.
poor brandon lo. luckili i fast enuff.
if nt i'll bashh her up into a plup cn.
stuppid ger. in the end we made her sis cryy.
but nt our fot summore.
as if it was our fot. hu cares-
her sis even fell dwn the stepps.
i was hapi. i luffed.
call me unfeelin. fuckkedup.
hu ask her offend me. this bitch.
freakk off lar.

then checked into our chalet.
first thgs first. open gambling den.
ahaha me and erica were no doubt winners of the day.
haha we rockk. =))
i had super sht luck tt dayy. so damn shuangg.
then we bot a bdae cake secretly for fahmyy!
hahas hope he was surprised and hapi.
=) thanks for ur note. sweet-
had a fun tym singin hapi bdae to him and yuan.

then we discovered we had to move chalet. ><

but nvm. a clean new chalet to slp in. nubbad.

summore it cums along with a mircowave. =)

then we rily blast music and sing and danceee. like madd!

then discovered ys's chalet nxt to ours. ahahaa.

bet his b.o.b ppl tot we siaoo. =Xx

saw terrence at nite.
shandyy so lucki to haf such a guyy.
tts so nice to her. (:*

me and yanwen walked over to coasta. 2a's chalett.
gt sum food bahh. =] thankks aniwaee-
the way there was lyk so scaryy? v darkk and nth else.
full of curves. u cud see nth far infront.
and we saw sum stuffs and reminded yw of..
stories her cniors told her i guess. =Xx
we were desperately.. tryin to think of topics to tok abt.
to prevent us frm freakkin out. yepps. [=*

watched one missed call.
damn spas horror movie.
startin scaryy onli. but ghost damn fake.
so conclusion is nt v scaryy.
and plus it made us rcv a complain. diaoo lar-
den that nite din slp. everyone was slpin.
mayb xcept hy shandy jason tingxu brandon me?
were listenin to music and they were playin xbox.
then like morn 6+ liao. tahan nomore..
me and hy was desperately tryin to get dav and randall up.
then we rily pengg and zzz lerrr. =)

2nd dayy was funner. great dayy.
woke up feelin v sickk and deadd. =(
but soon full of energyy liaoo.
went to white sands to get food for bbq.
ahaha yepp and bargained alott. [:*

watched brotherhood. haha damn nice.
dunno if i was cryin becuz i was tired or wadd.
ahahaha. v touchinn. brotherhood rockks.
won bin rockks more. [:*

then set fire. it was quite a flop..
tiff did a great help lo. hahas.
then soon haf food to eat lerr. yays.
then we at nite went orchardd! this is the rockkin part.
on the mrt. at first practically like whole train ours!
hiakk- it rockks. so darnn sehh. (:*

but. okayy kinda disappointed cuz no horror movies to watch. watched shark tale instead at 1130. diao-
then practically fell alslp cuz v tired.. haiis.
then i was freezin inside too.
and i mean rily frozee lo. ewwww-
then i forgot to take my wallet and left it dere? damn me lar.
the chalet i nearly lost my wallet 3 tyms i think. =.=
jer ys went back to take with me. haha thankks.
me sotongg der lar horh.

den we walk walk walk. along orchardd.
totalli sweeet- saw lots and lots of starrs!
omg lor. think one of the most i've evrr seen on one nite.
i was so engrossed init. =)
den walked a looong wayy.
and i bet u it was a looong way.
ended at the merlion dere. settled dwn.
played truth or dare!
ohmannn it rockk.
ys certified a pimp.
kat self proclaimed miss s'pore.
and lotsa stupid dares.
ys pole danced. or rather tree danced. ahaha.
verine kissed the lion statue. =Xx
kat went to the couple and said hiyee loudly.
jer wished a couple togethrr forevrr. =)
it was sehh. damn nice.
erica catwalked..
and alot of hugs here hugs there!
hahaha poor thgys. (:*
i nvr kanna at all. i rockk da dayy.

then alot of truth revealed too. ahaha. v sehh.
at ard 5+ we walked to the old markett to haf breakfast.
me and jingwen were like too tired to even eat liao.
tt nite was ultimate sehhness and fun.
one of the best and memorable day of my lyfe.
nvr rily been out the whole nite bfr actly.
cuz train hvn start workinn marhhs.
so we all slpt outside the train station. x)
ahaha i rily fell alslp le lor.
then haf to go agn. =(
catched the first train back to chalet..
jer slpt on darren's shoulder lo!
wee euuuu weeeett- [:*
we were all like practically dead.
and then pengg and zzz agnn lo. =))

3rd dayy was nth much. hahaha.
went swimmin in the morn with meiyi yuan celest..
haha lots of bitchin ard i tell u.
wuahaha. funn funn.
den we tok abt guys and gals.
and niaoin each otherr.
then we went back to chalet and slackked.
went out.. bot a starr toering. [:*

went back hm in the evenin. wrong choice.
cuz my mom dun let me out ler. damn sht.
pissed and went ovrr to my frens hse to kb.
thankeww- =)

4th dayy rockk too!
went wild wild wet once it opened.
it was soo fun! shiok river rockk. ahaha.
dav found kat's specs that gt lostt.
seh sehh- den went ard and ard. shuangness-
floated ard freely.. (:*
they wanted to take my shorts and shirt off.
too bad they din succeed. ><"
kept swimmin till the www clse.
befrended omost all the lifeguards!
hahaha. so muchh fun!
they are so super duper uber frenlyy.
rockk on dudes and babeees-

at nite bot kfc to eatt and watched sg idol togethrr. =)
then we played wonkerr!
hahaha got like 2 notices to complain!?
freak larr gt baby nxt door so wad.
fcukked up sia. we so quiet still kanna complained like hell.
boooo! sht sht sht.
go slp at hm if u wan it to be quiet larhh.
damnn you. im a bitch. an ap one summore.

the rest of the nite we did confessions.
shoot each othrr all sorts of qns!
sehh but we were all so bloody tired.
we fell alslp at ard 6+ in the morn.
this bimbotic bytchh woke up feelin so hot she cnt slp lo.
bleahhs. murmured sum stuffs and went off to dreamland agn. wahh seh bo so mani days nvr rily slp lerr.
but 2b gifs me life and energy! =)

5th dayy. tym to go hm-
woke up. the others were?!
lookin at cats makin out.
diaoo rite? wuahahahas. lame sht.
cats hafin sex so interestin huhh. =Xx

went to eat togethrr at the food court.
then went separate ways ler.. =*(
went verine's hse.
tears jus flowed.
but thinkin of it. its jus. wtf.

no matter wad. 2b rockks.
we will haf lotsa bbqs and gatherins in the holis ba?
haha sure der rite? we rockk so hard.
we rockk and turn the wurl upside dwn! wheee-

2b ohana__]]*
means family.
and it means noone gets forgotten.
nor left behindd. [:*

2004-11-09T14:02:00.000+08:00

hii ppl-
long awaited entry huh? loll.

here to blog abt the last day of sch. (:*
wad shd i sayy.
it was certainly full of tears.
i cried till my eyes wanna pop out liao. :]
totalli worth it if it was for 2b. but nt for othr stuffs.
hate myself larr. =*(

we had a fun tym drawin on each other!
ahahaa it was like such a homely scene.
with everyone chasin everyone ard.
and tryin to get sum body paint on them.
ahaha it rockk. but i had guides..
so i had to let them draw on unseenable parts.
hahaha it was so hilarious cn.
all thanks y'll ar. esp kat. ><||
=) nt forgettin jingwen and ur big big msg. thanks ar.

and brandon!
wuahaha. paisehh for vandalising ur whole arm.
loll. seh ryte? =)
brandon is the onli one that cn sit there and let us draw?
hiakk-
my poor pathetic victim forevrr indeed.
cheerios!

cry cry cry nomore.
smile smile smile for the camera!

tok sum fotos togethrr.
so sweet of tiff. thanks babe!
she went crazee along with us too lors. [=
and she even cried along with us.
we will forevrr remain as one in the 2b'o4 beeg beeeeg family!

and thanks lots for ur owww so touchin msg.
and the song that u dedicated to us.
it made me cry. and afew othrs too.
and thanks verine for ur ppt.
all the pics certainly reminded me of mani stuffs.
then sang sum songs.
but i was jus burstin into tears lar. =Xx

it was so sweet.
with the guys actin seh..
consolin crybabiess like us.
huggin one anothrr.
wuahaha funny sight but it was.
great.
huggs__!]]*

2b ohana_]]*
means family.
and noone gets forgotten.
nor left behindd. (:*

2004-10-24T01:27:00.000+08:00

yoa ppl. i cant seem to fall alslp tonite.

I see forever when I look in your eyes
You're all I ever wanted, I always want you to be mine
Lets make a promise till the end of time
We'll always be together, and our love will never die
So here we are face to face and heart to heart
I wan you to know we will never be apart
Now I believe that wishes can come true
Cause I see my whole world I see only you

When I look into you eyes I can see how much I love you
And it makes me realize
When I look into your eyes I see all my dreams come true
When I look into your eyes

I've looked for you all of my life
Now that I've found you, we will never say goodbye
I can't stop this feeling and there's nothing I can do
'Cause I see everything, when I look at you

When I look into your eyes I can see how much I love you
And it makes me realize
When I look into your eyes
We will always be together, and our love will never die
When I look into your eyes I see all my dreams come true
When I look into your eyes

When I look into your eyes

i cant find starrs in the sky tonite.

wad a saddenin nite without starrs.

its like a sea without water..

i cant even find the moon that accompanies the star.

or rather the other way ard.

i laid on the floor. starin out my window. in search of a star.

whr are they?

its rainin.

i chd feel the drops on my face.

it wet my face. flowed down with my tears.

but no star in sight.

then the rain stops. i wipe the tears off my eyes.

memories seem to surround me. voices filled my head.

i stood up and stared blankly into the reddish nite sky.

sumthg blinked and caught my eye. my starr..

mayb it din even exist.

mayb it did.

i discovered. behind those clouds.

lots of stars shined.

and then i discovered.

i saw ur eyes inside those stars.

there was..

a galaxy of you and me.

and then i clsed my eyes.

and raindrops started falling hard on my face agn..

2004-10-23T19:54:00.000+08:00

heyo.. im here on a hapi mood.

we gt champs for vball interclass.

*:] yays 2b rockk.

circlism rockk.

kat and huiyi rockk.

our jerseys are nice! =)

2b.ohana__]]*
the first day we gt 2a and 2i.

we won both matches 2-0.

we were reli nervous lorhhs.

but kat and huyi rockk lars.

most of it was their hard work.

they reli helped us win all the matches.

thanks for doing it for 2b.

no matter wad. as long as we remain united..

i believe the class spirit will help us win once and agn.

had sum minor clashes with sum classes.

but hu cares it over..

and 2b found good frens!

like 2g.. u all are great. (:*

we went to suntec to watch bunshinsaba.

it was kinda orite larhhs.

but gt one part. the sound effect was like damn freakky.

and worst thg of all. me and huiyi's chair vibrated.

like wth? but we were kept in the dark.

verine lied that it was her fone. but it turned out not to be so.

so wadde hell was it? god noes.

and suddenly i was a black head.

i was liek damn shocked cn?

i was like on the side of the cinema.

the lite fmr the movie made it appear.

and without lite it was gone.

i was totalli freaked OUT.

but realised it was an indian woman. arghsss.

aft the show we went to wak ard. and then we went back to sch.

for the guys' soccer match vs 2D.

hahas we won by penalty? loll.

our goalkeeper randall's goal summore.

and by coincidence. our striker david blocked the goal.

aint this cool? [:

aft tt me sher celes stayed back to play vball with minhua and anting.

they are pro lors. and the crab watever style tt minhua use.

loll. she treated us to drinks. yea u rock.

and they all started niaoin me abt sum stupid stuff.

damn lor! stupid ppl. made me so damn paiseh?

i dunlyk him!

declarin once and for all i dunlyk him.

nt one single bit. boo.

and stop spreadin it! and wadever!

i dunlyk him i dunlyk him i dunlyk him.

ewww.

second day was our match vs 2d.

yeah we won 2-0.. it was quite a tough game bahs.

but it was nice larhs.

kat and huiyi wins the game. loll.

they are no doubt super duper gd vballers man.

then ltr our guys lost to 2e.. bu penalty oso.

as ys and randall's goal both hit the goalpost?

arghhs. =(

but nvm they did their best.

and we won our match vs 2g.. yupp.

it was the most fun game ever thruout man!

haha it was like screams here and there. we won 2-1 this tym.. yarhh.
2g y'll rockk. hahas.

then we gt into finals. vs 2i..

we won 2-0.. =)

then 2g won gep toos. =)
all thanks to huiyi and kat seriously.

u both rockk too much i cant resist!

hahas.

drew our faces and hands with the crayons erica brought.

thanks alot babe. it rockk!

and we took foto with ms tan aft rcvin the trophies.

thanks ms tan for catchin our ankle socks!

then we went to kfc to makan.. was terribly sunburnt.

and went celest's hse to swim.

her hse pool rock man.

i mean which condo dun haf security guard to restrict everythin?

hers! omg we jus wore our jerseys and shorts and jumped rite in?

and we ate icecream chocos and chips by the pool.

it was simply so shuang.

we din even wan to go lors! we stayed for more than 2 hrs mans.

we played with a loong blue float aka our blur peni*.

hahas so fun with it.

and with food. lotsa crows came.

we are the ccb! hahas it means crowbusters.

and the crows started callin nonstop lor..

like recruitin ppl to cum attack us.

hahas then we liek bcum paranoid usin the floats to cover ourselves.

hahahs spastic mans. but damn funn.

then we took crazee fotos. loll.

turned out to be pretty nice larhs. =)

then ran up to celes' hse. drippin water?

hahas we were all wet marhs.

aft tt me and sher walked to parkway. this tym to wait for my dad.

mus reli go back to celes' hse one day to swim man. it rockk! =)

celes u rockk too. (:
oh yarhh circlism rock.

thanks for the cheers u all came up with.

thanks a milllion for the pompoms.

thanks a billion for the banner.. erica.

thanks a zillion for the face crayons.

oh ya i borrowed her george of the jungle disc..

and watched it 3 tyms todae?

its like damn nice cn? woahh it rockk.

i wan to go live in the jungle liao lars.

so carefree.. then go find my tarzan.

hahas. knock my head to wake me up summone.

and todae's ppg damn cute!

gt rowdyruff boys. loll.

made me think of colors! colorbuff boys..

i miss u all..

atc grpings out liaos.

me in turtoise. we gonna rock rite?

jiayous ppl. we will survive.

2004-10-23T19:34:00.000+08:00

heyo ppl. results are back.

sian cns. i din do v well.

and im here to kb.
be prepared. (:*

i failed.

my acc.

loll. like 2b had to clse bk while others nonid lorhs.

in 2b i onli noe 3 ppl hu passed. >.<

but overall i gt b3. which is like kinda gd liaos. :]

did unexpectedly well for he too. was damn gladd cuz i started studyin at 930 that nite. =D

but i pia late into the nite. efforts nt wasted aftall. pheww.

quite satisfied with eng toos. thou i made afew careless mistakes!

damnn. siann diaos. =(
i wan to win weiting once in my life.

lost her by 0.5 marks? grrr.

but i won her in cme!

hahahaa its like soo farni. =Xx

then my chi was okayys too.

xcept that my letter totalli pulled my results down.

cuz i failed. arghhs 4 marks onli cn.

damnn. and my ppr had 1.5 marks of careless mistakes. bleahs. :(

quite okayy with my lit marks oso.

but compared to other classes.

haii go slp liaos.

my math was sucky.

like 2a soo pro cn?

wuyue gt 100? wth why so pro ones. =O

and xinying gt 99.5? diao mann pro pro pro.

left me speechless.

their class so high. while we had afew failures. badd sign.

my sci was suckky. thruout whole lvl it sucked in fact.

tchers were kinda strict lorr. but haii wad to do?

tot my math wud be worse. but it turned out otherwise.

sci gone case liaos. bleahhhs.

my geog.. haiii. :*(

nth to say. quite disappointed cuz i did well for most of the stuffs.

xcept mapwork which i reli flunked like siaoo.

why other classes haf ppl scorin 100 for math.. 80+ for chi..

70/75 for lit?!

im liek WOW.

while 2b has 30+/100 for sum subj.

sadly to say. 2b's standard is badd. i hate exams! boo. ]:

but its over. our nitemare is over.

peace__]]*

2004-10-16T10:46:00.001+08:00

hiyee ppl__}}*

todae watashi in a blardy gd mood.

yayy. *=))

ytd exams ended.

so sad rite? no more muggin..

boo.. unlyk sec 4s.

heheeheee. (:

ytd we went to sentosa!

hahaS siAo 2b.

but bfr that we went to the hersey makin place.

(: sori horh guys made u all wait so looong cuZ we were in a "meetin" aft sch. shhh``

budden we waited for anothr bus cuZ of sum trival matters liAo..

so we're quits! =)

then went dere.

ordered our jerseys.

freakk that woman.

we left liao then call us say no stock.

had to change to a white and blue one.

actly our red blue white one was like matched with our guys' jerseys?

taht was so nicee cn. darnn lorhhs.

and the gurls went off to sentosa.

while the guys went to practice soccer and discuss their tactics.

wuahahahaS.

went to sentosa and dived into the aZure blue sea.

the water there totali rock man.

frm the beach u see a shade of pure white.. then green followed by blue.

totali pretty okayy! (:*

unlyk east coast whr we end up like dirty sotongs!

but it was damn salty. so much that aft u swim u cant open ur eyes.

i swim that tym. was usin my fingers to shut my eyes tight. loll.

aft swimmin played vball..

so fun. (:

and summore gt shuai ges treat us to drinks.

hahas actly is their leftover larr. =Xx

but hu cares! haha kind ppl.

actly they ask if we wan.. if wan then go..

then we paisehh mah so nvr go.

then they took it dere for us lors. =))

mus haf seen us young young likdat.

we were like the youngest dere? hahaS.

then summore yuan say until v loudly she is dehydrated. loll.

took alot of pics with my rainboww aka twin. =)

and i drew a pretty starr on the sand. it turned out v nicee..

yays. and we wrote 2b stuffs larrs.

so aft tt is vball. vball. vball.

at nite aft changin..
walked back to the busstop with my ex.

it was soo romantic cn. loll.

was lookin and wishin upon starrs.

and we went to meet the guys at habourfront.

we went to pastamania.

ys was our waiter..

hahaha. and i was damn gong. i forgot to take my change and caused sum trouble. abishh.

then me kat sher shared sum pasta stuffs.

i was bullied as usual lars.. boo.

then was the sg idols results!

we were all screamin whn we knew chris was safe.

and slyy was unsafe!

damnn. i was reli nervous and we were liek prayin.

haha but heng slyy safe. phewww. if nt i will go die off mans.

but once we got out of pastamania. i rcved msg that jerry was out.

haha loong awaited. but thnkin back he wasnt that bad lars.

loll contradictin agn. wadever.

then dav called to say i forgot my wallet.

arghhs sotong me. boo.

had to go back and take. but i was on my luck.

thanks dude.

went bugis wif sher to met her dad.

waited spastically for the train that nvr came.

lame cans.

great day. it rockk.
life with 2b rocks.
wan tym to stop.
dunwanna leave 2b.

2b 4ever.

2004-10-11T17:39:00.000+08:00

no offence ppl

lurv oways win.

in the game of life. lurv oways win.

hw mani tyms haf we heard that.

hw abt hypocrisy oways win?

you think we care abt u?

nahh. u're just dreamin.

u thyk we wanna comment abt you?

nahh we dun gif a damn.
if ur conscience is clear.

why bother to thnk abt hw ppl thyk?

if u thyk u're jus urself.

why bother abt wad comments ppl haf on you?

if u're reli hu you are.

why den.

you're jus oblivious to the wurl.

get a life larhhs.

din wanna bother abt sumone that din make ani impact on my life.

but u belong to the wall of deepest.. vague.. shame now.

rejoice?

darnn. hypocrisy rule the day.

and spoilt my day.

slyy rocks. foreverr__]]*

thykin of him made my day bright agn.

woot he reli rule mann.

everyone mus ganbatte worr.

last 4 days lerr.

to freedom and crazeeness.

oh yarhh huiyi.

this part dedicated to us derr. (:*

we rockk yarhh? x)

perfect..
is whn you see starrs on a rainbow.

on a rainy nite skyy.

// hui.yi * wan.xin

everyone. (:*
dun forget the

memories..

you share with the

starr..

2004-10-08T21:47:00.000+08:00

darnn.

sian can? s'pore voting system suckk.
tt fagg is stil here. wtf. dun wanna mention his fugly name.
if the system remains.
prepare to see sg idol.. tt faggot.
standing on the wurl idol stage.
wah so seh.
showin ppl wad is the final stage of throat cancer sia.

i hate you man. u lowered the standard of s'pore idol. no doubt.
u got fabulous idol wannabes out. and u stil remained.
you are nt a talent. in fact u look like a fagg.
nvm. ppl thyk ure cute.

like in wat way? look here look there one faggot.
or stop voting for urself?
u depended on a pathetic no. of fans.
mayb they deserved it. they mus haf voted day and nite.
once agn the judges are disappointed.
thyk ppb nxt wk they'll say..
"fag, if u're stil here nxt wk, i'm gonna resign as judge.
and by all means he cud, he fugly remained.
s'pore idol wud be non- existant.
noone wud wan to host such a disgustin show?!

ppl for voted for him.
why waste efforts. to see him on the wurl idol stage?
nahh. u're thykin too farr.
u're jus tryin to brg him as far as possible.
nope he wun last.
for one last tym i shall belief in s'pore.
disappoint me agn? i'll..
nth to sayy. puke or wad?

ppl hu voted for him.
if u all wan the best for him..
dun vote animore!
noe why?
the more no. of tyms he appear on sg idol.
the more ppl discover his flaws. and hw disgustingly he sings!
and no company will wan to sign a contract with him!
everybody else wud get one.
simply cuz they rock and deserve it.
him. go slp larr u.
waste money waste tym.
see whr he will go to aft 1 mth?
nowhr in the minds of sporeans.

why embarrass urself futher?

why contrast ur voice agnst the othr idols?

why be so bad to urself?

depression ar?

ohh so poor thg.
he will be gone.

hes a psrn that managed to eliminate the lyks of fabulous divas.
hes a psrn that has no supporters but alot of votes.
hes a psrn that sings as if he got serious throat cancer?
hes the root of all injustice.

hes as cute as a faggot.
he is shame.
disgrace to sg idol.
shame on ppl hu voted for him not based on talent.
like of course nt based on talent lar wad u expect?
damn.

pls PUT A ROPE ARD HIS NECK and hang him pls.
for god's sake. GOD BLESS!

oh ya slyy rocks. he rock he rock. s'pore at least see his talent.

u rock forever. [:

maia is gd too. =)) rockk on babe.

taufik improved tons. all the best! (:

sly sly slyy foreverrr.

* all stuffs written abv are based on personal critics.

dun bother to sue me larr so.

haha.

all the best to rockers.

freak off succor! [=

slyy

2004-10-03T10:43:00.000+08:00

slyy
Originally uploaded by cindee star.

ahahaha! my personalised slyy! so cute aint it. whn vampires smile they haf great sex appeal. definately a dude with attitude! im in lUrV with him ler. (:

click on the link to see the full picture. gawwd.

2004-09-26T13:03:00.000+08:00

hmm. hw long hvn i blogged.

mani thgs had been happenin. but.
okayy u are a big pain.

dun be sooo agnst me will you?

get a life cn. succorrr!
and for the other "sumbody"

stop sayin we are contradictin ourselves.

whn its you doing so.

pot calling the kettle black.
you cant change our mind.

save ur breathe BABE.

tok abt the mid autumn celebration bah..

mr koh rockss man.

hes so cool and omggg.

haha. OMG!

he played vball with us. and hes gd lors. =D
at nite aft the celebration.. 2b went to the court and played.

it was fun. very indeed.

let me start frm aft sch.

played vball as usual.. =)

2b is jus plain weird.

we idled 9 mths away.

and jus whn the exams are nearin.

we started the "vball craZe"

haha nvm. we ought to "strike a healthy balance with work and play".

2b will prove it so.

aft the guys came back frm lunch..

they "fetched" us for dinner. loll.

went kfc. was running and screaming away.

total madistic.

but hu cares? hu can actually force us to do wad we dun wanna do.

not u. dream onnn.
aft going back to sch. we had a crazee riddle guessin thgy.

though we din win.

its the spirit that counts. 2b rockkkk.

we went down to the bball court. and took fotos!

mr tan tg u rock hell man =D

and we took with mr tan. yarhh principal. =)

he is cool too. so sporting. yayss``
okayy it started out kinda gd. with cheers and screams.

and whn 2b was singin away.. kat suddenly reminded us it is our last yr.

so we started cryin.
damn sad. nth cn break us apart der 2b!

i lurv 2b till the end of tym.

wadever i duncare. noone cn stop us lor. blardy hell ppl.

then tchers started singin. high pitched man! loll.

then gradually it got lost sumwhr.

we were obviously b.o.r.e.d.
then broke our litesticks.

seemed tt onli mine and dav's cn work or smth.

luckyy. =))

then whn it was our song..

yue liang dai biao wo de xin.
sweet lors. but.

sum ppl dashed infront of us and sang asif nth had happened.

wtf k?

u all totalli spoiled out nite.

sian diaooo.

dun gif xcuses lyk y'll dunnoe anithin.
i duncare.

then jus shut the fucak up and accept my fucakin words.

accept hw i scold y'll. accept 2b for gettin fucaked up.

freakkkin hell.

then 2b went to obs there. to play vball. haha.

hit lotsa ppl as it was darkk. =)

and played monkeyy. wheee.

mr koh is so funny. everyone recognises him by his infamous OMG.

loll.

then we went to vball court to cont playin. =D

and a super duper kind tcher.

took fotos of us with mr koh.

a starry nite. "nice music". playin vball. with 2b. jus perfect.

nt forgettin killer beanny mr koh. loll. x)

oh yeah got my cookies liaos! =)

poor ailyn and lynn lors.

theirs got stolen? hell man.

those ppl are evil.

nuts one rocksss. =))

ppl.. nice norts? nxt yr mus buy frm me k! x)

oh yarhh. my fone died on me cuz i..

dropped it. =Xx

haii that day was certainly nt my day..

with a loong string of damned events. fucak.

i've lived with ard 5 days without my hp.

stil alive and kicking.

ppl. ard 1wk+ till my fone will be out of the icu.

cryyyy.

i met her. dunnoe hw to face her.

hw cn i say hi. whn she treats me like. invisible.

and i tynk i've made up my mind to go dhp ler. yarhh.

2004-08-21T00:49:00.000+08:00

arg ppl. camp is over!

this few days we spent together. its like soo unforgettable.

every single one of us. we accepted each other for who we are.

we work together towards a common goal.

to be the best team.

one filled with team spirit and togetherness.

i teared. i mean we teared.

like a sudden gush of water runnin down a stream.

the deep passion inside was beyond words.

hw tym reli flies. sadd. gd thgs jus hafta end..

esp whn u are one of the ppl in c14. u'll nvr wan camp to end.

cuz c14 colors rock big tym. we rule the camp. jus lyk wad our cheer said.

``ppg theme songg.
c o l o u r s_

c o l o u r s_

colors. is our grp name_

colors will be the best_

level camp. we're gonna rule the rest_

we're gonna end this camp. with flyin colors_

colours!

``cheer.
its a C. its a O. its a LOR.

its a C. its a O. its a LOR.

c o l o r r r r.

colors colors. thats wad we are!

``twinkle starr.
c o l o u r s

colors colors we're the best

to conquer and crush the rest

we're gonna rule this camp

c o l o u r s

colors colors we're the best

``popeye songg.
c o l o u r [colors!]

c o l o u r [colors!]

colors we're super

colors we're mighty

colors the number 1 [colors!]

and of course. the below song dedicated to our dearest instructors. =)

``you're my sunshine.
you're my *xiaohong/fahmy/eddie/glennpa*.

my onli *____*

you make me hapi. whn skies are grey.

you're nvr noe. hw much i luv u.

pls dun take my *____* away..

the first day___;

on the bus thinkin of our grp name.

decided to be called cocky. loll.

and we are cocks!

but tchers asked us to change it. dammit.

so aft loads of discussion.

we were called colors! yay!

our section was called cheetah. we're colors frm cheetah! =)

our grp instructor was a bigg guy named jianhong.

haha but we called him xiaohong! =)

he might appear very big to ppl.

but he's gt a small heart.

and he's nw very attached to each and everyone of us.

we lurv u guy. =D

we started off playin amazin race.

it was cool. there were like 5 checkpts.

we were runnin ard like crazee. and it was utter fun.

angus and his "fabulous" idea of trickin ppl.

made us behave like idoits.

but angus's a smart guy lar.. haha.

and.. upon reachin the last checkpt..

we were the 1st team to arrive!

it was one with a surprise element.

water water water. muddy water.

gd start for us man!

we arrived like 20+ mins ahead of the other teams!

at the place whr we had to go across the river. its was gr8 fun!

we got ourselves real wet and dirtyy.

we were cheerin for one another and encouragin ppl.

a sweet scene. arghh unforgettable.

then we went to clean ourselves up. hahas.

then colors went to eat biscuits that tchers gaf.

we ate most of it aniwae. loll.

noone came to get it so. too bad.

then we started inventin cheers.

and angus came up with this powerpuff gurs one.. abv.

he is a powerpuff gurs xpert.

then we were cheerin non-stop ler.

ppl frm section A and B say c14 slackk lor. cuz we onli team walkin.

but tts bcoz we were too tiredd of runnin ler mahs.

and we are fassst. =P

hahaha bleahh__

c14. we're the first team to arrive at this 1st leg of the race. congrats. =)

others?

u're the last team to arrive. im sori to tell y'll that you've been eliminated frm the race.

haha yay! egoo.

dun forget im a amazin race fan. haha.

then we had raft constructin. cool lors. super duper fun!

but it was rainin. so we seeked shelter to do our flag and campfire item..

we were all playin with the rain.

and desperately tryin to get xtra stuffs outta our shoes.

yea. came up with a design and sum ideas.

gd that we brought sum gold paint and even a brush.

all thanks to me yea? x)

so aft that we cont with tyin the ropes and stuff.

totalli fun.

but the last rope that we had wasnt strong enuff.

a pathetic one which broke 3 tyms whn i tied it.

and eventually it broke. O.O

thou i gt flunged into the water.

cud reli see team spirit durin that activity.

we got up the raft and were grabbin each other. lyk mad. and in weird positions. ahaha.

and of course we cheered the loudest we cud!

thou that rope broke. it was a success aft all!

the main thg wad team spirit aint it?

then for dinner. erm the food was bad.

randall had xtra servins of sum crapp stuff which he said tasted like rubber.

but he ate it aniwae to satisfy his tummy.

and dav ate liek 3 or 4 apples lor! dots.

ok kenji ate the apple. with the sticker logo!

omg eeeks!

and we were all teasin him abt being an useless piece of jap shit.

wuahaha. that was real funny.

the others luffed thru the meal without eatin much lor.. hahaha.

at nite was nitewalk. we wore our grp shirt!

hahas the instructors said it was nicee! glenn wanted one too!

hahas i think our grp will make one for him sumtym nxt wk. =)

back to nitewalk.
at first it was crapp. we waited like 30 mins?

with our heads down and eyes closed.

my back was achin like hell. bleahh__

and whn we finally went to the place. we had to wait for more than 2 hrs i think. dots.

and it was certainly a gd tym for the ants to attack us. >.<

but whn it was our turn.

altho waitin made us bored. and slpy. zzz__

arghh. it was scary. ok. i tot it was scary.

we had to walk thru this dark path. led by litesticks.

went in with grace huiqi vki and mabel.

it freaked me out cuz i tot i saw thgs that we shdnt see.

turned out i was the onli one who saw tt psrn dere. ahaha dumbb.

okayy. i think our grp screamed the most. haha.

mostly it was me and vki lars. opps. =Xx

then we went to haf our supper.

and the guys "sent" the gurs back to the chalet. and gt themselves wet frm the rain.

awwww___

we did our flagg till 3+am. so darn tiredd out.

but it was certainly worth it. its nicee!

it had a rainbow with 20 ppl on it. and 1 xtra big psrn.

representin xiaohong. wuahaha.

and we had a puzzle in the shape of a heart.

with everybody's name on one of the puzzle pieces. =)

and me verine vki and peiqi decided to sneak out to buy drinks.

vki was hyper! she was chasin cockroaches. loll.

hahaa we cant seem to resist the temptation. and we ate frozen watermelon! loll.

then we watched olympics. the soccer match. till we slpt.

the second day___;
i was considered one of the better ones.

unlike verine. hu onli decided to wake up at like 15 mins bfr we had to meet. bleahh___

had high elements challenge.

din noe it was so hard lor..

my hands went wobbly strengthless at the rock wall part.

loll. reli is no strength to climb mann.

hahas was kinda fun lar.

most of our guys xcept 1 failed to reach the thg aft jumpin frm the tower.

decided to save him animore disgrace. no names mentioned.

lol. but gd try lar. i doubt i'll reach it lor. X)

yay! c14 colors champs indeed. =)

and shibao found a dead lizard. big one lor.

and he was swingin it. i cud see its popped out eyes. ewww___

then xiaohong took it and threw it into the bushes.. =P

actly we wanted xiaohong to do the rocky bridge der!

but due to sum reasons he din. sadd. =(

then xiaowen and another instructor came to teach us cheers!

they were wonderful too!

haha thanks for everythin. we appreciate them lots!

i suffered a scar on top of my left eye. agn.

boo___

so pain.. it was swollen oso. x(

but nw i jus peeled it off.

ahaha.

had lunch. mabel found a live worm! ewww___

it was a maggot kinda thg. yuckks.

poor her. and then we had to inspect thru the food. x(

everyone had no appetite liao duh.

thn we went to build our tents for the nite!
me vki mabel joy shared one.

verine get to slp in chalet cuz of her match the nxt day. x.X

it was kinda easy larr. but it was small too. and super duper hot!

dun look dun on gurs lor.. we build so fast ymy?

wuahaha. =X

then we had our low elements.
the activities were super duper funn! =)

gt 1 of them xiaohong aimed for 5 ppl to go thru.

but all 20 of us passed thru it!

oww hw much do we rock? =D

and we had sum tym to plan for our campfire item.

which we ended up tellin ghost stories instead. =)

but in the end our "ghost story" bcame a joke!

haha too bad c14 too enthu and cheerful liaos.

and oh ya.

xiaohong actually crushed a ghost to death!

whee funny!

thn our grp members ran all the way to bathe.

i shared w mabel. xO

we were like desperately tryin to cover ourselves inside.

haha and guess wad. we forgot our shorts.

i even forgot my brr*.

argh so we had to wear wet wet ones and run all the way back.

then c14 chao enthu!

we met ard 1/2 hr earli to practise our item.

haha randall shibao and kenji was our colorbuff boys.

kenji was super gay doing his pose! sakuraa. =P

settled everythin. rehearse the dance. yeps.

then we had a rehersal with section cheetah.

ok it was blardy lame. hahaha. but cutee!

then we all had a litestick tied to our hand.. so cool lorr!

and we tied a litestick to our hair too.

and thanks instructor charlene for the band. =)

then it was the much awaited campfire! whee!

our grp was busy stuffin the litesticks into our brr*. loll.

then we invented summore cheers and went crazee shoutin and screamin.

mr sim set the fire burnin.

it was cool lor. like a concert. but much more funn and excitin.

then whn "sumone" went there to speak into the mike.

guess wad. zhihao overheard mrs wong sayin

"wah her english reli v bad."

wuahahaha. farni!

then tym for our item!

red green yellow! and everythin nice.

these were the ingredients chosen to create the perfect lil gurs!

but.

professor hong accidentally added an xtra ingredient. chemical c14!

boom___

thus the colorbuff boys were born!

usin their xltra super powers..

butterplate. blubber and bossom

had dedicated their lives to fightin crime and the forces of evil!

[our cheer]

=) very cool!

cn hear instructors fahmy xiaohong eddie glenn luffin like mad at the side. =)

then we hugged together and singalong.

very precious moments spent together. sum of us cried. it was touchin.

whn we were together as one luffin and screamin.

those memories of the past 2 days jus came floatin to my mind.

it was sumthg unforgettable. sumthg reli important to me. and to everyone of us.

glenn gaf a veri touchin speech. =)

oh ya. thanks kenji for the purple litestick he found.

purple leh! purple purple purple!! =)

at the end everyone threw litesticks into the sky.
like shootin stars.
it was so nice.
listenin to flyin without wingss and my lurv.
hais whn cn this ever happen agn.
the instructors made the bubbles thgy all ard.
and we were jumpin ard to catch it. hahas.
a very kiddy sight for the sec 2s.
but it was a very warm and lurvin sight.

the dunmanian spirit within.

aft that we had a gd tok wif xiaohong. and we were cryin agn.

we gt to noe alot more thgs.

eddie and fahmy came to our grp to tok to us. they were great.

we din wan to leave. cuz we knew it.

aft slpin. it was morn..

went to bathe with verine. this tym it was better.

we played daidee in our tents.

but mrs geoorge came over!

but she cock eyed mans. nvr see. pheww___

we slpt feelin v hot. and our legs din evn haf space to stretch out. =P

the third day___;
woke up feelin v cold. freezin.

then we were kinda late and had to rush.

and were surprised the guys woke up so earli mans.

tot they'll all be slpin. haha.

then we had danced the chikucha and hokie pokie. and an unknown dance.

and fahmy shake his body reli well! gd dancin skills fahmy.

mabel and me.. hahas. fahmy is sexy and hott! loll.

then we cleared up the place. and did waves with the mat. haha funn!

and kenji spotted a living flyin caterpillar! and it was flyin here and there lor.

hw fascinatin!

then it was lost and found..

hahas shoes underwear. everythin.

keith was "sooo brave" to claim that was his underwear.

to get treated to ponderosa. =.=

then prize presentation.

iris got ms dunmanian and nigel got mr dunmanian. loll

and c14 colors gt the champs!

woohooooo! yay!!

our efforts were seen. our spirit was recognised. =)

hahas we went burstin into tears. even sum of the guys.

onli we noe hw much we rock. we noe we lurv each other.

and most importantly.

we noe we lurv colors! and our dearest instructors.

we gt 1 basket full of fruits. and 2 durians. =)

we're gonna share it on monday. x)

leavin was bad. we were cryin like hell.

cant seem to forget the tyms we spent together.

and our instructors. we lurv them!!

haiis.

we gaf xiaohong our flagg as a present. ='(

ok i guess he cried. his eyes were red and..

then we sang the sunshine song for the last tym.

sing afew sentences thn broke down and started cryin liaos. haii.

but fate will brg us together sumday. and jus nw fate brought us together liao. wuahaha. =Xx

then we went to swensons to eat icecream!

whee! and we played "zhong ji mi ma".

with most disgustin flavours of icecream.

mixed with chilli sauce pepper and salt.

loll. poor joy had to drink so much. and kenji was drinkin so hapily.

loll.

then we went tm to watch movie.

joy lost her wallet. but she was lucki enuff to retrive it back.

then poor me and mabel had to dragg our heavy bags along with vki's to cs to meet the others.

watch another spasticated movie. alien vs predators. stupid show.

so lame lors. gt afew tyms all of us burst out luffin.

and i fell alslp like afew tyms.

new idiom: as spastic as the village. yeah.

then vki's shoelace gt stuck in the escalator. and we stopped it. haha!

then we went to take neoprint. oso spasticated ones. loll.

nw my hand is swollen. bleahh__

and the scar at my eye so ugly. but..

c14 colorss champs.

20 ppl. 1 heart. 1 soul.

mabel.

angus.

kenji.

cindee.

verine.

randall.

diane.

berlinda.

grace.

huiqi.

shuming.

vki.

joy.

zhihao.

huiyi.

tujin.

weiting.

shibao.

tiancheng.

nicholas.

co[1]ors[4]ever.

2004-08-15T13:57:00.000+08:00

hmm.. tok abt my camp grp first.

ahahas enthu kias.

lame ppl. niao ppl. all pattern oso haf.

but together as 1. yay--*

camp briefin was great fun.

partially cuz the instructor has a great sense of humour.

but mostly bcuz my c14 commrades are superly niaoo.

haha hyper der.. shibao? loll.

and randall hu nids to brg 15 undergarments.

and angus aka agnes aka anus.

hu cant wait to see elieen in swimwear.

angus.. no chance liao lar..

but hope u realise ur dreams lar.

"same C section. cn develop to more thn frens."

jiayou horh.

c14 reli gonna rock lar. x)

*__a moment like this.

What if I told you

It was all meant to be

Would you believe me,

Would you agree

It's almost that feelin'

That we've met before

So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy

When I tell you love has come and now...

A moment like this

Some people wait a lifetime,

For a moment like this

Some people search forever,

For that one special kiss

Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me

Some people wait a lifetime,For a moment like this

Everything changes

But beauty remains

Something so tender

I can't explain

Well I maybe dreamin'

But 'till I awake

Can we make this dream last forever

And I'll cherish all the love we share

For a moment like this

Some people wait a lifetime,

For a moment like this

Some people search forever,

For that one special kiss

Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me

Some people wait a lifetime,

For a moment like this

Could this be the greatest love of all

I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall

So let me tell you this...

Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this

Some people spent two lifetimes,

For a moment like this

Some people search forever,

For that one special kiss

Oh, I can't believe it's happening to me

Some people wait a lifetime,

For a moment like this

ohhhh like this, ohhhh yea

'cuz people search for every moment yeah.

Some people wait a lifetime,

For a moment like this.

Ohhhhh, like this.

hahas. suddenly like this song alot.

2004-08-07T17:18:00.000+08:00

here. to express my gratitude to 2b aft readin veryn's blog.

im touched aft readin it.

im aware our days are nearin. we're gonna be separated.

going thru the thick and thin. the struggles and fear.

strugglin to kip 2b as one. fear of losin 2b.

its our minds that kip us together. its rite deep in the soul.

wad makes the other ppl hate us. wad exactly.

its a bonded 2b. we are 1.

we aint here to impress. we are here to be hapi.

the last sentences of our nd song.

all: its a place i noe.

gurls: that can kip me out.

guys: that can kip me out.

all: that can kip us out..

of storms.

totalli shows 2b..

wad doesnt cum to an end?

rite nw im tryin to put the bits and pieces of memories i haf.

the spirit nv dies.

the tears. the sorrow.

why do we cry no matter we win or lose.

cuz we're attached. to our class.

we're glad to see our efforts being recognised.

we're sad to see our efforts not being recognised too.

this is hw life goes.

2b gonna strive for the best.

its our class motto.

havin a class motto means havin to kip to it. to strive for it.

yay 2b rockkks!!

2004-08-07T17:14:00.000+08:00

hahass~

2004-08-07T01:04:00.000+08:00

tiffany said bfr.

2b why oways 2nd nvr get 1st?

but todae. we made it!

2b are champs for national day!

woo 2b rocks. wrong choir rocks.

yq our composer rocks. ok brandon our chairpsrn rocks..

but. huiyi sher me zq randall dav ys brandon rock more k!

wuahahaha. ego actin up.

then we prac the nd song. deco the board..

stayed back till 7+ lors.

2b v enthu this tym. set to get champs liao.

even the guys were gr8.

brandon is our chairpsrn. and we are named the wrong choir.

it rule mann. so nicee!

we wan to pia. will pia til the end.ytd we stayed back for the tchers day audition.

it was reli last min.

we used like 15 mins to prac. hahaha.

but so mani ppl back out whn seein kiww. argh.

hope we din flop.. badly. haha~

and kiww thinks our lyrics are meant for like bgr? dots mann.

so we had to change the lyrics..

aniwae. if he doesnt let 2b go onstage.

he cant stop us frm performin for our tcher. ahaha~!

tts the pt. we lurv our tchers and we'll do anithin to show it.

yes.

tts 2b spirit.

sher came to stayover at my hse.

we slpt at 4+ cuz we were doing stuffs for nd and tchers day.

nw havin a bad throat infection. yuckk.

and it made me sickkk~ but totalli worth it.

i wrote our nick and reg.no on our class nd shirt.

i forgot to write 2b leh. shitttt. soriii ppl.

we also recomposed our tchers day song. haii.

and we did alot of crappin and stuffs.

and we were so tired once i laid on the bed.

everythin was historyy.

and yea sher is a piggy. bleahh.

went sch earli in the morn.. fabricated more shirts.

then did sum last min prep for our performance.

and got ready to rock the day.

i din contribute much to our notice board.. opps.

but for those hu did. reli thank y'll.

y'll did a fabulous job!

it was so last min and so much quality. lurv y'll man.

nw hope 2b will win agn for the notice board and face paintin.

our face paintin was great funn. we highlighted our hair too.

so did suwen. erherm.

all 2b ppl had the same design on our faces!

ALL! cool duhh!

and our performance went on..

we abit nt ourselves. it wasnt as gd as our practices.

but guess wad. we won..

no matter izzit class spirit.. originality..

yesh our hard work paid off. we deserved to win 100%.

this is finally the 2b i wan to see. united as one.

we can proudly say to ms whee.

we want 2 B the best.

born 2 Beat the rest.

aft sch sher yuan dav ys randall zq me

went to watch the village.

lotsa waitin frm 1030-1645. 6hr 15 mins!

so tired i slpt at kinokuniya.

hahas sher woke me up whn the security guard came over.

we were late for the show. damn dots. blame the guys.

but the show is totalli spasticated!

ppl were screamin over a boar/porcupine thgy.

so lame. dumb. and -100% scary.

voted the worst show ever seen by us.

aft the show we took neoprnt! hahas.

yuan: david look cute.

hahas.. it rawks lar. will upload l8r.

then we went to kfc to haf dinner..

yuan was tryin hard to disgust us by tokin abt. ermherm.

til the guys gaf up eatin. loLz~

til ard 8+ 9.. we went hm..

discovered lots of thgs todae.

i kip trippin over my own foot.

yuan concluded dav lurv takin neoprnts. loLz.

and today the guys reli gentleman leh. haha.

nice day.. enjoyed it.

our efforts do pay off. 2b rocks.

peace-*

2004-07-25T18:18:00.000+08:00

peAcE mAn. thANks cElesT fOr grAnTiNg coPYriTe.

What Would You Do If Someone Called You A bastard?

tHiNk tHaT psRn cOcK eYe. iMa biTcH kS?
trocuted Yourself?

iTs a eVerYdAY aFfaiR.
u Think People Get Really Boring?

yA aNimAls aRe bEttEr. aT leAsT tHeY sTiCk tHeiR toNgUes oUt aNd liCk U.
Know Anybody With Purple Hair?

nT cUrreNtlY bUt fAngmiNg shAll bE 1sT..
Are Clouds Really Marshmallows?

tHeN i'LL sEll mArsHmAlloWs iN tHe fUtUre. tHeY'rE coSt fRee aNd i gEt tHe pRofiT.
Why Are Oranges Orange?

i oRiginAted oRanGes aNd tHeiR coloUr.

i aM ciNdY tHe greAt orAngE iNveNtoR! wUahAhAhAs.
Have you ever smell the rain?

yePs.. tHeY smeLL liKe pOo aNd tAsTe liKe pOo. wAnnA trY?

Have you ever had sumone frm ur past appear?

yeAh. iT wAs a woNdErfUl xPerieNce..
Have you ever felt that someone was more beautiful because of their flaws?

YeP. nTh iS pErfecT. sUmOne wiTh cUte flAws aRe pRefErreD.

=)
Have you ever cried because you felt good?

yeAh! wHn 2b woN tHe yoUtH dAY cHeer. heAveNLy.
Have you ever seen the sky at night when the clouds look like flowers?

yA.. eSp wHn iTs kindA rEd rEd kiNd. iTs sO pRetTy mAns!
Have you ever seen a grown man cry?

rOnAldsO. sUm gAy lYk cReAtUre thAt cRieS oUt fOr a mOm'S hUg. gAY siA.
Have you ever needed to be held?

haHs. nOniD. i hAf iT wHn i niD iT. =Xx
Have you ever needed to be cuddled?

i HAf iT wHn i niD iT tOo. =Xx
Have you ever been alone?

nO.. i hAf mY shAdoW aS coMpAnY.. mUaCks~
Have you ever been splashed in puddles?

nO.. bUt i bAthe iN tHeM bFr thoU..

Have you ever known what it was like to love and be loved in return?

heEs~ i lUrV U aNd U lUrV mE toO..
Have you ever had a crush?

i hAf a crUsH oN U.. a crUsH oN U..
Have you ever known how good something was?

yeAh. wE're boTh gD. =Xx
Have you ever not know how good it was until it's gone?

yA. wHy dO wE hAftA loSe iT bFr nOeiN hW gD iZziT? freAk.
Have you ever tried to write poetry but ended up throwing it away?

nAh. i owAys rOcK aT iT.
Have you ever experienced true happiness?:

yeS dEfiNaTeLy heaVeNLy.
Have you ever given a love letter?

hAhs. dUn rEmiNd mE oF kIddY chILdhOod meMoRies~
Have you ever just do things on impulse?

jUs. oNe niTe fliNg? =Xx hAhs~
Have you ever wanted to just run?

yeAh. awAY frM eVerYtHin.. tHe wUrL tHe UNiversE..
Have you ever needed to get away?

dUh? wHn i breAk rUles? eVerYdAy aFfaiR agN.
Have you ever lost a love?

yeAh. aNd i wAn iT baCk.. sAdLy.. tOo lAte.
Have you ever tried to tell someone something but the words wouldn't come out?

nO. i jUs sAy heY i thiNk iM iN lUrV wiTh U..

oR heY iM sOrI?
Do you often cry in front of people or alone?

boTh. aNiwHr aNitYm aNibodY aNitHiN. iMa crYbAbY. soBsS..
Have your friends ever seen you cry?

hAhaS dUh. freNs sHd bE dEre fOr U wHn U sHeD tHosE teArs~
Have you cried today?

nO.. iMa hApI gUr todAe!
Do you usually cry for a long time?

yeSh. pRi sCh grAdUatiOn crY frM moRn tiLl niTe. nxT dAy wAs siCkk. loLx~
Do you get really red when you cry:

yeS. vEh rEd. aNd gT pOp oUt fEeLiNg sUmmOre. XP
Have you ever cried because you were happy?

yAh. teArs oF joY wHn 2b aRe boNdeD tOgeTher~
Have you ever been someone's crying shoulder?

yAh. dI aNd i cRiEd aNd hUggeD~
Have you ever hugged someone because they were crying?

yAh. dI aNd i cRiEd aNd hUggeD~
Have you ever had a shoulder to cry on?

yAh. dI aNd i cRiEd aNd hUggeD~
Have you been hugged when you cried?

yAh. dI aNd i cRiEd aNd hUggeD~
Do you cry during movies?

yeSh. fRm hOrroR tO cOmeDieS tO aCtiOn tO lOveY doVeY oNes. iMa crYbAbY!
Do you cry while reading books?

yeSh. a wAlK tO rmB wAs sO pItifUllY sAd! sObx!
Does music make you cry?

yEs. cRy aNd sAy iT iSnT sO sAng dUriN pAssiN doWn. cRiEd tHrUoUt.
Have you ever been called a cry baby?

yAh. bY mE mYsElf aNd sUm eViL pigS.. xP
Have you ever tried to stop yourself from crying?

yeAh wHn i cRy oVeR mY mOm oR dAd sCoLdiNgs. totAllY dUmB.
Does this survey make you want to cry?

yeAh. i jUs cUt mY lEg. x'(
Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?

eRm sO gAY tO crY.. iM gAy.
Do you cry when you are physically hurt?

thInk oNce oNli. wHn i fElT fRm tHe moNkeY bAr aNd frActUrEd mY ArM. bleAh~
Do you cry when you are scared?

sCaRed oF loSiNg sMtH thAt iS.. meNtAllY nT pHysIcAllY.
Do you cry when you are mad?

yeAh totAlli fRUstrAtiNg wHn iM tElliNg thE trUtH aNd nOoNe bEliEf. freAkk.
Do you cry over bad grades?

doUbT i eVa diD.
Have you ever cried over spilled milk?

nO.. sPiLL bEttEr. nOniD driNk. i hAte miLk!
Can you make yourself cry?

hAhAs giMmE a miN.
When was the last time you cried?

eRm pAsSiNg doWn. rElli sUpEr dUpErlY chAoOoo sAd. x(
Have you ever cried because you were sad for someone else? yEps. rMb wHn sHaNd'S fReN.. i cRiEd lYk mAd wiTh HeR..
Do you have a favorite crying quote?

iTs nT worTh cRyIng fOr sUmoNe nT woRtH uR teArs.

aNd tHe oNe U lUrV wUn mAke U cRy~
Have you ever cried for anyone who wouldn't cry for you?

yeAh. mY teArs lYk flOw veH fAsT cNt coNtrOl lEh hW?
Do you ever cry on anniversaries of things?

sAd bUd iTs tOo gAy tO crY.
Do you cry over someone you love becoz they have a gf/bf?

eRm nOpe..
When was the last time u felt love and u cried?

cNt rMb.. wHn i fElT lUrVeD i dUn rElli cRy?
Who is the person you always cry for?

2b aNd gUiDes aNd..

iM dEvoTeD.

2004-07-25T09:59:00.000+08:00

eVerYoNe iS lUrViNg PpL tiLL pigS cN flY..

aS dEiR niCk sUpPoSe.

iM A niAoEr. thE fAct iS thAt pIgS cAnT flY.

fOr Eg. mY niCk iS "i lUrV U tiLL pigS cN flY."

piGs cAnT flY. i dUn lUrV U. yAy peAce.

hAhAs nO oFfeNcE iM jUs bEiNg niAoeY.. >.<

oN tHUrsdAY wHeE foUNd oUt aBt tHe "mS wHeE sUcKs"

wriTTeN aT tHe bAcK oF oUr clAsS. =X

dUnNoe hU dO dEr lAr.. nOe oSo nT sUrE.

cuZ thAt psrN iS kiNdA.. eiThEr a prO aCtoR/aCtrEss.

oR hE/sHe diDnT dO iT.

i'LL mAke sUrE nT tO reveAl hiS/hEr sEx oSo..

sO gUeSs nOoNe wiLL aDmiT?

aNd wHeE aSkeD clAss coMmiTtee tO fiNd oUt.. pOoR tHeM~

aNd wHiLe sHe feNds hEr aNgEr oN uS. pOoR Us~

cN thAt blArdY aSshOLe jUs oWe uP aNd tHeN aPoLOgiSe?

peAce rEigNs.

hAd pT yTd. iT wAsnT aS bAd aS i imAgiNe.

qUiTe aLOtA rUnNiNg aNd cOMmAndO crAwL..

cOmMaNdO crAwL sUcKs.. i dUnlYk iT..

eSp dUrIn thE tYm oF tHe mTh wHr U dUn fEeL gD..

iTs sO yUCkY! bUt hI5 kAy..

i sHd bE glAd i duNhAf crAmPs lyK kAy.. =)

tHeN thE finAl bLoW wAs sUm siTuPs. bleAh~

pT rOcKs aCtLy.. nT tOo bAd cuZ wE cN gEt TirEd tOgetHeR!

wOohoO cOoL mAhs~

aNd nT tO meNtioN i hAd mUtiPleS sCrAtcHes aNd blUe blAcKs.

rEsUlTs oF dOiNg oBs eVerYdAy. hAhAs peAce~

tOoK fOToS oN tHe wAll wiTh hY kAt aNd sHer.

lOLs. kiNdA sPaStiC.

thAt plAce bcUm lYk oUr sTrEsS rElieVer lE..

wE sTrEsseD gO dEre. fReE gO dEre. sAd gO hApI gO..

gD. i'LL bE a oBs pRo sOoN. lOLz..

AnD Hw I WiSH We cAn cLiMb trEes mAn.. fUnNeR.

bUt thAt meAns breAkiNg tHe rULes?

brOke bFr. =X

AnD. gUeSs wAd..

dHs rEbAtiNg moViE tiCkeT moNeY.

a wHoLe 5 bUcKs?

wAtChiNg kiNg aUtHer oN moNdAy oR tUeS oNLi cOSts 1.50

dOtS iTs tOo gD tO bEliEf.

dHs roCks DhS rAwKs dHs rAwKs roCks rAwKs!

2004-07-21T03:17:00.000+08:00

i hate blogger nw!

so damn irritatin der. aniwae it sucks.

these few days haf been bad. and i mean very..

gg thru tons of emotional stress currently.

so much that i rather chose to slp whn everybod's enjoyin.

i m pissed with sumone. and i bet tt psrn dun realise it.

that psrn is wols. and calls him/herself clever.

to contrast the fact that im stupid.

ok so i hvn so much tym to waste on that psrn. cuz my life lies in my hands.

nt urs.

been tynkin why skool sucks so much recently.

cuz of the increasing no. of ppl i chose to avoid i suppose..

i cant wait for sch to be over. same applies everyday..

this is sick.

i wan to grow up. i wan to get out of dhs. get out of this pathetic state.

and i seriously think im dumb crazi paraniod etc.

watever u call it, i haf it. but u ask why?

cuz i jus luv to wish for a miracle to happen. so that there might be sum hope..

i noe u are jus plain makin use of the fact that i, am willin to..

haha i know it and im stil makin the mistake.

hahaha. no wonder ppl tell me i dun use my brains.

cant wait for the weekends to cum. i gonna watch brotherhood.

hmm im going to be 16 in a matter of 1 yr 6 mths and blah blah days aniwae.

its jus intestines spillin out.. why cant a 14 yr old with a mature mind watch it?

summore theres won bin. woot. i see him on the lrt everyday.

awww.

hmm.

life nids sum chilli to spice it up.

rARaTsiN .. lUviN U tiL tHe eNd oF tYm .. bUt iM sOri i cAnt bE pErfecT

iF lUrV iS sHiT i wAn YoU tO bE mY tOiLeT bOwL..

iM liViNg iN a gUrLs wUrL. aNd gUYs jUs liVe iN iT.

2004-07-11T10:30:00.000+08:00

<. f U g L Y . s L U T s o L O g Y .>

"wHy tHe hEll diD tHoSe sCreAmS jUs cAme oUt oF mY moUtH?"

hApi sTuFfs cUm fiRsT.
fOr oUr pAtroL gAmEs. oKayy i tHiNk wE diD sUpErlY wEll thoU jAsmiNe woN. wE wErE boNDeD aS oNe. tAkiNg cAre oF oNe aNoThEr.. wE wErE greAt aNd i wAs sAtiSfieD. lOoKiN reAllY foRwArD tO sPeNdiNg sUmMoRe tYm wiTh tHe iXorAiaNs.. i thInK. wE kiCk aSs. sO glAd thAt wE cUd sUmdAY aCcePt eACh oThEr.. niCe oNe. iXorAiaNs sHiNe--*

aNd.
wEiRd fEeLiNg.. cUz oF A woRd vOmiT. riTe nW iM jUs lOoKiNg fOr tHe coUrAge.. erAse thAt U frM uR foNe..

tHe aBv soUnDed mOre oF sAd tHn hApi. doTs oFf~

sAd tHgS hAf tO hApPeN.
sCh iS sUcH aN iroNiC plAce wiTh iroNiC sTUdEnTs. niCe oNe hUiYi.
nO fUtHer coMmeNtS. iNcAse PpL hAf sUm miSuNdErsTaNdiNgs. liKe aS iF wE aRe iNtEreStEd iN U.
sHermAiNe wAnTeD thiS tO bE oN hEr niCk: i lUv U **! pLs mArrY mE!
liKe PUKE. i wAs dAMn diSgUsTeD aNd i piTiEd **2 fOr beInG sUcH a bLiNd fOoL. aNd **2 sAyS ** iS nT a biMbO cUz ** dOeSnT hAf biG bOoBs.
thAt mAde mE lUff mY heAd oFF. niCe oNe **2.
i thInk i goNnA hAf aNoThEr wOrD voMiT.. argH STOP iT ciNdY!

aNd wE hAd eValUatioN fOr gAmeS. gD jUniOrs bUt nT gD seNiOrS. i totAlli agreE. i fiNd iT sO mUcH eAsiEr tO bE a gD jUniOr thAn A gD sEniOr. aS a jUniOr U oNli niD tO trY uR beSt aNd dO wAd Ur sEniORs wAn U tO dO.. bUt bEiNg A gD sEniOr. nT oNli mUs U nOe wAd tO dO. U mUS eNsUre thAt uR jUniOr nOes wAd tO dO. tTs tErribLy bAd. cUz oUr sEc 1s. oKayy sUm lAr. aTtitUdE. yeA~ nW i hAf loTsA sCrATCheS oN mY pOoR kNeEs aNd hAnDs.. mUsCleS hUrTs! bUt thInKin oF iT.. tHe sEc 3s cUDnT bE mOre riTe. wE hAf tHe rEspOnsiBilItY oF leTtIn gUiDeS reMAiN iTs sTaNdaRd.. lEtS aLL jiAyoU tOgeThEr.. aNd rELi thAnk tHe sEc 3s fOr giFin uS tHiS eValUatIoN.. wOkE mE uP sUmhW.. abIT rEmoRsEd aNd coNfUsEd..

A qUiZ i gT fRm jeReNe.. =)

10 Years Ago, I...
1. cAnT rmB aNiThiN mUcH sEriOuSlY.
2. hAd a vEh gD freN aNd wE wEre liKe eAcH oThErs sHAdoW. oNe siCk tHe oThEr dUnwAn gO sCh liAo.. loLz~
3. thInk i wAs dAmN iNnOceNt aNd cUtE?
4. hATe tHe greEn beAn sOUp mY tChEr owAys cOoK aNd i owAyS nV driNk..

7 Years Ago, I...
1. wAs iN mTs. jAn pT aNd mE wEre liKe mOniTrEsSeS? loLx.. wE sUPeR gD freNs dEr~
2. hElD hAnDs wiTh mY boY pArTnEr aNd tOT hE wAs cUtE. oMg! i M sTiL hAtiNg mYsElf fOr iT.
3. hAd miSs oNg As mY tChEr. aNd sHe wAs totAlli greAt!
4. hAd A plAy oN sTagE.. tHeN i wAs sLpiN beAutY. wUahAhAs lAmE..
5. yAoliAng kePt toUchiNg tHe girLs eArriNgS! eWww~ =X
6. hAd sUPEr loNg hAir dOwN mY wAisT..

6 Years Ago, I...
1. hAd mDm liM As tChEr. agrEeD tO mEeT hEr iN yR 2oo8 wiTh aLL mY 2B'98 clAssmAtEs.
2. fEll iN lUv wiTh seAn. bUt iT wAs jUS oNe-siDed dEr lArS..
3. kePt lUffiNg oNce seAn lUffEd wHn siNgiN nATioNaL aNthUm.
4. beSt rEsUlT oF 285/300. loLs miSsioN iMmpOsSibLe nW..

5 Years Ago, I...
1. seAn trAnsfErrEd sCh. fEll iN lUv wiTh chOnGliK. thAt wAs liKe mY firSt tRue lUv. aNd i reLi DiD lUv hiM aloT..
2. mS lEe foUnd choNgliK'S wAlleT wiTh mY sTuFf iNsiDe aNd i gT soRt oF cOuNsElleD. hAhAx.
3. kNeW pUrE lUv wAs greAt.
4. lUv cL.
5. lUv cL.
6. lUv cL.
7. ...

6 Years Ago, I...
1. sTiL lUveD choNgliK..
2. bEcAme pRefeCt aNd iNchArgE oF clAss 4A.. v fiErCe. cN sAy fErociOuS..
3. wEnT fOr A cRuIse wiTh pRefEcTs. cL wEnT tOo.. v sWeEt aNd nW i thiNk iT wAS fArnI aNd kiNdA dUmB..

3 Years Ago, I...
1. sTiL lUvEd choNgliK! oMg sUpEr fArNi.
2. wAs aSsT heAd pRefeCt aNd tHe beSt tHg wAs. cL wAs heAd pReFeCt?
3. wE diD oUr rEcEsS dUtY tOgeThEr.. wiTh ziLe aNd rAcheAl tO trAiN tHeM lArS.. loLz.. wE owAYs wEnT liFe sCieNcE lAb tO wAtEr tHe mUsHrOoMs aNd tO slAcK. v niCe mEmoRieS..
4. cL aNd mE alTeRnAteD wKs tO sAy tHe plEdgE.. i wAS veH nErvoUs sAyiN tHe pLeDgE iNfroNt oF tHe wHOle sCh..
5. plAyEd aS jUlieT aNd cL wAs rOmEo. oMg oMg.. hAhaZ iN tHe eNd wE heLd HaNds aNd rAn oFf. i cAnT sEeM tO fOrgET thAt moMeNt.
6. wEnT tO sEntOsA wiTh prEfeCts. aNd cL. loLz. -.-
6. wAs iN eM1 aNd yAoliAng wAS owAyS 1sT aNd mE 2Nd.. bleAhh.
7. mAthS rAwK cUz i owAyS gT neAr fUll mArKs. aNd nW mY mAth iS suM sHiT..

2 Years Ago, I...
1. sTaRtEd igOriNg cL. aNd tHeN eVeRytHiN wAS hiStoRy..
2. aCtUaLLy liKeD 3 gUyS oNe aFt aNoThEr. tC qT aNd hH.. tC wAs oNe pSrN i sEcreTlY liKeD owAyS. bUt wE diN wOrK oUt.. qT wAs fOr A sHoRt 3 mThS. wE pAss mSgeS tO eAcH oThEr liKe siAo iN clAss.. aNd wHn i hAd nOmoRe fEeLiNgS fOr hiM. i tHrEw awAy mOrE thAn A hUndreD leTtErs aT oNe gO. hE wAs greAt bUt tOo greAt.. i diN liKe thAt.. tHeN aS fOr Hh.. siTtIn wiTh hiM broUgHt uS tOgeThEr. aT oNe pT oF tYm i hAtEd hiM liKe crAZi. bUt wHn hE wEnT bAcK tO _____.. i diD tHe sWeEtS tHgY fOr hiM.. aNd miSsEd hiM aloT ALoT.. bUt iN sEc 1.. iT wAS oVeR tOo..
3. mUm sAw mY lEtTeRs. aNd i dEniEd.. x)
4. nAtiOnaL dAy pErfoRmAnCe wAs tHe besT. 6B wAS sO uNiTeD aNd sEh! pAiNtEd oUr fAcEs aNd rAwK tHe sChoOl.
5. gT 263 fOr pSLe. hAhaXx aMaZiNg!
6. oUr cAmP wAs greAt. fOreVeR cryIng. eSp dUriNg cAmpfiRe nItE.. aNd PpL coNfEsSeD fEeLiNgS fOr oNe aNoThEr.
7. oN grAdUatiOn dAy diD a pErfoRmANce whiCh wE trAiNeD sUpEr loNg fOr.. iT wAs greAt. wE diD wEll.
8. cRiEd liKe mAd wHn leAviNg mTs. aNd gT siCk tHe dAy aFt..

A Year Ago, I...
1. rEjeCtEd goIng nYgS aNd cAmE tO dHs wiTh tHe sUcKieSt dM.
2. gT iN gUiDeS. p4 boUgAiNviLLeA. tOt liFe wAs hEll iN tHErE aS iT wAs sUpEr toUgH. bUt aS tHe dAys gO bY.. p4 boNdEd toGetHer aNd i kNeW i hAd tO giF iN mY beSt fOr tHe sAke oF p4. aNd bEgAn eNjoYiNg gUidEs tO tHe mAx! lUv pT aNd eVeRytHiN nO mAtTeR toUgH oR wAd.
3. 2b rAwK hEll tYm. wE wEre sO bOndEd. sO uNiTeD! greAt! hAd a yElloW clAss tEe. tHe firSt clAss iN dHs sEc1s'03 tO mAke clAss tEe. yAys~
4. gT iNtO troUbLe tWiCe iN tHe dAy wiTh kiW. mAde 3 cArS cRaSh. =X
5. WeNt aiLyN hSe aT 3+ tO pRepAre fOoD fOr tChErs dAy. LOL crAzi bAh? wE mAde tHE nIcEeSt bAnnEr eVeR. aNd wE hAd a cOoL clAss iDentitY. firSt clAss iN dHs sEc1s'03 tO mAke BaNnEr. aNd cLAsS idEnTitY. yAys~ gAf mRs kAng A sTaR brOoCh. oUr clAss tEe aNd clAsS iDentItY.
6. fOreVer plAyiN cApbY. cbAll plUs ruBgY. roUgH aNd owAyS gT iNjUreD. =) gT 2Nd fOr cbAll. aNd oUr gUyS gT 4tH fOr sOcCeR. wE piAeD liKe hEll iNjUriEs coUntlEsS. nT tO meNtioN ivAn frActUrEd wRiSt aNd brAndoN hiS aRm. wEnT kFc tO cElebrAtE viCtoRy aNd tT rAwK. fElT liKe a hApi fAmiLy! =D
7. chAleT wiTh aloT oF ghoStlY sTuFf. wAtCheD liKe 5 hOrroR fiLms aNd 2A sCaReD tHe hEll oUttA uS bY hAngiN otAh iN A blAck bAg oUtsiDe oUR dOoR. =O
8. bbQ niTe rAiNeD. arGh. i wAs tHe bUtTeR gAl aNd wE cArriEd oN bBqiNg uNdEr uMbreLLeAs wiTh mS tAn aNd llS. =)
9. diStUrBeD yS'S bAtHe bY sCreAmiNg.. loLz. aNd iN tHe eNd hE diN bAtHe. yAnwEn aNd cO. tRiEd tO sCAre ailYn shArA hUiYi yS aNd mE. loLz. sHe diSgUiSeD aS sAdAkO aNd yS wEntA oPeN dOoR. hAhA.
10. 6 oF uS wEnT eScApE aNd iT wAs reAli gD! rMb tHe cAndY flOsS.. hAhaX. pX diN tRy moSt oF tHe riDeS thoU. -.- eNjoYeD tO tHe mAx aNd iT wAS oNe oF tHe bEST dAyS eVeR.
11. sUcKeD iN sTuDieS wiTh a jUs pAsSeD jApaNeSe..

This Year, I...
1. wAs qM iN p4. lUvEd eVeRy siNgLe pSrN iN p4 liKe iT wAs mY liFe. aNd tHe woRsT nEwS cAme wHn wE hAd tO bE sEpArAtEd. gT iNtO p6 iXorA wiTh elAiNe aNd miCeLLe. cUrreNtlY iS 1sT aiDeR.. __p4sPirIt4eVabUrniNg__; // iXorAiaNs.shiNe - - *
2. quiT jAp aNd sTudiEs iMproVeD oBvioUslY. bUt sTiL nT gD laRs. X(
3. hAd A qUarreL wiTh eVerYoNe oVer nTh. iT wAs sLoVeD bUt i wAS sO iNnoCenT!
4. cAnT BE mOre hApi wHn 2b woN 2Nd fOr yoUtH dAy cHeEr! eVeRyoNe wAs glAD aNd wEnT crAzI!
5. mArCheD fOr sYf. hAd A sUpEr niCe oVeRaLL mDm. mRs AlsAglOFf. aNd nICe mDms aNd siRs. bOb aLL tHe wAy!
6. wEnT beAch wiTh 2b fOr 2 tyMs. beSt dAys eVeR! hAd a niCe brAwL tHroWiNg eVeryoNe iNtO tHe seA..
7. wEnt beAch tO bbQ witH gUiDeS. rOllErblAdiNg rAwK big tYm! gUiDeS fOreVeR oNe fOR aLL aNd aLl foR oNe.
. xPeCt 2B tO rAwK hEll dUriN tCheRs dAy aNd aLL tHe oThEr gAthEriNgs aNd pArTieS aNd oUtiNgs.
7. coNfiRm crY tO mY deAtH iF aNi oF uS gT sEpArAtEd dUriN sTreAmiNg.

cUz U brG oUt tHe beSt iN mE liKe nOoNe eLse cN dO. tTs wHy iM bY uR siDe. aNd tTs wHY i lUv U--*

TodaE waS a fOoTdriLL daY~ i kNeW iT bUt teLL mE hW? i dUn wAnNa rEgreT 10 yRs dOwN tHe rD U nOe..

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { i wAs wOrriEd. i jUs hAd tO bE neAr U eVeRy dAY aNd eVeRY niTe.. }

i reALiseD i lUv U
aNd i reAliSeD i hAf nO coUrAge tO TeLL U.
wE wAsTeD tHe beSt chAnCe eVeR..
wHn wiLL goD eVeR giF Us aNoThEr chAnCe?

2004-07-04T16:08:00.000+08:00

<. s Y f o L o g Y .>

"iTs aLL oVeR. 4 mThs oF hArD driLL."

oMg? iTs oVeR! nOmOre fOoTdriLL. i sHd bE hApi iF YoU rEfEr tO tHe eNtRiEs wHr i jUs sTaRtEd sYf trAiNing. coMplAiniNg lYk sUm biTcHy biMbO. bUt nOw. oNe dAy aFt sYf oPeNiNg cEremoNy.. i miSs fOoTdRiLL! wAd aM i goNNa dO nXt sAt wiThoUt aNi fOoTdRiLL? aRgHh~! iM gonnA sLAcKk! goDD. i wAn ThE fOoTdriLL tEsT aSAp! iM goNnA coMmAnD PpL. aNd oF coUrSe niD tO dRiLL mYsElF lArhS. hAhAx! sO eXciTeD aBt mY fOoTdrIll bAdgE! wOoOhoO!

yTd wAs greAt mAn. wE hAd oNe tYm oF rEheRsAl.. thEn wEnT bAck tO slAcCk. gUiDes nT slAcK okAy! wE wEnT tO PrActiCe fOoTdRiLL.. aNd mRs AlsAgLoFf wAnTeD tO piCk oUt tHoSe thAt cAnT driLL wEll. v loOooOooNg driLL sEsSiOn.. mY freN tOLd mE mY fAcE wAs bUrNing reD. wUaHAhAs. wE stAtioNarY driLL cHaOooOoo loNg. wAnTeD tO diEee. bUt mUs rEli pErfoRm siNce sHe wiLL piCk oUt aNioNe thAt doEsNt driLL wEll. i lOcK mY ArMs tiLL thEY crAmP loRh. loLx~ tHeN i nVr kAnnA piCk oUt. wHeEe~ x)

tHeN wEnt bAck.. jOiN nP gUrLs sQd iN cHeErs. theIr mDm oSo sUpEr cOoL siA~ bUd oUr MdMs rAwKk oSo lArh~ =D tHeN sAnG aLoT oF cHeErs. aNd dEn giRlS briDagE jOiNeD uS. aNd YoU nOe.. wHn (96 X 3)+++ [oNe sQd 96 PpL. pLUs rEsErVeS..] GURLS chEer. iTs toTAlli dEAfeNiNg. lOls. eSp wiTh gUiDeS thAt cAn ReeeLi sCreEcH! hAhAHax~ wE rAwK mAn. tHeN tHe nP gUy sQd siR wAs sO "iMPrEsSeD". ahAhas~ tHeN wE sTaRtEd plAyiNg boMbS.. ci akA nP gUyS sO bAd dEr.. nVr rEtUrN! oNLi nOe hW tO siNg "pEAce lYk A riVeR". bUt sUpEr dUpEr cArtOoN siA. thEn iTs lYk tHe gUiDeS.. giRlS briDAge.. nP.. sjAb siNg tOgEthEr. coOl tO tHe mAx loR! aNd nP oSo gT leArN:

boB bOb aLL tHe wAy
wE lYk iT hErE wE lYk iT dEre
wE fiNd oUrsElVeS a hM
a hM A hM sWeEt hM~!

bUt tHeiRs iS tHe sUpEr lOw vErsiOn aNd gUiDeS iS tHe dUpEr hiGh vErsIoN. lOlx~

tHeN sjAb gT aloT oF niCe AND sTupiD cheErs. hAhAs i lYk eM aLoT..

G fOr gUrL gUiDeS.
wE lUv giRl gUiDeS.
iF YoU wAn tO bE tHe beSt.
iF YoU wAn tO bE tHe beSt.
cUm aNd joIn sjAb.
cUm aNd joiN sjAb.

jiOiNg PpL tO jOiN sjAb hUh? bUt nICe lArhS. gT aLL tHe ccAs vErsiOnS. lOls~ i chAnGeD iT tO a 2b cHeEr.. iTs bEloW aT tHe mArqUeE tHgY. hAhAHaXx..

tHeN gT oNe sUpEr hAoxiAo! v cUtE bUt eR heRmm.

iF i aM a vAmpiRe'S dAUgHtEr.
hU wUd i mArrY..
i wUd mArrY A vAmpiRe'S sOn..
mOre tHAn AniboDy.
-wHy?-
hE cAn sUcK. aNd i cAn sUcK.
wE cAn sUcK tOgEthEr~
iN tHe MiDdLe oF tHe niTe..
sUcKiNg oNe aNoThEr!

cOoL aiNt iT? gT aLoT oF vErsiOns.. fOr eTc:
ArCitEcT --> sCreW oNe aNoThEr
hAiRdReSsEr --> shAve oNe aNoThEr
dEntiSt --> pLuCk oNe aNoThEr
doCtoR --> oPeN oNe aNoThEr
bUtChEr --> cHoP oNe aNoThEr?! >.<
aNd mAni mAnI nICe niCe oNeS.. whiCh i cAnT rMb. lOls.. AiNt iT cUte aNiwAy?

aNd gUeSs wAd? mUahAhAhAx! i cHAngEd iT iNtO A iXorA sONg! hiAk hiAkKk~

iF i Am A iXorAiAn
hU wUd i mArrY..
i wUd mArrY A iXoraiAn..
mOre thAn aNiboDy.
-wHy?-
i lUv hEr. aNd sHe lUv mE.
wE cAn lUv tOgeThEr..
bE tHe wiNnEr oF thE dAy.
lUviNg oNe aNoThEr!

wOoT! sO sWeEt riTeS? wHeEe~ =)

todAe gT sUm wALkAtHoN tHgy. wAlk ArD biShAn pArK.. bUt gT aLot oF tYm tO iNtErAcT. tOk aNd siNg.. ahAhaS~ tHeN Aft thAt wEnT tO mAc wiF miCh aNd elAiNe.. wE diD pRopOsAl fOr pAtRoL tEe aNd flAg liAos.. rEeLi v PrEtTy. nO kiDdiNg! i sUmtYmS sErioUslY wOndEr iF wE aRe pRo dEsigNeRs mAns! loLx~ tMr dO fiN xiAodUixiAng theN iTs dOne! iXorA sEc 2s O4' [2Nd bAtCh] rAwKk oN!! tMr gT coMbiNeD gAmEs wiTh jAsmiNe. wE goNnA rAwKk gUiDeS aNd wiN! iTs aT bUgiS. wOw sO iNtEreStiNg! lOoKiNg fOrwArD tO aLL thAt rUnNiNg aNd sTUff. yAyS~! xD

iXorAiaNs jiAyoU fOr gAmEs tMr! wE cAn dO iT! -iXorAiaNs.sHiNe-

D foR dHs. d fOr DhS. wE lUv dHs. wE lUv dHs. iF YoU wAn tO bE tHe bEsT. iF YoU wAn tO beAt tHe reSt. cUm aNd joiN 2b~

TodaE waS a fOoTdriLL daY~ goD nOMoRe fOoTdriLL? i wAn FoOtDriLL! eAsT diVisioN gUiDeS rAwK! sYf driLL PpL rAwKk!!

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { boB eVeRyoNe.. aLL sMiLeSs- }

sYf fOoTDriLL PpL rAwK aNd rULe eVerYoNe!
wE ArE tHe sEheSt__;
aNd tHe beSt! =)

2004-07-01T22:49:00.000+08:00

<. 1 B 2 B o L o g Y .>

"cHeeriOs fOr wiNniNg 2Nd fOr yoUtH dAY cHeEr!"

oMg loRs. i hAPi uNtiL cN jUmP dOwN bUiLdiNg liAoS! 2B rAwK aNd rULe eVeRYoNe!

yTd i piA tHe bAnNer uNtiL sUPeR dUPeR tireD.. i lYk pAiNt fiNisH oNe leTtEr theN peNg oN tHe beD aNd reSt.. tHeN coNt dOiNg.. iF nT cnT mAke iT siAz~ bUt iT tUrNeD oUt okAyy oNLie. nVmZ i nOe i tRiEd mY beSt lE. tHoU i hVn diE aNd cOntRibuTe mY LifE tO 2b lArS. sOrriE hoRh. ahAhAs~ aNd tHeN cZeCh losT? wAdde freAk i hAf tO goBbLe uP 3 wHOle bOtTlEs oF wAtEr liAOs.. brAndoN yoU lUcKi. fiNALs YoU diE! i beT wiTh hiM grEeCe wiN fOr fiNAlS. tHoU tHe ODdS nT v gD.. aNd pOrtuAgAl "sUpPoSeD" tO wiN? bUt i hAte pOrtuAgAl! sO i beT oN gReEcE.. prAy siA. gOd bleSs. iF nT i hAftA dRiNk 6 boTtLeS? pUKeS. v diSApPoInTeD! cZeCh iS dAmN uNlUcKy. sAMe As eNglAnd lArs.. wHy eVerY teAm i sUpPorT oSo sO dAmN uNlUcKi dEr loRs~

todAe iS yoUtH dAy.
hAPpY yoUtH dAy PpL~
ok lAme.
aNd sT. joHn dAy tOo.
tHeY weAr uNifoRm vEh sEh.. hAhAx. kiMfuNg v sEh lAr yeA~.. =X

reAcH sCh v eArLie tO reheArSe fOr tHe cHeEr.. hEeZ~ wE rAwK dHs mAn.. oUr clAss wAs iN A totAl mEsS cUz wE diN boThEr tO pAcK uP aFt moVin aLL tHe tABleS aNd chAirS. tHiNgs wErE aLL oVr tHe fLoOr.. sTuFf eVeRywHr. tHiNk i sAw A cOCkroAcH crAwLiNg tHrU The mEsS evEn. loLs~ sErioUs hOpElSs.. gT dOwNgrAdeD tO A grAde D lEr. oPpS.. =X

oUr cHeEriNg coMpEtiTiOn! heNg i nVr fLoP mY thAt "bAnd" pArt. pHeW~! bUt tHiNk 1b nVr oPeN moUtH oNe loRs! eVeN oNe oF tHe gUys iN 1B oSo sAy tHeY soFt.. leAve tHeir pOoR cNiOrs sHouTiNg aNd sCreAmiN tHeRe.. TheY bUaY pAisEh oNe mEh? fUg. iF nT mAyb cN geT 1sT eVeN liAOs? hAhAs nVmX iTs aLL tOO lAte tO sAy nW lEr. aNd oUr chApteH coMpeTitioN.. dAv kiCk 3 tYms. brAnDoN oNce. aNd tHeN thAt a*d fRm 1B. gO liAO dUnwAN gO uP sTagE? tHeN oUr chAnCe wAs fOrfEiTeD kkAys? wAh wAds tHe freAkKiNg pRoBleAm wiF eM siA. wE sO dAmn aNgRi lOr. sHe cN jUs gO uP aNd kiCk oNce fOr tHe fUn oF iT riTes? AtTitUde loR~ tHeN wE nVr xPeCt wE'LL geT aNitHing. wAs lYk tHinKing oUr lAst yoUtH dAy tOgeTher lEr.. lAsT yR gT lAsT.. tHis yR cnT geT aNitHiNg iS lYk tHe BiggeSt rEgreT iN mY LiFe. sO wHn thAt pSrN aNnoUnCe wE 2nD.. i jUmPeD uP aNd sCreAmEd siA~ sO crAzZeE.. bUt rELi sUPeR dUpEr uLtrA vErY mUcH gLAd! cRy aNd hUg liAo loR.. wE rAwK mAn. wAd wE woRk towArDs. wAD wE DiD diN gO doWn tHe drAiN.. tHeN wE tOoK AloT oF fOToS toGeThEr. sO sWeEt As A clAsS. sUddeNlY fElT A vEh sTroNg sENse oF bEloNgiNg tO 2b. aNd i lUv eVeRYoNe tO tHe mAx! thAnKs PpL! lUv yA loTs!!

reAch clAss tiE bAnneR oUtSidE oUr clAss.. hEeZ~ yA lAr AA sO wAd lOR. aT leAst wE hAf sMtH tO AA aBt. wE sHd bE pRoUd oF thAt. loLx. tiE tHe plAgUe oN tHe veH toP.. sEh boH~ x)

mR koH v fUn loR! hE vErY cOoL aNd cUte siA! hEs A dAreDeViL mAnS. hE shAre wiTh uS hiS "liFe AcCoUnTs" aNd xPeRieNcEs. wE tOoK A clAsS fOTo wiF hiM oSo. cHeEr aNd cHeEr nOn sToP dEr.. AhahAx. mUsiC wAs boRiNg. bUt wE sToOd dEre fOr 1 pEriOd tO sEe tHe uPpEr sEc kArAokE coMpeTitiOn. sUm niCe loRs~ heEz.. =)

tMr gT sYf! vEh eXciTeD.. hOpE iT'LL gO sMoOtH aNd wE'LL giF gUiDeS A gD nAme bY dRiLLiNg iN oUr vErY beSt foRm! 101% pErfEct tMr. PpL mUS sUpPoRt uS! gO dEre aNd wAtCh kKAyyS? xD

yAy cN geT fOoTdriLL bAdgE iF pAss thE teSt liAOs~! wOohoOoo..

wiTh 2b uNiTeD As oNe. nOoNe cN beAt uS..

TodaE waS a cHeEriNg daY~ oMg oUr hArd wOrK PAiD oFf! 2b wiNs A pLAgUe fOr oUrsElVeS!

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { beYoNd wOrDs.. lUv yoU All PpL.. }

wE 1 tO B tHe beSt--*
boRn 2 BeAt tHe rEsT--*

2004-06-26T19:40:00.000+08:00

<. f U c K e D u P o L o g Y .>

"mY lUv fOr beCkhAm sTiLL oVeRcAmE mY hAtreD."

dunwan do recount. cuz i dun feel lyk it. mood swings. yeA~

on .__tHUrsdAY__; our footdrill rehersal was totally dead tiring. stood there for 40 mins mostly at attention. my feet went so sore with my damn damn small boots. size 38 okay? dotsss. esp my poor lil toes kayys. aNd for 2 tyms. amountin to 1 hr 20 mins? wahkaox. so many ppl faintin.. and poor medics are running ard lookin for the victims of syf.. poor sjab ppl. mrs alsagloff said our footdrill was totalli horrendous. but our sirs said it was nubbad lehx.. haii guess her xpectations abit high bah. and summore theres a list of the top 10 worst grps. and guides wasnt one of them.. so why kick up a big fuss? and bcuz of that i had footdrill trainin todae agn. haii. but she v nice oso larhx. she even scolded that raffles guider and that yal or smth psrn for forgettin to buy cookies for us. she take v gd care of us seriously.. that yal psrn suck to teh damn core man. so disgustinly 38. she cares abt every single thg and scolds us whnever she cud lorh. gif that damn black face everytym. go eat shit sia. i so hapi whn mrs alsagloff reprimanded her.. ahahax saddistic lar~

todae on .__sAtUrdAY__; mrs alsagloff doesnt seem asif she was in a v gd mood. she kept screamin at us thruout. she even said it was the worst piece of marchin she'd ever seen. oh god. does our cnior guides reli march that well.. even the new sirs that came todae said our footdrill reli nubbad. think they also sum sec sch ncc ppl bah? they say their sch sqd is still far frm our standard noe! ahahax so damn harpie! but mrs alsagloff nt hapi.. wad to do. we cont drillin for v long. my feet and hand like numb liao. and then my body dunwan move le lar. haf to force myself to lock my arms and swing up 90 degrees front 45 degrees back. summore i standin at teh corner so when the squad turns i haf to walk damn fast. practically run you see.. it was damn tough todae. my hair is lyk whole thg wet and drippin. mrs alsagloff cn be damn saddist at tyms oso. jus hope we'll do okay for the full dress rehersal on wed. get to pon afew hrs of sch at least! woohoo~

but i jus discovered a big blister on my toe. arghh.

and another thg on my mind is england vs portuagal. omg lorhs beckham reli suck in that game. he is such a useless freak! he doesnt create any goal chances. neither does he pass v well. he doesnt even bother to try and get that ball to his feet! that psrn with teh ball is near and he jus stands there and look on! wtf larh! and needless to say. his damn penalty. gosh he takes bullshit penalty kicks. 3 continuous unsuccessful penalty kick for england liaos. fuck. my idol and childhood hero whn becum like this der? last tym ppl speak evil of him i scold that psrn. nw i haf nth to say ler. haii v v disappointin. and england reli nids sum luck.. they are obviously the ones worth of gettin in the finals. and why in the blue hell that goal nt counted? the referee cock eye or smth izzit? forget it. its over this euro for england agn. england oways die in penalties. beckham vasell james the gulity. and c. ronaldo suck the hell out of me. he is so damn rough! he pushes everyone possible! wtf he so violent for? knn lar hes totalli useless. referee mus at least gif him a red card in my opinion. fuck fuckk.

france got out. by a oh-so-nth greece. unxpectable.. all the big heros of soccer are out. nw i bettin on either greece: to create another miracle. a definately showdown sia. or czech bah. ganbatte larh.. all i cud say..

heres a quiz below. heeZ. x)

wad is the first thing you think of whn you see these words?:

blue__ a deserted island by the sea. with him and me.. heeZ siAoZ~
red__ needless to say. my partol mates. bougainvillea rocks our wurl. p4sPiriT4eVabUrniN9--*
orange__ disgustinly my fav. i hate orange flavoured food. sweets etc. but at the same tym one of my fav colours. wHeE~!
black__ the me deep inside. troublemaker cindy..
white__ the innocent and pure angel. me! loLz~
pink__ a beautiful wurl full of delights. with him and me. heEz~
you__ my fone bk. loLz~ him duh.
heart__ hapi hse. luv those hearts.
crush__ ppr tts torn and tattered and crushed. ahahax.
soccer__ beckham and lampard! they rawk my life.
tv__ survivor! amber and rob. ohh so sweet..
computer__ msn and my blogg! and lots and lots of junk mail. arghh.
bed__ my warm and comfy blanket. and my big big bear..
bag__ bks. grrr. sensitive to ask since theres onli 1 more day to sch reopens.
fone__ my fonebk. and blur me oways send msg to wrong psrn. bleahh.
life__ him and me. no worries. no nth..
watchin beckham [in full form] and lampard..
LOL.
life is to love myself as much as i cud. yepps.

sUmoNe piErCeD tHrU mY heArT. aNd lEfT mE dErE tO bLeEd.

TodaE waS a diSseD oFf daY~ eNglAnD aRe aS iNnOcEnT aS mE. tYcO poRtUgAl. eNglANd rEigNs. beCkhAm sTiLL rOcKs. aNd i lUv lAmpArD! x)

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { bOb boB aLL tHe wAy. wE lYk iT hErE wE lYk iT dEre wE fiNd oUrsElvEs a hOmE. A hOme A hOme sWeET hOMe! }

drAtitUdE___;
tHe AtTitUdE fAmiLY..

2004-06-18T22:14:00.001+08:00

<. m A g L i g N e D O l o g Y .>

"tHe iNnOcEnT aMt oF pAiN i tOoK.."

this wk is super eventful.
and nw i haf a new phobia.
i dun dare to look into the mirror.
into my crying face.

[.mOndAY.] had sec 2 guides bbq. 5 ppl. includin me turned up.
soolin shixuan yiting jinci me.
we had a v gd tym aniwae. meet 2 shuai guys. super indeed.
tan nt very nice nor obvious.. bleahh. but my shoulders hurt frm the sun.
we meet at parkway for breakfast at bk.. thn while walkin there pass bu a bball court. so we started playing bball and vball dere.. made us super duper hot. but it was very fun. tried to volley into the net. lol.
reach le we played vball on the sand! den we dug a deep hole. wantin to fill it wif water. determined ppl dun oways succeed. we tried and failed. sad mans. and we went into the sea. hw wonderful is the water.. and we went to teh same place that i went with 2b the other tym. all the memories jus started floodin my mind. we were so hapi enjoyin ourselves back den.
then went to the public place to bathe. ahahax.
then went rollerbladin. the guy dere was so cool! he has the dao but cool look. gd lookin too. he help me wear wrist guard ok. ahahax. and he ask me to push him so as to lead me to the flat grd. owwwww swoons. sounds a tiny bit despo huh? lol.
went rollerbladin.. so fun! i tripped couple of tyms thou. lol. met sjab ppl.. saw shand and yanwen too..
aft that we walked to our pit. our feet were all sore frm rollerbladin.. tirin.
onli to discover a grp of ppl were hapily bbqin. at our pit.
went to confront them. and then a v sweet and cute guy came over. he is so polite. astonishingly attractive. then when he knew that there were onli 5 of us.. he invited us to bbq with them! lol. but sadly. we din took that oh-so-generous offer. regeted 101%. ahahax. then his other frens werent as frenly as he were.. but well..
aft awhile his fren called to inform him they took the wrong pit. sum blardy blind shuai ge i suppose. lol. so we xchanged pit with em. and they gaf us charcoal and their "super lighter" in return. kind souls..
me soolin and shixuan ran to ntuc to buy food. cud find ani. so ran to cold storage.. pathetic larh. onli bot a pack of chicken wings.. ard 20 of them. and sum hotdogs.. and marshmallows w nutella! whee~ then bot spirte ice too.. cuz we dunhaf ice.. lol. then ran to giant to get sum bbq stuff. yeps.
we started out fire with kindling! guides mahx.. yays~ then quite successful. sadly yuting cudnt eat chicken! so she onli had marshmallows.. soon jinci and yuting left. so soolin shixuan me started enjoyin our food slowly.. so fun lorhx..
then suddenly soolin discovered her vball missing.. sum idoit took it i suppose. hw evil lorh! luckily 2d class ball nv gt stolen. if nt 2 den die.. it may haf rolled away.. we went into the bushes.. no avail. haii. poor soolin haf to buy another one to replace it for her sis..
went hm myself. at the busstop was thinkin abt the eye 2. practically freakin myself out. lol.

[.tUeSdAY.] had bp quest briefin. supposed to be 2 hr. but it last for half an hr. which is gd news. lol.
me and sher went hm to bathe bfr going to yw hse for class bbq.. we competed okay. the psrn that reaches city hall later has to treat a drink.
incase you ppl dunno. im here to boast! ahahax. i live futher than sher. cuz i haf to change to lrt at choachukang. whr sher lives. then i will take a 15 mins ride followed by a 10 mins walk. so its obviously better for sher..
i ran all the way the lrt. all the way hm. all the way to the busstop. all the way to mrt agn. and guess wad. i won! i rawk man! whee~
i guess hard work paid off. if nt i wud haf killed myself. i alighted a stop earlier. and had to run all the way to the nxt stop for the mrt. absolutely dumb!
so sher owes me a drink! woohooo!
class bbq was okay.
dun reli wish to comment..
did bbq food. then play wonker.
and whn ppl go hm le.
dav darren tx yw me wanted to go play tennis. at the top level.
went up. super duper spooky! dark and locked. ran down.
went hm.. ahahax..
reached hm. "quarreled". or u can say "debate".
totalli bad man.. but everything's sloved. great. phew~
but that reli caused me my slp. it lasted till 3 and i cont watchin soccer..
and i had a new phrase today. "wl eh lor" and "wahji eh lor". lol.

[.wEdnEsdAY.] had nth better to do. slacked. at nite cont the "debate". i was proven innocent. ahahax. but i suffered much humilation. sad.. hai forget it lar..

[.tHUrsDaY.] went for bp quest agn. for the prelimalary rd. cross my fingers and hope we get to the top 5.. for the finals.. it was okay. sum parts were really hard.
most schs sent their cls or pls or pss.. got 1 sch sent 3 cls and 1 pl okay. wah ji eh super duper stressed. over then over le.. cant be helped.
and we discovered the 4 -gladia soolin sher me- got sum telepathy sorta thgy.
alot ans tigam tigam same der wor!
then went hm to bathe and met my family at parkway for dinner..
went swensons! ahahax.. a full paid meal sia.. woot!
then went to get a new fridge. ahaha.
tehn me and my darling cousin was walkin ard..
he suddenly said he wants to use the toilet. wah dots!
hes 5 btw.
i took him to the toliet.. kaos. washin or smth.
then he say he very urgent! omg!
so i carried an 19kg him upstairs! ran all teh way. to the toliet!
cant belief i did it. lol.
then went his hse to stay over..
play ps with him. and his mom. till 4am. wuahahaha saddist.
dragged myself up at 10 today.. my uncle wanted to brg us for breakfast.
but it ended up being lunch. ate sum jap chicken tepan. super nice..
went hm and played ps agn. i suck at resident evil. hw dose that freakkin game function? arghhh.
played that southpark game. so cute. haf to throw snowballs at roosters! ahahax.
and i totalli rawk at this game. destoyer of the city or smth.
i destroyed all the cities! yay.

wish me gd luck for bp quest. tmr the results wud be out. dhs guides woosh!

sUmoNe piErCeD tHrU mY heArT. aNd lEfT mE dErE tO bLeEd.

TodaE waS a fiNAllY daY~ fiNAllY eNglANd woN. nVr lEt tHiS liL' sUpPorTeR dOwN! x) bEcKhAm aNd rOoNeY rAwKs eH!

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { tUrNs oN tV. aNd gUeSs hU sHe sEeS. sKAter bOi roCkiN oN mTv.. }

i hAf nO cOUrAge tO lOoK iNtO tHe miRRor AnimOre.
i dUn wAnNa sEe mYsELf
crYiNg..

2004-06-14T07:55:00.000+08:00

<. e N g l A N d O l o g Y .>

"gO.eNglAnD.gO_4eVA.beHiNd.U"

lemme try to recall wad happened last wk.. kinda sad nw. in fact very. this wk is kinda damned.

[.tHUrSdAY.] went to di's hse early in the morn to cook.. for our so called "picnic" which ended up being a "buffet" instead. ahahax. is p1 p3 p4 combined. mich shixuan jove janice ys and me turned up.. but they ahd to go early.. so me di and ys was liek piaing at the end.. then we reli cooked alot of dishes that were super nice. i made the firz pancake and the shape looks.. ahahax horrible? quite cute thou. x) then we did alot of fried food. fries . potato wadges . the smiley face potato . chicken wings.. looks v oily and deep fried.. and my favourite crabsticks! yays i luv it manx. i fried it all okay. then we oso haf 6 whole chickens. muahahax saddistic. and we made sum salad that looks like rabbit food. cuz it consists of nuts . apples . honeydew . and cabbage.. but i like it lor. luv the honeydew. im a honeydew freak! ahahax. then we cooked the soup oso.. my cniors luv the soup.. for the first tym! normally is onli the sec 2s bother to drink der.. nw they actly say its nice lehx! i was like so so soo hapi upon hearing they say nubbad. all smiles le. then we oso haf this mashed potato. i like it alot oso. as long as i cook de i like lorhx. its moreover an effort by me mahx. whee~ then haf this mayo-crabsticks thgy. i luv crabsticks! ahahax. and then me ys and di walked all the way to a minimart there to buy eggs. then we passed by this condo.. got a fake chinese figure sitting at the pavillion there.. scare us like hell eh! we screamed and then ran. lol. we bought eggs to make eggs wif bacon.. then i think tts all.. oh ya we bought 3 whole watermelon. spastic rite? in the end too full to touch ani of them. and we oso got banana and marshmallow wif choco.. and haf alot alot of diff kinds of tuna larhx. hehex. then me di ys lugged alot of food to sch manx. and we took taxi duh. and so much stuff that we haf nowhr to put our legs. ahahax. we went to buy ice oso.. yups..

reach sch then started preparing the food.. we made the cocktail thgy l8r on. was sum cocktail and longan and sprite. ahahax. guess the food was nubbad yea? ahahax.. enjoyed the food larh. then we were divided into "grps" to play cball.. 8 grps? 8 patrols? i knew it lor.. haii.. they kept saying no.. but knew it in my heart mans.. theres no reason they haf to divide us into 8 grps.. and during the game my eyes was so dman pain.. and i got a scar or bruise on my left eye dere.. kinda long. bleahh. my mom seriously tot i got into a fight. lol. i think its quite cool leh! thou pain larh. ahahax saddist! and yinhong is super pro.. ahahax. but too bad she has a phobia of screams. ahahax. xiuru guard me like hell okays.. bleah! and haii.. aft all the matches.. they announced it. i was rite lorh. it was our new patrol. alot of ppl burst out crying lor. and the most saddenin thg is. there is nomore bougainvillea patrol animore. like they draw lots.. chose 4 out of the 6 patrols. and nw bougainvillea and morning glory is gone? v sad over this thg. my patrol consists of me mich elaine huiping anita yinting jean wendy mabel and 2 more sec 1s which i dunno they names yet. anita is our pl.. and huiping our ps.. its nt asif i dun liek the ppl in it lar. but seriously i wan my old patrol back kkays. its like so much more perfect. dunno larhx. its so confusing. the wurl is revolving ard me.. so fast that i dunno hw to react le. so everybody was liek hugging and crying.. v pathetic sight. nw the patrols are so mixed up. the ppl are so confused. haii. p1 is nw dove. then orchid. sparrow. jasmine. kingfisher. ixora. oriole. sunflower.. so imperfect.. ahahas.. dunno hw long will we take to be used to the new "environment". and "best of all" there is NO CL. can anione jus make me belief it? a guides coy without a CL? haii.. the yals are taking over. oh no no pls dun. yals? stui rmb the mystery games v carefully. tortured. i was totally dieing for that. nvr felt so dead bfr.. tts why i cud stil rmb.. v clearly. so i think wad we cud do nw is take one step by one. nv noe wads gonna happen in the future.. jus v sad. v v sad..

[.FridAY.] had the crime prevention course. ahahax kinda farni larhs. the sirs were "humourous". ahahax. waited for quite long lorh. the policemen the service so bad. =Xx ahahax. then he was toking abt hw to deal wif a flasher. then he said "if he flash at you rite.. then u mus look.." ahahahax! he meant to say look at his face n rmb it lar. budden he.. lol. we all were luffing like hell..

aft that p4 sec 2s went to look for our cniors.. for patrol lunch. had a very nice tok.. went marche. our initial buget was liek a pathetic 2 bucks? ahaha. rlei is mission immpossible. then we used more than 1O bucks in the end oso.. hw sadddenin yea. then we actly wan go watch movie.. but nth to watch. sori gurls.. my fault! ahahax.. then we went to this place to tok agn. gossip abt a lota thgys..p4 rlei noes hw to gossip alot leh. nw i noe quite alot of gossips le. ahahax.. i was on a luffing spree wif meryl. ahaha.. meryl is cool. cn suddenly burst out luffing de.. say tall and useless and she wud luff non-stop le. ahahax. then aft all of them went hm.. left me and di le. we went to look for jove.. and we started shoppin.. i bot a new wallet. i liek it alot.. cant resist the temptation. di bot a roxy one.. reli v pretty. but i dun think i am "compatible" with it. fm and i wanted the tough wallet der.. but it cost 79 bucks leh.. if i buy it.. i will most ppb haf to feed on grass for the rest of the mth lehx. so i din buy.. bout the quiksliver one instead lar. to reward myself for resisiting that temptation. lol. aft buyin the perfume for him and the wallet. i am so officially broke kk.. then we went to take neoprnt. that machine at herren is v nice.. ahahax took 2 tym.. gort one jove look v shocked der.. ahahax.. and theres one we act seh der. look so retarted. lol.

[.saTUrdAY.] was sucking sucky. fark manx! me and sher were innocent parties. we tot the footdrill training was at the normal 2.30.. and whn we reached j8.. we meet our sec 3s.. arghhhh. that day the trainin was at 9! freak man! we din even noe at all.. so damn dots.. ahahaha. and summore i din wan to belief them lor. is onli i call gladia then truth out. bleahh. so sickenin. in the end me and sher watch the day aft tmr.. and the ticket was 8.50 lorh. argghh. but luckily the show was damn nice. its so scary hw the wurl is changin. if one day it becums liekdat.. i will nt noe hw to live on lorh. the hailstone. lucki s'pore dunhaf mans. phew. no hurricane either. ahahax. i was like thinkin. even if s'pore temp drop by 20 degress.. its still abv 0 degress celcius mah. so we wun freeze der. ahahax lol. jus cont luvin the sun larhx.. it simply rocks. muahahahax. at nite went to kl.. zZzzZZzzz-

[.sUndAY.] was in kl. lol. then went to visit ppl and shop.. mom say gt nth to buy at firz. then in the end dunno spend hw mani hundreds of dollars oso.. bleahh. she was still thinking of her birdnest k! freakk. 600 bucks still nt enuff. arghh. dunno wads on their minds sumtyms.. then we reached hm at 11 liekdat lorh.. v tiring day.. hrs and hrs on car.. zZzzzzZZzz-

then was waiting for the england vs france match. 2.45 kkaes.. wait till i wanted to die. i betted with dom an england win. bet a slap okay? oh nooo. i lost! but actly he wanted me to say "i luv [xXxXx]" infront of my class der. noway lorhx.. then the one i set for him he oso dunwan. then he wanted the dare to be wear ankle socks and wear 3 earrings and show kiw. ahahax.. it was nearly a deal. but damn hell luck my dad woke up and rushed me to slp. tat was like 2.15 le lorh.. i was so scared he wun let me watch that match lehx.. i was hiding under my blanket. lol. so i decided the dare shall be a slap. bleahh.. but lucky my dad watchin.. so i watch oso.. ahahax. but nw im dead. damn england.. 2-1. and summore so sway der??? last 10 mins lor. that james suck the hell outta me man! he so kancheong for wad? rush all the way out and trip that botak! fuck larh! beckham's curl was so cool lorh. tts the onli thg to be hapi abt.. james arh suck. nv remain clam lor. if he did.. ppb the ball wun go in bah? better than penalty. so damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn!! so sad okay. dun remind me ler.. u all win liao.. say france win. win liao lorhh..

[.mOndAY.] hafing bbq lorhx.. dunno larh.. nw last min all the ppl say cnt go.. dun even noe if got 10 ppl going okay.. sec 2 guides arh.. hai. afew days ago i was like thinking and worrying if our class bbq will flop.. cuz liek v lil ppl gg.. nw our class one so successful le! so mani ppl going kkay! mus make this the most successful class gathering till nw. ahahax! then nw our guides one.. yucks lorh.. dun flop pls.. i still belief 10 ppl cn spice up the whole atmosphere and make it enjoyable and fun for all der.. hehex. and i v mad with sum ppl lorh.. -wE.aRe.wTf.PpL_aNd.wE.rAwKk!- ahahax.. and horh.. my com that kanna blaster was rebooted. fuck larhx.. all my info and pics are gone. then nw my other com oso gt smth rong. wadde.. cant go all the my computer my doc and stuff. freak! cant go into internet oso.. the window wun even popup. tts why i so long nvr blog. my email inbox got 15O+ unread msges? lol. and exceed the quota dunno hw much der. ahahx.. my coms gimme so much trouble lor. xp coms suckk!! one cnt use msger one cnt use internet. makin my blood vessels burst. arghhh-

nTh iS eVeR fAiR iN tHiS wUrL. iTs jUs hW YoU lOoK At iT..

TodaE waS a sOcCeR daY~ wHY diD eNGlAnd hAftA lOsE eVeRY siNgLe tYm i wAtCh tHe mAtCh? aNd iN tHe lAsT dAmN 1O miNs.. cN crY tiLL i diE..

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { wHn wiLL mY dreAmS eVeR cUm trUe? }

breAtHiNg nVr cUms eAsY wiThoUt U
eVeRY breAtH i tAke
U cOmE inTo mY miNd
i cAnT lOsE YoU..

2004-06-09T03:59:00.000+08:00

<. A r S e O l o g Y .>

"wHy diD u hAf tO dO thAt."

i dun reli haf ani mood to blog. so.
mon i went to orchard with kat and huiyi.
and we make up the 3 broke asses.
kat bought a shirt fr herself
while me and huiyi bought an identical pair of earrings.
it was so pretty. that i bought 5 pairs since the start of the holis.
hw ironical.
kat cudnt stand earrings. she tot of it as crap. she said earsticks are alot prettier.
but for me earsticks are the last thg on earth i wud resort to.
hw pathetic are my earholes. for earsticks to go thru them.
so we shop ard for nice clothes. we found lots. but cudnt afford.
no matter wad we haf to live up to our name. that seals it.
and aft they left for hm in mrt. i cudnt find my damn busstop.
i walked ard aimlessly for 45 mins. bfr i arrived at that damn damn damn stop. the damn bus was so crowded. i was standin at the steps. and if this wasnt bad enuff.. i had 2 more ppl beside me. ON THE STEPS. i nearly died of suffocation on the STEPS.
for FULL 20 MINS. freak it.

on tuesday. went to ecp rite in the morn wif di. to bk the pits for guides bbq.
freak we were wearin the same pants! ahahax.
then we walked all the way and bk.. hw noble of di and me..
att all guides: our bbq will be at ecp on nxt mon. the 14th.
aniwan wanna camp over? i wun mind seriously. cn get the permit on the spot btw.
so jove. shixuan. yokesan. mich. came to meet me and di at bk.
eat le go giant to shop for our combined p1 p3 p4! picnic on this thurs. hw interestin!
we bot alot of stuff. checked out the price amtin to ard 50 bucks.
decided that we cud reli afford more. and went ahead to add. stuffs.
in the end? the price was a shockin 100 over bucks.
so we doubled the price? or perhaps more than that.
then we reli went weak in our knees. seriously. lol.
aft that divided the bags.. i brought alot of canned and packaged products home..
and nt forgettin i am actually supposed to buy 1 more watermelon. and 3 more WHOLE chicken. ahahahx. no idea abt the transportation.
the food we gonna prepare is certainly absolutely FABULOUS. and i mean it. y'll will noe tmr.

at nite i went to catch the 930 harry potter show.
it wasnt as bad as wad teh others say.
i reli like the prisoner of azakaban. amg all the 5 bks.
so the show reli rawks for me. i dun undstn why they say the story plot is bad. i think its dammit GREAT.
tts why i say im weird. i darnoe why im oways in the opposition. im fated to be i guess.
rmb troy whn they say orlando aka paris is nt in the fault and kinda innocent.
i wanted to kill them for saying that. cuz he reli suck.
i dun think i shd cont as i will say a 1001 reasons why he DID suck.
i m glad i din heed my frens advice nt to watch it.. it reli reli rawk. sirus black rawks too.
that rat SUCK. lol. no idea wads it name. short term memory.
and the werewolves are soo COOL.
emma watson so chio.
and nw i think harry is shave. and handsome.
hero. *swoonssss..*
the show ended at ard midnite lars..
we went to outside bk dere.. and tok tok tok.
wonderful.
but it din last long.
gd memories haf to cum to an end sumday..
i shd we glad i haf it. BFR..

tiLL thE dAy mY LifE iS eXtiNguIsHeD.. mY soUL Will sTiLL bE DerE fOr YoU. nO mAttEr wAd hApPeNs..-

TodaE waS a tRuThfUL daY~ whY cUdnT U jUs cOnT dEcEiViNg mE fOr tHe reSt oF mY liFe?

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { sTorM cLOUds mAy gAtHeR.. aNd sTArS mAy cOlliDe. bUt i wiLL sTiLL lUv U. tiLL tHe eNd oF tYm.. }

lUv iS meAsUreD mY tHe dEpTh oF tHe hOle iT leAVeS behiNd
AnD U.
lEfT a crAteR iN MiNe.

2004-06-05T00:11:00.000+08:00

<. s P A s t i C o L O g Y .>

"bLoOdiLy siCk"

hey blogg. i'm sick bfr the 1st wk of holis pass by. hw lucky mans. rite nw my temp is 39.5 and risin.. hw cool m i! ahahax.

my holis are packed. and i mean very. my family wanna take me overseas but whr do i find the tym? they wanna go hk or smth i guess. go shop and i cant go? make me so bloody fucked up okayy. the last tym i was in pri 6 whn they went there to shop. i was in sch busy with my video editing stuff. and nw aft 2 yrs, hist repeats.

the past wk was average. din feel the spirit and atmosphere of the long awaited holis. i jus hope tmr wud be a better day whn i go skool to play ball wif the guides and then go out to shop or smth. and i wish the rest of the holis will rawk.

<.moNdAY.> went out to orchard with verine. we went to far east to buy earrings.. i bought a pair and she too. it was kinda nice larh. but i dun ever noe whn i'll haf a chance to wear it thou. mine is in a t shape and hers in a star. cool and kinda cheap. then we walk ard eyein thgs to buy. confirm and i swear i'll be back to get the stuffs i want. she bought a pair of shoes.. which i dun ever ever think i will wear. cuz i look bloody disgustin in those womanly shoes with my large feet? cn imagine elephant wearing heels rite? ahahax.. maybe i'm jus too sadistic. and we took neoprnts that are v nice! the backgrd etc dunno why so nice.. the machine is nice i think. so are we jus plain good at designin? lolx.

<.tUesDaY.> gort footdrill! it was super duper fun. i woke up late and i jus took a bite and rushed out of the hse.. lucki sher called me and my fone vibrated my bed. or i'll cont slpin and alsagoff will kill me and then hang me upside down on the flagpole and make me look like a sarced animal. woot aint i saddistic? i reli think my fever's taken effect. convertin me to be spastic. in progress.. lol. then met the np gurls there too. and our sirs that day were super nice to us! they tok to us alot and encouraged us lo. ahahax dinnoe that mr bean lookalike sir so gd at motivatin ppl der. then that tall tall malay sir oso v frenly.. he was complainin to us abt that **** mdm. critisize till likedat v cool wors. they rawked that day! and they drill rehersal like kinda stupid. its jus drill out.. then stationary drill. then drill back.. i was rushin so much i forgot to put plasters. my boots hurt my heel agn. too bad haf to endure no matter wad. saddenin. but aft tt day i discovered all my sirs and mdms and even mrs alsagoff is v nice! and so as a result. i cn formally conclude that. footdrill rawks! cant wait for the full-u rehersal!

<.wEdneSdAY.> went to yokesan's hse to do sec 4s leaving presents. to play safe.. i will nt reveal wad it is.. in case any senior pops by and discover. then it wun be fun animore! me and dianne and yokesan made it ourself! oh well.. with a lil aid frm yokesan's mom thou. hehex. but its reli so nice and flawless.. we were still worrying if the sec 4s wud not belief it was hand made by us! it reli made by us.. and its 100% frm the bottom of our hearts. we tried to do the transparency thgy but failed alot of tyms. so sad.. but nvm. i reckon' u guys wud be touched by our presents. ahahax hw bhb am i.. i jus wish u ppl wud appreciate a day of hard work by us.. i do till my hand was like trembling away ok.. ahahax farni.

<.thUrsdAY.> went over to my granma hse.. saw baby barnabas and yining! they both reli grown up alot! bu they remained as cute as ever! play with them and made them giggle giggle and giggle. i took the beachball i haf at hm at started playin with it. and everytym i i bounce it they 2 wud luff! they are reali so cute i played with them thruout the day! the whole day i did nth but fool ard wif those 2 lil kids. made me feel as if i was one too.. went over to stay at yida and yining's at nite.. watched tv. and damn hell. my com gort that lsass aka blaster virus agn! its like.. for the past 3 tyms i on my com then will kanna! so everytym i on my com i will haf that blaster worm. so why the hell wud i wan that blardy com? stupid xp coms totally suck! prone to viruses, weak lar! i go back that hse like once in a blue moon. and eveytym my blardy com wud fail me. and damn that psrn hu created that blaster worm. go fuck that worm urself dude. and ask ur worm nt to fuck my com!!

<.fRidAY.> did nth but played with those 2 kids agn. the whole day. sumtyms it reli rawks with lil kids ard. they'll make the whole damn wurl nt damned animore. they'll nake rainy into sunny. they'll turn darkness into light. luv y'll lots jane yida yining barnabas harry.. u kids rawk my socks! i wanna play with y'll everydae other day. i wish.. i wish.. i wish..

lost in the rain of my own tears.. to wash away the pain and fears..

TodaE waS a bUrNiNg daY~ as wad huiyi said. total spastic to be sick.

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { final fantasy. the spirits within. }

fear
lies in the eyes of the beholder.

2004-05-31T10:28:00.000+08:00

<. y O U r S o l O g Y .>

"deDicAteD tO yA.."

Guys drink to forget about the girl...
Girls drink to think back about the guy...

When guys are in love, they become poor.
When girls are in love, they become pretty...

Guys can forget, but cannot forgive...
Girls can forgive, but cannot forget..

Guys care the most about the quantity of love...
Girls care the most about the quality of love..

Guys break-up when they feel love from another girl...
Girls break-up when they feel the feeling of separation from her guy...

Guys feel curiosity towards all girls...
Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are interested in her..

When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl..
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics from another guy...

Guys wish to be her first love....
Girls wish to be his last love...

i belief i cn live w/o u. but u proved me wrong.. why must u do so? i luv u so much i dunno..

TodaE waS a relAxeD daY~ PArtY tYm wiF YoU bAcK.. i MiSs yOu sO mUcH i cAnT eXplAiN..

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { cUz YoU geT Me. fRm tHe moMeNt i sAw U AloNe. aNd tHe teArS wUn sToP fLowiNg.. }

wHn yOu hOLd mY hAnD
YoU hOld mY heArT
bUt bAbY wE sTiLL dRifT AParT
wHn i sAY i lUv U i meAn iT
wHn i sAy i lUv U i MeAn iT..

2004-05-30T10:52:00.000+08:00

<. w O r r Y o l O g Y .>

"Ur HerO"

{^MoNdAe^} wAs bOriNg.. All thRU tHe lEsSoNs i wAs tHiNkiNg AbT hiSt tEsT. uSeD mY oLd tRiCk tO sTUdY uNdeR tHe tAbLe AgN. AsSeMBLY tOtALLi sUCk. wAs sUm KiNdA cRAp bY keW? All tHe .cHeNg xiNg YoNg zONg. tHgY bY hiM All oVeR AgN.. aLL hE dOsEnT nOe iS thAt hE aNd lULu ArE iNvADiNg iNtO oUr LiVeS LiKe irrrrritAtiNg PeStS. tHeN 2b wAs PaSsiNg dOwN mSg oN wHr tO gO aFt hiSt tEsT. gT aLoT oF fArNi iDeAS liKe gO fLY KiTe.. cYcLe aRd s'PoRe? eRhMm.. AfT sKoOl wAnTeD tO gO hM eArLi tO sTUdY.. aNd yeA i diD. bUt reAcH hM aNd sLAck oSo! bUd tHe wHoLe niTe wAs KiNdA PiAiNg tHrU. tHeN iTs LiKe i wAs lYiNg oN tHe beD ANd reAdiNg mY tB oN tHe fLoOr. sUddeNLy gT tHiS sTUPid tOT tHAt sMtH wAs uNdEr mY bEd? tHeN i diD a sMtH LiKe A heAdsTaNd aNd sTaReD uNdEr thE bEd. AhaHAhAZz ANd i sAw mY pAtHeTiC beAr lYiNg uNdErnEaTh. AfT thAt i wAs lUffiNg aNd lUffiNg..

{^tUeSdAY^} hiSt AnD dNt PpR nT bAd lArHz. hiST tiMeLiNe sUcK! diN xPeCt iT tO bE LiKedAT! tHeN PiA All tHe dATeS LiKe siAo! sHiT lArHz. tHeN dNt PpR wAs sTrEsSeD wOrKiNg uNdEr thAt TiMe LiMiT. tHe PicS v DiFfi tO sEe cUz v bLAcK. aFt thE PpR gO oUt wiF kAt hUiYi cELeSt jiNgwEn sHeR sHArA AiLyN vEriNe. wEnT sUntEc AnD eAT.. AfT tEsT oBviOUs mUs PaRtY riTe? tHeN gO wAtCh mY belUveD tRoY! mY brAd PiTt.. AwWwwWww.. tHeN i nT eNUff mOneY wiF mE. sO tHeY aSk mE tO siNg tWiNKLe sTAr tO geT tHe mOneY fRm tHeM k! vEriNe v-tAped dOwN! sO eMbArrAsSiNg fOr mE. kNeeLiNg dOwN aNd tHeN sHeR fOrCiNg mY heAd tO LoOk At ThE cAm. bLeAhh. tHeN tRoY rAwK mY wUrL! bRAd PiTt iS LiKe sO sHUai oKiE.. hiS mUsCLeS iS LiKe.. hiS AbS aNd pAcS. AwwwWwWww.. sWoONiNg oVeR hiM prActiCaLLY. orlAndO bLoOm wHiCh iS pAriS nO mUsCLeS nO AbS nO pAcS loR.. eVeN gT oSo dAmN loUsY dE. hE'S jUs A cowArD thAt dEpeNdS oN hiS bRO tO sAVe hiS lifE. ANd mOsT iMpOrTAntLY. hE KiLLeD ArcHiLLieS. wHicH iS brAd. ArcHiLLiEs ANd hEcToR aRe tHe hErOs aNd tHeY diEd. pAriS tHe cOwArD diN. cN U bELieF iT. thAt ArSe jUs kiLLeD hiM wHn hE HeLPeD tRoY iNsTeAD oF sPArtA! PpL.. iF U'LL hVn wAtCh. bEtTeR rUn aNd cAtCh tHiS sHoW bFr iTs gOnE mAnZ.. sHoW gT aLOt oF nAKeD sCeNeS oKiE.. cHeEriOs! lOLz. tHeN diScoVeReD iT wAs kiNdA lAtE.. AnD wEnT hM loRhZ..

{.wEdnEsdAE.} wAs.. cAnT rMb! AhahAz. oNLi rMb sCiEnCe lEsSoN dAMn fArNi. teAcHiNg AbT mALe ANd fEMALe rEpRodUcTiVe sYsTeM.. yS sAiD hE sAw A 24-iNcH diCk bFr? lOLz. wE KePt lUfFiNg aNd lUffiNg loRhZ. tHeN mDm siM wAs sAYiNg AbT rAPe cAsEs. ThEN iF sUmOnE sAYs sHe gT rAPeD. tHeY hAfTa teSt hEr fOr AnY sEmEN oF tHe gUy.. sO sHe sAiD "dO wATeVeR YoU wAn.. jUs dUn leAVe YoUr sEmeN beHiNd." AhaHAhAzZ! wE wEre bUrStiNg iNtO lAUgHteR.. AnD aLoT oF fArNi sTUfFs. AfT sKoOl mE sHeR eRiCA jiNgwEn wEnT kFc. diScUsSeD aBt cLAsS AmaZiNg rAcE. bUt i tHiNk wAd wE sAiD hAf gOne dOwN tHe dUmP cUz iT dUn rELi cAn wOrK.. dUe tO tHe fAcT oF uNeNtHUnESs. lOLz. mAYbE wiLL wOrK lArh. gOd nOeS? tHeN At niTe. mSn tOkiNg tO cELeSt. wE gT bOrEd aNd wErE PLAyiNg tHe tRuTh ANd dArE gAmE? gT a v fArNi sEcreT fRm heR! ABt hEr aNd A gUy.. hW iNtEreStiNg! i wAs oN A lUfFiNg sPrEe thAt niTe. AnD i wAs lUffiNg AwAY aT tHe cOm. mY mOm oMoSt tOT i wAs mAd! wUAhaHAzZ. cANt bELieF iT mAnZ. sO fArNi. gT tHgS tO niAo cElEsT nxT tiMe LiAo! YAy i rAwKk!

{.tHUrsdAY.} pHoTOtAkiNg wAs fUn! wE PoNeD pE cUz AloT oF uS nVr weAr Pe.. tHeN wE tOoK 3 fOrmAl pOsEs AnD 9 oThErS. oUr pOsEs rAwK! tHe lAsT oNe wE AsKeD yAnwEn tO lEt dOwN hEr hAiR.. liKe sAdAkO. tHeN wE All hAf thAt sTuPid duMb sHoCkEd fAcE. lOlZ. hOpE i'LL lOoK oKAy cUz ALoT i wAsNt PrEpArEd fOr iT dE.. mY reAcTiOn dAMn sLOwW. bLeAhh. tHeN AfT sCh mE AnD sHeR wEnT beAcH rD.. tHe sJ hQ tHeRe tO gEt tHe pEgS fOr tENtS eTc. wE toT cN tAke bUs 3O tHeRe.. sO tOoK lOrHz. tHeN At tHe bUsStOP wEnjiE oSo sAy cAn.. hE sAy wAd gO eUnOs tAkE bUs 2. AnD wE sAvEd hiM A triP dErE bY bUyiNg tHe nP creSt fOr hiM.. ANd hE iS sO bAd tO uS! wE AligHtEd ANd wAlK a lOng wAY tO tAKe bUs 2.. AnD gUeSs wAd. wE sAw kALLaNg mRt AGn? iTs liKe goiNg oNe biG rD AnD cuMiNg bAck tO sCh? wEnjIE.. tHeN wE miSsed tHe sToP? wALk mOrE thAn 1/2 hR tO gEt tHeRe. tO diScoVeR thAt wE cUd tAkE diReCt bUs 14 fRm sCh? sO dAmn feDuP. tHeN bUy lE i tOoK bUs 961 fRm tHeRe. AnD AfT 10 miNs i diScOvErEd i'M bAcK At kAlLaNg cUz i tOoK tHe wRoNg diReCtiOn. i wAs doIng hW sO i nVr nOtiCeD iT. ArgHz! kiLL mE! tHeN i wAiTeD. v fAsT bUs cUm liAo! sO "lUcKy". i wALK oVeR AnD i sAw iT zOoMiNg pAsT. iT NV sToP? kiLL mE.

{.fRidAY.} wAs nTh mUch. fOr hOMe eCoNs wE cOoKeD chiCkeN sTeW. v niCe! vEriNe aNd i rAwK! tHeN wE AtE iN cLAsS cUz nO tcHeR.. tHeN lAsT PeriOd cOlleCt rEpOrT bOoK.. i diD bEtTeR tHAn lAsT yR. bUt i'M sO nT sAtiSfiEd. i wiLL wOrK hArDeR! tHeN ArM-wReStLeD wiF tHe gUYs. i wOn brAndOn AnD zHeNgcHeN oKAy. lOoK hW pOwEr i Am. tHeN lOsT tO yUsoNg ANd wEnjiE.. sHd bE bcUz i nO eNeRgY AfT cOmpEtiNg wiF brAndOn AnD zHeNgcHeN. i cAnT lOsE tO tHeM! AhAhahAzZ. bhB lArhh.. tHeN gO wiF AiLYn ANd diANnE tO tM wATCh sHrek 2! aNd diAnNe tReAt mE! sHEs sOo kiNd! lOLz. tHeN thE sHoW sUpeR fArNi.. lUffEd mY gUTs oUt. tHeN wEnT sHoP ArD. sEriOuSLy i LONg lOng tYm nVr sHOp lE. i wiLL gO oN A sHoPping sPrEe iN tHe hOLiS i PrOMiSe. ProVidEd i hAf tHe cAsH.. tHeN wEnT Mt bUy sWeEtS.. eAtiNg At mRt sTaTiOn tHeN A seCuriTy gUArD cAmE oVeR aNd sCoLd. OkAY i meAnT rePrimAnd. sO dOwN oN lUcK.. tHeN cUz iTs rAiNiNg.. mY hSe tHeRe fLoOdEd. i hAd tO mOvE liKe a dUcK. aNd mY sHoEs wErE sOAkiNg wEt. liKe a riVeR gUsHiNg dOwN wHn i wALk uP tHe sTePs..

[.sATUrdAY.} wEnT sChOoL eArLi tO PrActiSe tHe dANcE fOr pAsSiNg dOwN. bUt iN tHe eNd prAc AfeW tiMeS aNd wEnt tO pLAy vbALL aNd cbAll.. hAd mYsELf A bLoOdiEd fiNgEr. bleAhh. tHeN wEnT wiF glAdiA sHeR AnD PiNQi fOr fOoTdRiLL. fOoTdRiLL wAs nUbbAd. mY bOoTs dOeSNt hUrT As mUcH AniMOrE! dUe tO tHe "eRosiOn" i gUeSs iT bcAm sOfTeR. gT 3 siRs. nO mDmS. sAd! tHeN dRiLL fOr v loNg tiLL i hAf sTitCh. bLeAhh. fOoTdriLL nVr sEeMs sO lOng bFr. cAnT sLAcK cUz mRs AlSagOff wAs tHeRe. sHe KePt sCreAmiNg aT uS.. tHeN sHeR'S dAd dRoVe uS hM fOr uS tO bATHe aNd chAngE. tHeN dRoVe uS tO sCH fOr eDs niTe. bTw fM gAf mE hEr tiC cUz sHe dUn fEeL liKe gOiNg. fiNAllY gT rEplAcEmEnT fOr mY LosT tiC lE.. lOLz. AuDreY sO sEh iN rOmEo ANd jULiet.. AhahAhAzZ. tHeN dUriNg iNtErvAL wE gO viSiT tHe dUtY gUiDeS. wE oSo wAn bE dUTY gUiDeS k.. cN hAf xPeRiEnCe. All cUz of tHe fOoTdRiLL aNd bP QUeSt lArhZ.. i cAnT bE dUTy gUidE. sO sAdd.. i cAnT wAit fOr PlTc.. oR thiS YeAr AtC lAr.. thOU iT'LL bE tOugH. i jUs wAnNa hAf A cAmP.. bUt lOoKin At oUr sEnioRs.. i hAf 2Nd tOtS.. i wAn lEsiUrE cAmP! bUt toO bAd. i dUn thiNk wE'LL eVeR hAf. AfT iNtErvAl gO bAcK.. gOt tHe fUll hAmLeT tHiNkS hArDeR.. kiNdA cHiM bUt i tHiNk i gT THe sToRy PLoT cOrrEct. lOLZ. vAn'S dANCe v NicE.. U gO gUrL! tHeN tHe lAsT sToRy AbT tHe tWiNs oSo v nICe.. AfT tHAt gO viSiT The gUidEs AgN.. tHeY hAviNg niTe pT. gETtIng tO nOe U. iTs tHe tOUgHeSt oF tHe wHOLe cAMp fRm wAd i'Ve heArD.. tHeN mS LoH aNd a vEntUrE wAs cOnsoLiNg tHiS gUidE. i cAnT sEe hU sHE iS thOu. sO sAd.. hOPe eVeRYtHiNg iS fine.. tHeN Yh tOLd uS tO gO aNd nT stAy bAcK aNd wAtCh oUr sEniOrS "sHoU kU". nXt yR oUr tUrN.. V sCArY.. tHeN wE wEnT tO tOk tO tHe dUTY guiDeS.. jOvE sTellA jEsS aNd yS.. tHeY sLAcK lAr! lOLz jK.. dO HW tHe wHoLe dAy oNe yS.. AhahAhAZ. aT leAsT tHeY geT tO nOe hWs LifE iN PlTc.. tHe wHOle sCh sEEMs sO LiVeLY tHoU iTs 1O. gT PlTc aNd sJ cAmP.. jOvE sAiD sHe heArd fUnNy nOisEs.. sO sCaRy. bUt mAyB iS jUS sJAb Ppl.. lOlZ. dUn tHiNk sO mUcH aNd gD lUcK PpLe.. hOpE i'LL nT dreAd AtC aNd pLtC. i cANT wAiT!

wHy iN tHe hELL Am i tYpIng iN cApS-uNcApS?
wHy iN tHe bLUe hEll Am i tYping iN cApS-uNcApS?*
LOL.

tHAnKs fOr tHAt sMiLe thAT cLAm mE dOwN.. YoU'Re oN mY miNd oNcE AgAiN.. i mUs hAf bEeN DreAmiNg. tOT i fELt uR heArTbEaT YtD..

TodaE waS a dEeP daY~ SoRRY. i'M LiKe wOrrYiNg fOr tHAt PsrN sO mUcH.. i jUs cAnT siT bACk aNd gO pArtYiNg mYseLf.

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { i gUeSs YoU dUn eVeN nOe iT. }

wALk mE hM
i dUN wAnNa gO All tHe wAy AloNe
bAbY wUd U wAlK wiF mE hM
bAbY wiLL YoU tAkE mY hAnD
cUm wiF mE nW tO A sPeCiAl LaNd
bAbY wUd U wALk wiF mE hM..

2004-05-23T01:01:00.000+08:00

<. d R i L L o l O g Y .>

"={2}oO{B}rAwLeD{sYnDi}="

.moNdAY. was like the most terrible day of my life. was dressed like a freakin dunmanian. i was so damn perfect that i was soo proud of myself. xcept for my earhole.. wadever, kew din notice it, much to my delight. he gaf us a stupid lecture agn. then shara had to take off her shoes.. shes dumb larhs, ask her change shoe then nvr.. act seh lorh, in the end hafta wear that broken dirty disgustin canvas shoe that kew bestowed her. lol. then hanwee was supposed to shave off his moustache or wadever larh.. then he nvr.. so kew asked him to pluck it off? wadde hell hes saddistic man. i cudnt control and started luffin thou kew was jus scoldin him n he was beside me. ahahax. then me mingyi and hanwee managed to escape! woohoo.. we went to the sec 1 classrms there.. then all tuck out n socks down le. lol. cudnt stand being so perfect for even afew more mins..

.tUeSdAe. wenta see my beluved kew agn to pay him back the blardy 3 bucks for the dhs socks. its so damn freakin disgustin lorh! hu the hell in the rite mind will actually purchase it w/o ani reason.. like me, mani ppl agnst their will. the design is super bad. if i was me gettin the honour to design it.. it wud ppb be the sock everyone wanna get. it'll be in a variety of suberb colours.. frm pink to red to orange to blue. then the dhs logo will be 1mm by 1mm. wif ur custom made designs and patterns.. it'll be so pretty! bud the sad truth is. i dun getta design it. and shandy and jingwen did coffee for their op. got sweets to eat agn. yumm..

.wEdnEsdAe. is the first day i dun nida see kew. i sincerely hope i dun geta see my dear agn. sori darling.. pukesss. then yuan did op on coconut tree and banana tree. ahahax. then got the dried banana to eat.. and got the longan and nata-de-coco desert.. went to canteen and slack. every chinese lesson oso spent at least 20 mins on op. that rawk ok.. heard frm other classes their op is serious type. say stories and presentation. i pity them missin out the fun on our food theme. chinese lesson is so lackadasical. omost perfect! aft skool went mac wif 2b gurls. they were mainly tokin abt s*uw*n.. so scary. freaking me out le. nw is aft midnite, i better dun tok abt this. god bless. then went all the way to sembawang to get the food for op wif erica n shermaine. lol. they buy so mani thgs.. make me hungry lo.

.tHUrsdAY. rawk okie.. jerene and jess did op on ice-cream! yay getta slack n stuff ourselves wif food at canteen agn. so yummy! then aft that the guys did their presenation. dav ys ivan brandon randall zg. super duper extra lame. i was practically luffing my guts out. the south park characters is damn cute lor. the guys becam do lame doing woosh n woosh! so gay! eeeyuck! bud v farni n kawaii lar. lol.

.fRidAY. rawk! all cuz of chi op agn.. spent like 2 entire periods in the canteen? and reli is full 1hr 10 mins! cool bah? ppl frm other classes mus be eyeing wif envy nw! wuahahahax. then even mr tan oso cum lo. our principle lar. then we served him food. got chicken n dumpling and soup n drink oso! cuz that day 3 grps present. then one is do on chicken dishes. one on dumplings and one on soup and drinks. fascinating? then sher n erica do the chicken got 7 dishes ok? the herbal chicken n tomato chicken is damn nice. droolin liao lar. then i help them cook the fried chicken oso. erm i meant my maid. lol. peixin n kat present the dumplings. bud vious is peixin make one lor.. she ownself make de k! shes great! and yanwen n shara did the mushroom soup. wenjie like take a cup n drank it lo! super amusing sight! overall is fabulous larh. it was like a buffet man. lol. full of food. 3 cheers for all of us. ahahax. is nt onli the food that rawk lorh. is the tym spent on doing op than teachin borin chaps that rawk more!! whee! then at nite i was helpin ys create the south park characters n upload onto our klax web. v cute! too bad nw our web is restricted cuz of adult violence or smth de.. lol.

.sAtUrdAY. wAs a total badd day. went for drill at bishan. it suckk! my heel got blister cuz of the stupid bad quality of the fuckin boots. its ever more ex than sj de and the quality is so freakin badd. then the front is damn tight! my toes were like all congested together? my toe oso got blister! and poor joanne lorh.. she got a v big blister at the back of her hell. bleed alot alot leh.. i cant even bear to look. her socks were soaked wif blood u see. nt jus a spot ok.. it was soaked. bet it hurts real big tym. hope it gets well soon bah. mrs alsagof helped her bandage her heel up. joanne says mrs alsagof is pretty nice. i doubt so? ahahax. we drilled alot.. my feet hurts. sir not satisfied wad, wad to do? drill n drill lo.. haii.

aft that.. went to mac to buy smth to munch on. then walked over to the carpark to look for my dad. got on the car n discovered my wallet is gone! fuck! then my dad drove me to the mac dere to look for it. it wasnt dere so i told my dad to wait while i take a stroll to try my damned luck. ok. my damned luck obviously din work? cudnt find it so i went back. my dad wasnt dere. and the worst thg is that i left my fone on the car. cudnt contact him. freakk. so i waited n waited. no car no dad. so i roamed ard wif my freakin heels and foot hurtin like crazi. 10 mins past. 20. 30. 40.. i cnt tahan then sit at the road there. like sum kinda freakin runaway gurl. then 1hr and 10 mins later i finally saw my dad. i wanted to die ok. hw more pathetic cn i be?

"sToP tOkiNg aBt YoU aNd hiM lAr.. U tHiNk U All breAk mOrE iMpT thAn sCieNcE teSt aRh?!"

TodaE waS a pAiNfUL daY~ imAgiNe rOAmiNg oN tHe sTreeTs w/O a siNgLe cEnT.. wiF nTh At aLL xCePt fOr bLeEdiNg bLisTeRs.. hW mOrE pAtHetiC cN mY LifE bE?

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { i will kiss away the pain. lemme stand by u forever. u cn take my breath away.. }

i'M nT crAzi i'M jUs A liL uNwELL..
i nOe riTe nW u cAnT teLL..

2004-05-15T01:27:00.000+08:00

<. 2 B o l O g Y .>

"deAreSt cOmrAdeS"

todae was both shit and super duper enjoyable. gathered at sec 3 level then kanna caught by lulu. fuck it man. then kew ask me take out socks go see him. mingyi n hanwee oso lorh. sway like dunno wad hell mans. then lectured for an hr+? bot dhs socks btw.. damn "cool" u noe. hanwee say wad his hse gt bud his mom wash socks once per wk so nt enuff. wad crap de.. then my shoe oso cnt? then ppb the whole sch he cn confiscate countless pair of shoes and socks. he reli wans to noe alot abt our families lehs, ask so mani blardy qn. he made us the "dhs image abassador"? wkaox, then if anione gt caught for ankle socks then we nvr warn them bfr we kanna. wad crap rite? nvmz i shan bother bout such stuff. had a nice tok for an hr+. legs breaking lo..

then went for sum kaleidoscope thgy. damn boring i wanted to doze off! the traditional games one nubbad, play pick up sticks and goli and the ppr ball and 5 stones wif shara mabel and mingyi. i realised i super chor lor. arghss. then caligraphy thg was hell. 1 1/2 hr of toking leh? slp le lorh..

then went east coast! 21 ppl! so fun!! on the way there had our woody found by randall i think. ahahax. we all wear class tee like a buncha bananas! omgosh.. played vball, mostly with roy tx they'll. the eagle n chick game. and we threw one another into the sea. and played water bombs. buried half of verine n the whole of yusong in the sand. added sum parts to his body thou. ahahax! so farni. kip saboing ppl and dragging ppl together lo.. ahahax. then high tide tt tym we nearly drowned man. me was like holding yanwen's hand.. then the tide came and we got pushed out. then sumone was pulling us back and sumone was pushing us down lorh. damn chaotic, alot of ppl the hands and legs ard.. so is like anihw grap de lorh, cuz din wan to die? ahahax. sumone pushed me n yanwen into the sea lo, so evil.. dunno hu the bloody hell was it. and sumone too "slippery" to hold on to ymy.. ahahax. then 1 more tym i go out quite far to look for the guys' specs. wenjie randall brandon lost theirs lorh. then my leg suddenly cramped man.. summore both leg. kao! drank seawater and then sher dragged me back. finally felt wad is dieing like. then my shirt bloody got up, cuz i nvr tuck in. so malu and paiseh! wkaoo. and we went to sit and the rocks that part. v slippery de, cn slide summore. saw a mudskipper or smth? then started screamin and got so chaotic agn. n brandon found wenjie's specs! seh lorh. then me kat sher went to bathe. we were practically stripping naked. ahahax.. its a public one mah. so pek chek whn u cnat clean urself properly lorh..

then went for dinner at parkway. jason jess jerene joined us! had pizza.. we played truth or dare? then discovered alot of secrets leh! unxpected de. then david chose dare n had to go over to the other table to apologise for the noise pollution. ahahaX.. bfr we left we ask sum ppl qns. wenjie is damn kawaii man. jump ard. lol. then we played till 9.30 likedat.. on the bus wif sher wenjie yusong. then suddenly rmb i din brg my shoe and dhs socks back! wadde.. forget it. then was playing wif my 6th sense.. ahahax. my dad so kind go fetch me at bukit gombak.. if nt i die mans.. hafta walk home at 1130? siao.. i'll ppb freak out. i so surprised my parent nv kb me! yay! and they even had quite a nice tok wif me. cool lorhs.

tmr going watch van helsing then go kaleidoscope. ahahax, my parents allow lorh, nv ground me. wad a miracle. then last of all, wish me luck in seeing kew on monday. god pls bless he wun tok so much. pls pls pls..

i wish i cud jus make u turn ard. turn ard n see me cry..

TodaE waS a crAmPeD daY~ dRoWniNg iS sCaRi..

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { takes alot of courage. and the worst thg is that i lack it. }

wE [1] tO [B] tHe beSt 'O3.
bOrN [2] [B]eAt tHe rEsT 'O4.

2004-05-10T18:31:00.000+08:00

<. s L e E p Y o L O g Y .>

"miXeD fEeLiNgS."

i m reli very sad and tired of life. thgs dun oways go rite, i hafta admit. bud wad if thgs nvr go rite? u'll get pissed, u'll fare up, u'll b as fucked up as me.

started wif going to sch for 2.4 on ^sAtUrDaY^ morning. i went to sch kinda earli, so helped my patrol mates. poor fm was sick. gurl, mus take care and get well soon. then ailyn's daddy drove us to east coast. it wasnt that bad i guess. was kinda tired at the end of it though, took quite a long tym to get back to sch for oj. went back and joined p4 in oj, was super tired.. practically dying at the end. i was kinda depressed and pissed at the end of guides on saturdae. sumone was damn blardy act seh, i cudnt stand that psrn. so wad if u cn do it? so wad? jus that fucking face of urs trying to express "yay i cn do it and u cant." wadever, i dun gif it a damn shit. will nvr ever wan to see u agn, and i was liek so stupid last tym, totalli brainless. nvr judge by its cover, its the inside that counts. finally saw that curel, evil, sickening sight of u. i'm glad i did so bfr its too late.

and then came the big blow to us. moe decided to separate us into 2 companies, 8 patrols. i cried. i jus cudnt accept the fact. i cant imagine leaving yokesan, fangming, dianne, the sec 3s and 1s. we took sum tym to get to noe each other and to accept each other for hu we were. it certainly wasnt ez, and we seriously haf feelings for each other. i luv my patrol, i luv bougainvillaea, i luv my patrol mates. why do they haf to cum and destory wad i've cum to luv? why the nid for 8 patrols? i luv guides for the way it is nw. i dunwanna split, i hate it, life is jus so curel. developing feelings for smth aint ez, i turely luv p4. p4 sPiRiT 4eVa bUrNiNg.. i tot thru abt the days we had together, whr we piaed hard thru the pt and ojs and games together. we had reli gone thru alot as a patrol. no matter hapi or sad, we had each other as our support. we depanded on each other, played crazily together, cried together.. all the difficult tyms we had together, nw cud onli be kept inside my heart. i noe this isnt aniones fault, the tchers dunwan it either. i'm jus complaining and pouring out my feelings for god to listen to. unfairness.. i luv every single thg of p4. i luv my juniors and seniors, and i even had to admit i luv my damn old blardy xiaoduixiang. life wud be meaningless hving us to split and get new patrol mates agn, the feeling, the heart will still belong as it is. human haf feelings. leaving each other for a new life is the most difficult thg to do on earth. i wish i cud hug my patrol mates and cry. we wanna write a petition, wad are the chances of them accepting it thou? feelin so depressed. sec 1s has jus handed in the proposal for their lecture bk todae. izzit of ani use nw? its totalli worthless! we're gonna split, gettit? everyone's gonna get new patrol mates, everythin gonna change, we're gonna invent new cheers over agn, we'll get new patrol shirts, new stuff, every single thg. i'm so sick of dis, everyones sad and crying. getting emotional. all our plans are ruined, we're in no mood to celebrate animore. wad we cud do nw is treasure every single second together wif one another. there'll be no jihe till june holidays. and we'll soon be in different environments wif different ppl. wadsoever. i once belong to bougainvillaea? and i'll forever belong there.. i luv you all. qinghui tzewan fiona pueisan xiuru meryl marina yokesan fangming dianne ziying wendy chinghsien jiaying yaolu charlotte. i treasure every single one of u gurls. i reli dunno wad to say, mixed feelings, and i wanna thank y'll for everything u've done for me, for p4. we rawk and p4ever.. facts cud change, bud feelings nvr change..

seeing everyone in tears, i cudnt stop myself. accept the facts gurl. life is jus likedat, theres no better tmr, theres no bright days ahead. god hasnt proven me so. went to obs wif sum sec 2s aft guides. we sat on top of the wall and monkey bar and chatted. everyone's sad and consoling each other. i wanna vent my anger, i wanna cry my guts out.

went malaysia and arrived back hm at 8+ on ^sUNdAY^ niTe. went to sum kinda restuarant for a mothers dae dinner wif granmom, my family and relatives. i enjoyed myself. since i've moved over, i hasnt seen them for a pretty long tym. my baby cousins has since grown up. i think all of us cudnt bear to leave. we were the last left at the restuarant.. it was my auntie's bdae too. my closest auntie.. we bought a cake to celebrate her bdae and mothers day. the mothers got flowers from us. i cudnt bear to leave my beloved cousin, yida. i've seen him frm the first dae he was born, carried him ard, and nw hes nearly 6 yrs old. no doubt time flies.. we got onto separate cars and left. bud bfr we got out of the buliding, my uncle's car stopped. my cousin ran out and went over to gif me a kiss, and a flower. i was reli touched, i cried. this wk has been an emotional one for me. its too much i cud take.

reached hm and piaed my sci rpt and gong han. jerene and me piaed till 3am. i was reli drained mans.. life is haish. no idea hw mani tyms i've said life is curel. jerene was sick todae, hope she get well soon. we're jus plain pathetic students..

todae ^mOndAe^ was fun.. esp at recess whr we got to play soccer.. rawks man. hmm, cant rmb wad happened, i'm tired. onli rmbed the fun parts of the day. i think i shld stop, a dammit long entry wif feelings revealed. i better stop or i'll cont crying like mad. belief it or not, i'm crying over the thgs i rote. hw silly and dumb! ahahas.. oways look on the bright side of life..

lIfE iS LiEk A bUmPY rD. wE'LL hAf tO gO tHrU tHe cOUNtLeSs uPs aNd dOwNs. i hAtE iT!!

TodaE waS a TeArY daE~ tReAsUrE wAd U hAf bFr U lOsE iT. iTs nVr tOo lATe tO sAY i lUv YoU.

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { cN tHe wUrL dUn sPiN cN tHe tHgS dUn cHaNgE? i'M gEtTiNg DiZzY aNd LoSt. }

wHY dO Y'll hAftA dEsToRy wAd i'Ve cUm tO lUv?
tErriBlE fEeLiNgS.
i'LL cRY tiLL i DiE.
i lUv tHe wAe iT iS nW.
PlS lEt iT rEMaiN aS iT iS..

2004-05-07T21:34:00.000+08:00

<. f r U i T o L O g Y .>

"sUmhW i hAf tO bElONg sUmwHr."

sHaLL tOk bOuT YtD.. -thUrsDaY-

we din haf pe ytd. kinda saddenin cuz most ppb is play ball. bud we cud take the tym prepare for our chi op. me and verine doing on fruits.. then we brg alot alot of fruit and related products to sch. cut the fruits in the morn at canteen. our presentation was quite successful i guess? at least the class quite enthu in our qns. had a ppt of 21 slides. all pics larh, then we do abit of intro on each of the fruits. then aft that we treat the class to our fruits and sum sweets, jellies, rasins etc. we spent ard 2O bucks on them.. quite worth it, enjoyable experience and we spent 1 whole period! summore eat in class. jls luv mango so much! she ate 2 big slices of it! in the end we haf 1 small piece left, we wanted to throw it away. then she suddenly asked us to stop. tot she scolding us for throwing the fruits into the bin.. bud she took the mango and ate it up! omg, so farni kkaes.. oh yeas, the durian really stink up our classrm..

recess we went down to eat the watermelon we had. took a spoon and started scraping the watermelon out. so cool. then it was sum kinda gep funfair or smth. we dedicated 5 song to 2b! ``bEsT iN mE`` aNd ``sUmwHr i bElOnG`` aNd ``tIaO bO`` was played durin recess. we kept cheerin and screamin. hiakkk. as usual.. the ran up 1O mins late for hist, luckily kang nt dere yet. then at the end of her lesson we decided to cheer for her, cuz her last lesson le. she gt ashock lorh, like jump up likdat. wuahahahass. then took bac sci test ppr.. i din do xtremly well lorh, nt as gd as i expected. sobss. bud pretty acceptable kinda marks. ahahas.

aft sch wenta listen to the other 2 songs. ``bEsT fReNs`` aNd ``tHiS iS tHe niTe``. i luv this is the nite alot lehs, pretty much my fav song nw. bud behind ``wU dINg`` aNd ``wHr iS tHe lUv`` oF cOUrSe.. lols. think its terribly touchin. hahas, then wanted to do pw, but ended up playing ball most of the tym. hope i cn master the art of spinning ball and bk soon. or else i'll nvr stop tryin. muahahahahaaa..

tHeN tOdaE.. -fRiDaE-

np dae. they wear their np u veri seh mans. ahahaha. i like the gurls belt, plastic de.. shiny shiny de summore. so jealous of their BELT. lol.

junru did her chi op on pigs. ahahas. kinda lame, bud the choco she gaf out was nice. bleahss. and sher and erica decided to do chicken dishes for their chi op. they gg to cook diff kinds of chicken dishes. and they'll pack in lunchboxes and gif us if i nt rong. yay cn save money on luch le.. lols. then sci was terribly lamme. mdm sim is reli ultra super duper lame lorh. cuz gto 2 periods mah, then at teh end of 1 period she suddenly said smth like "yay, lesson over, today i haf earli recess." then we told her gt 2 period she dun belief lorhs, pack her stuff. then aft a few tyms then belief. dots mans.. aft recess got dnt. kinda slack, onli the "rasin" thgy. i gt a cow as a mould for it. v cute! then we hafta add the hardener. i think our colour of the glitter nicer.. blue, sliver, gold, green. the guys dunwan add pink. i got outnumbered mahs. bleah. budden i think it turned out nicer than the other one which consists of pink, blue, sliver, green if i nt rong. we hafta leave to to harden, so onli cn collect nxt wk.. maths test was okay, had a terrible mistake! dunno why i took 360 as the sum of interior angles of triangle! shd onli be 180 lor.. blur me. nvm, think i shd do okae. hope so.

for guides todae was mainly led by us sec 2s. ask them do obs.. i so glad i cn do all of them! me quite long nvr touch wall le mah. then i reli seriously think the taller monkey bar easier.. whee. then i do ardm 4 tyms and ended up wif bubbles on my hands. nvm, i'll heal bfr tmr's obs journey. i noe it'll be tough tmr.. ganbatte and pia tmr everyone. its overall all in the power of our minds.. then tot them gadgets. args so infuriating.. dun tok about it. then gaf them sorta relaxing evaluation. we seriously v gd to them liao lorh! mus appreaciate us mans, so kind to them. dun rmb our senior being so kind. opps..

aniwae tmr gonna be a tough day i think. mus jiayou and do our best kkaes. bougainvillaea p4 forever.. i gt 2.4 mans. hafta join y'll liek 1 hr + later.. saddening.. go go goo!!

a WaR dUn dEciDeS hUs RigHt.. iT dEcIDeS hUs lEfT..

TodaE waS a frUitY daE~ cOoL dEDiCaTiOn oF 5 sONgs fOr 2B. rAwk oN 2b.. =)

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { LiViNg iS a TotaLLi cHoRe. jUS dUnHaF tHE cOUragE tO eNd mY lIfE. }

i jUs lUv dEaDLiNeS.
tHe sOUnD oF tHeM wOosHiNg bY iS jUs gReaT!
-kupped frm lys-
=D

2004-05-05T21:55:00.000+08:00

<. s H o P o l O g Y .>

"iLLegaL tO taKe dOsE fOtoS gUrLs.."

todae was sianzation. fast forward to art lesson. we had all our art pieces put up on the whiteboard. v amusing collage. sum were so pro and realistic, others were so farni in this way or another. we had to comment on dose that we haf views on. i stuck the post it notes on randall verine and brandon's one. i receive sum v farni ones.. ahahas. mine looks like a robot, mayb cuz of the colours i use for my eyes. green red yellow purple. cool huh? then summore super round de. like staring into space likedat. so toot sia. then for music.. great. he consider 2b as one of the pro classes, teachign us the more diffi steps. we win liao lorh, anihw dance oso kanna praise de. we rawk everyone's socks!

aft sch had the chi oral thgy. last lesson, ultra super fun. it was raining damn heavily today. alot alot of flies came into our class! i cud see them everywhr on the floor. got one crash into me even. ewww, we were freaked out. tho i tried catching it aftwards. wuahaha. then we had debate! i luv debate cuz i luv to crap. guys vs gurls. the first rd was "whether exams are good for us." gurls are opposition k. so diffi compared to them. they jus hafta state the gd pts of having exams and we hafta rack our brains to think of ideas why exams are bad. we lost to the guys by 1 single pt. we wan revenge! aft that the topic was "whether parents shld "guan" us".. as in under supervision? they were opposition party, and in the end gurls won by 3 pts! yay we rawk.

went to tm with verine to buy fruit products for our op. such a coincedence to see sumone and sumone together going tm too.. haha.. spent 1hr+ dere.. until 7+.. bot alot of fruits and their products. took alot of pics too. and i din even came across my mind that taking fotos are illegal in shopping malls. we took the fotos hapily awae. opps. till we came to this fruit "stall" then the uncle say cnt take. hmm. then we took in secret. ahahas.. then we kup sum longans too! sheesh~ we go hm that tym saw shrek [that movie character] outside tm! he so cute! then my dad drove verine hm.

nw i trying to rcv a 11126kb file frm verine. arhhs... so damn big, cant even move. wish me luck for op wif verine tmr.

wE DaNcE tHe wHOLe niTe aWaE. nTh bUt tHe haNds uP.

TodaE waS a fRUiT sEeKiNg daE~ CarrYiNg fRUiTs aRd aNd ArD. fOr mOrE tHaN 1 hR iN tHe maRt. cOmPaRiNg PriCeS.. prO aH sOhS!

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { aT tHe mOMeNt oF trUtH wiF bUrdEn oF pRoOf. }

tHiS iS tHe NiTe wHr wE cAPtUrE tMr
aNd oUr fOreVEr bEgiNs.
aFt tOniTe wE wiLL nVr bE LoNeLY aGn.

2004-05-04T19:53:00.000+08:00

<. f i R s T o L o g Y .>

"1sT tYm aFt oUr rEvOlUtiOn.."

badd day. wanted to slp at 9.30 ytd. my goal. then at 9+ i discovered it was v impossible. i hvn fin jottin down notes in my lit text. so wanted to slp bfr midnite.. then that stupid psrn cum niao me, say impossible i gg to hv any slp tonite. in order to prove that psrn wrong, i jumped onto my bed at ard 11.5O+. hahas. bad sign of a new day, cant get enuff rest, damned day.

eng was usual? jess din rite the journal she wanted.. and so did mani of us forget. i shld haf printed my blog posts out for her, no prb mans. then she made jess cry? then tok smth abt teenage angst. hmm, she gaf us 3 mins to write our journal. i wrote alot, scribbled all over. i think i v gd at crapping this kinda journal, writin abt the day's event. i seem to haf so much to write, i wanted to post a 3OOO word post every tym. i cn do it i guess, i jus nid tym.. ms wee got fed up wif us, cuz she suggested hvin the lit test during the 1st period. we knew it was for our own gd, cuz we mite nt haf enuff tym during tt 1 pathetic lit lesson later in the day. however, our reflexes reacted wif a very common "hUh" and there she goes, pissed off. hmm, i oways thought it was v normal for ppl to reply wif a "hUh" whn ppl say sumthin unxpectedly. so nxt tym, 2b.. lets say "i beg ur pardon?" i suppose that will work rite for her..

then acc was soooo arghs. nearly fell alslp serveral tyms. she grab verine and wenjie's ppr and crushed them up. and said alot abt tho acc nt an exam sub oso mus pay careful attention, it may help u in the future- kinda stuff. confiscated kat's animal farm. she so obvious, put the bk inside her acc xcercise bk. hu in the rite mind wud so enthuly read her acc notes? i bet that was the reason why the tcher knew she was studying under her notes..

aft recess was chinese. we calculated our marks for ca1.. hmm, my results suck, due to the fact that i oways flunk my tingxie. i got 61.55+/8O. the 20 other marks is our oral. i mean oral, as in toking and overall presentation larhs. lols. so i nid 9.5 marks to get my a2. and 13.5 to get my a1. she says she normally gif ard 15. so i'll get my a1 aft all! yuppie! provided she dun gimme below average results! hope she gimme 18.5 and i'll hit 8O marks for chi! oh mans. fat hope. then weiting did her chi OP on flowers. she din tok alot, jus haf alot of hands- on stuff, shich was cool? she asked us qn and those hu ansed correctly wuld get a stalk of flower frm her. i got a yellow wif red sides flower! hw sweet of her yea? i cant stop fallin in luv wif you mans.

sci was boring. noone wanted to ans her qn, and she kept complaining. then countdown 3, 2,1 then off the ohp. then weiting stood up to ans and she had to on it agn. the nxt qn ansed by yanwen. brave huh? weiting rawkss my wurl. then aft jus 2 qn, we had to hurry back for lit test. lit test was sooo short! practically piaing every single sec. i wrote till my hand can cramp. then i onli briefed thru, not much elarboration. cant help it, too little tym given. jus cross my fingers and pray tt i'll do okay..

end off the day wif maths. was busy writing the sci grping for the chim chim assignment thgy. my grp doing on gene therapy. got info cn gimme, which i doubt anione has. then aft sch pia the sci ws that mdm sim suddenly wanted us to hand up, at teh same tym listening to the briefing by ms koh for pw. we'll be setting up booths nxt tues. hw exciting, haf alot of plans and ideas tho. weirddd rawksss! my grp for pw came up wif the name weird btw.. then me sher ailyn went play vball.. i everytym go pick ball, then will hit backwards.. the whole tym thru, they'll be hearing me say "prepare horh!" ahahas..

all the best in my upcuming "revolution".. ahahahas..

TodaE waS a nEw 1sT daE~ aS tHe gUYs oWaYs SaY.. "rEvoLUtiOn!" nEw DaY iN mY DiaRY..

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { dETeRMiNaTiOn sEtS iN aNd i wiLL bE tHe sOLe sUrVivOr.. tHe wiNNeR oF thIs gaMe. tHen i'LL gO HiaKkk~ }

shIgatsU jUYoKka.
gOgatSU yOkKa.
HatsUka.
gaNbaTtE nE..

2004-05-03T21:15:00.000+08:00

<. c U t E O L o g Y .>

"wEitiNg sUPeR kaWaIi nE!"

todae had been a fairly interestin dae. there was lit, whr we are supposed to draw the plot for animal farm. ahahas, we did our work, but at the same tym slack and crap. i luv doing this kinda grp work, whee.. hw mad cn i be? then was pe.. supposed to run 6 rds, but we gurls ran 5. lols. we were so elated that we ran kinda fast? clock ard 7 mins, provided that we walk and tok at the same tym, it was amazin. being hapi and smiling reli works, the secret to getting an A for ur 2.4 run. then played cball. nvr played for a long tym, todae's game rawks. we were so crazy and rough once agn. 2b back in action! miss the days we go ga-ga over cball, violatin omost all the rules.. kickin, snatchin, pushin was far more than common. oh yea, i luv weiting mans, she's soo cute! she cheer and screech and jump ard whn her grp scores! and peixin gets crazy once she gets hold of the ball. and last of all, i got super gd news here. verine found her vball! it was kept by the tchers all along! i mean, tts our class ball. we cud play anitym, aniwhr we wan, w/o havin to paisehly go over to stall one uncle and ask if he has ani ball to spare. yuppie!

Then we got mr. Vincent for pccg, a relief tcher for mrs teng. He is cute mans. So farni and amicable. He was an ex dunmanian, and he share his life wif us? We were so shocked whn we came into class to see him that me and yanwen, obviously cant stop luffing. He made us sit into a circle to talk and share. He is takin life sciences nw, and we mentioned hw eager we were to study bio chap 6 and 7. he so humourous! He said "nw is chap 6 and 7 arhs? last tym is chap 16.." he noes wad were thinking! So amazing and Im so damn fascinated. In the end we pestered him to tell us ghost stories about the old dunman high. He told us one, and it ended up being a trick. Made the few of us scream.. then he told us another one and claimed it was true? Hmm.. shd I choose to belief him or not? Hahas. Oh ya. He said he will be seeing us tmr for sci, for chem.. we told him we are studying bio nw, bud we haf pw. then he said "yeah, I will be taking y'll pw tmr, and we are doing an xperiment on universal indicator!" oh mans.. wad has sci gotta do wif pw? Aft much, and I mean MUCH explaining, he finally discovered he is takin us pw, but nt doing the xperiment on universal indicator, nor will he be teachin us sci. lamee!

Recess we played vball.. as usual v fun larhs. Ahahas. Then me verine kat shara was changing in the toilet, takin our own sweet tym. Walked out, seeing the whole canteen and field empty, we dashed upstairs into the hall, thinking ohmans, we're so dead. Bud there were onli afew pathetic souls. False alarm aft all.. assembly was kinda crap larhs, doubt anione reli listened, I turned ard and most were slpin away.. hist was plain old boring.. kang sent most of the class out aniwae. In the end left wif 10+ ppl out of the 35? Me v guai, did my work, stayed in class. Lols. I was oways so guai lorhs, do my work every single tym. Bud tchers oways think otherwise.. nvms, I shall prove to them. Determination sets in. wuahahas. Then maths. Hia is back! He slimmed down a lot tho. Missed his lessons, compared to the garfs tcher. Ahahas. I so evil..

Aft sch, had nth to do, play ball in class. Roy was there, he kept warnin me. He quite nice actly.. play soccer, he say cant kick, play vball, he say cant throw. Lols. So I ended up tryin to learn the secret to spinnin the ball. Niao bah. in the end, aft playin for like half an hr, I gaf in to his constant reminders abt the sch rules. Ahahas..

nTh tO LoOk fOrwaRd tO. jUs tO bEdtYm. sInCe LiviNg iS sUcH a tOrTUrE, whY LivE? rEasOn bEiNg.. iT TaKes aLoT oF cOUraGe tO dIe.

TodaE waS a CuTe! cUtE! cUTe! daE~ sO cOnfUsEd. grEaT qN mR viNcEnT. wAd aRe oUr gOaLs? wHY aRe wE sTUdYIn nW?

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { sUmtYmS tHgS jUs dUn gO riTe. iN faCt tHe gO aLL tHe WaE tO tHe LEfT. -pENgZ- }

iN -h- -R- aNd -t-,
i cN aDd -U- tO gEt -hUrT-
oR aDd -E- aNd -a-
tO gEt -hEaRt-
i RaTeR aDd -U- tO geT -hUrT-
tHaN tO geT a -HeArT- wiThoUt -U-..
aIsHiTerU..

2004-05-02T22:13:00.000+08:00

<. s E C r e T O l o g Y .>

"dEeP tHiNkiNg"

sudden discovery of my stupidity? i nvr knew hw stupid i was, until today. rekindled memories.. nw thinkin bout it, i wanted to luff my head off. aniwae, haf nth much to blog abt. jus super pissed at myself for accidentally deleting one of my entries! it was a nice entry, blasting at certain stuff, etc. unfairness. one of the main topics why there had to be 2 different sexes in the world, all for discrimination.

absolutely no idea wad to do for chi op.. gimme sum ideas, ppl. oh ya, my tagboards down, cant fix it. ahahas. tts quite gd, you ppl cant fake out a name and critisize me. lols. then i was brosing thru blogs in the afternoon. i lyk nerissa's blog, theres sum slight prob tho. it special and unique, and i luv red. i luv jerene's blog too, the way she blogs w/o considering abt other ppl's feelings. straight and frank, bloggin w/o ani audience in mind, great! oh ya, niaoin kimfung certainly rawks my life. whee.. celest's blog is nubbad actually, tho she kips saying it suck. gurl, you jus hafta change the colours to make it alive! ur whole blog onli consists of blue and black. add sum red or pink to gif life! ahahas, as if i veh pro at it. lookin at the mess my blog is in nw, ahem, i shan say futher. lols.

toking abt red. oh mans. manutd disappoint me like hell. hello, sir alex, no chance of gettin 1st in premier league, cant u jus aim for 2nd? wadever, jus rot there and remain 3rd for this pathetic season. red devils are like red ants nw, onli noe hw to bite bud dunno hw to attack in grps. hmm, my defination is that if red ants were to attack as a huge colony they wud be strong enuff to kill a psrn within a few mins? hw cn let blackburn score at like 85th min? thats 5 mins left to full tym! total disgrace and saddness.. nvm, do better for nxt season. die-hard red devil fan wud nvr ever gif up hope. AND. hot news that beckham is going to chelsea? fcuk it. no wayy! he is my idol once, my idol forever. no matter hw he flirt, he at least deserve a 2nd chance for "making" brooklyn and romeo wif you, victoria! forgif him, jus a loose screw in his head for making out wif that loos lady. and she is definately LOOSE! he is like married duh? shldnt put the blame on beckham onli, the real ass is her! bad luck for beckham.. and heard that RUDD is going to REAL or smth? wadde hell? i wan rudd back in manutd, i wan beckham in real, or maybe back to manutd? little chances tho..

LifT mE uP.. iN uR eYEs.. i wiLL gO wiF YoU tO tHe eNdS oF tHe wUrL aNd wE'll FlY..

TodaE waS a sTUPiD daE~ iF YoU tHiNk YoU'Re sO gReaT.. LiKe, hEllO! LoOk aT mE!

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { a DiVa oR a PriNcEsS iF YoU cN cHoOsE? }

i m in luv
i suddenly noe the meaning of luv.
i discovered that humans are brought to this wurl to luv.
i understood why ppl say there is nth w/o luv.
i m in luv wif myself.

2004-05-01T22:39:00.000+08:00

<. d E e P O l o g Y .>

"mY sUdDeN sTUpId tHoUgHts"

What Makes 100%?
Ever wondered about those people who say they are giving more than 100%?

We have all been to those meetings where someone wants over 100%. How
about achieving 103%? Here's a little math that might prove helpful.

What makes life 100% ?
If: ...
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.

Then:
H A R D W O R K
8+1+18+4+ 23+15+18+11 = 98%

K N O W L E D G E
11+ 14+ 15+ 23+ 12+ 5+ 4+ 7+ 5 = 96%

But,
A T T I T U D E
1+ 20+ 20+ 9 +20+ 21+ 4 +5 = 100%

And,
B U L L S H I T
2+ 21+ 12+ 12+ 19+ 8+9 +20 = 103%

So, it stands to reason that hard work and knowledge will get you close,
attitude will get you there,
but bullshit will put you over the top.

And look how far ass kissing will take you.
A S S K I S S I N G
1+ 19+ 19+ 11+ 9 +19+ 19+ 9 +14 + 7 = 118%

hU wUd hAf tHoUgHt aBoUt tHiS bFr? aHahaZ.

i'M a BiTCh. [b]ABe [i]N [T]OtaL [C]oNtrOL oF [h]ErsELf. YEa PpL, i hAf mY tHoUgHtS. tHiS iS wAd i CaLL a BiTcH.

TodaE waS a gRiNdiNg daE~ i NiD sUm sEriOUs rEsTriCtiOnS mAnZ.. iF nT i'LL cONt sLaCkIng mY LifE oFf.

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { i wUn gO doWn wiF tHiS sHiT. uNdeRsTaNd mE tO fiGhT mE. }

hate
hate hate
hate hate hate
hate hate hate hate
me.

2004-04-30T22:06:00.000+08:00

<. c O o K O l o g Y .>

"CriEs oF sMoKe"

todae had campcook. aft sch rushed for jihe, lugged all the food off to barren land. like 2 wks nia, i discovered xiuru's pain of being qm.. it was kinda horrendous, haf to run to and fro to get stuffs. and summore the cupboard suck. so much difficulty opening and closing it. nearly died of xhaustion mans, tougher than runnin. nvm larh, i'll get used to it mayb? had to move the heavy like hell table out to barren land, arghs.

started out nubbad. we started cooking our campbell soup wif chicken first. it tasted great mans. summore quite successful de. it was cool larhs, xcept tt i burnt my poor finger. the food was damn damn nice. then cooked the crabmeat stuff. it looks totalli disgustin, hmm.. nv judge a bk by its cover, it was so delicious that it was gone within a glance. followed by cookin the egg w ham n hotdogs n balck pepper. everyone agreed that it was the best dish of all, i guess. most edible and look so pretty. then cook the fishballs and hotdogs. we got faster and faster as the tym goes by, dunno why oso. the wood broke, then i had to support with my poor hand. the food hvn cook my hand cook first lorh. then cook campbell with hotdog. tts all!

cleared up and went back canteen to enjoy food. sec 4s make the choco w apples, banana and marshmallow. yummm! and oso a black pepper chicken sort of thg. i think tts the best dish, suit my appetite. then sec 3s roasted the chicken. fangming chopped off the head! so disgustin, then charlotte went to stick the leg thru its head?! omgosh. then had to pierce the chicken thru the bamboo pole. nice nice! sec 1s prepared the cocktail drink. so much food lorhs. ahahas.. qinghui accidentally poured coke over the chicken. bud we oso heck. scrubbed the tins wif fangming. argh! made my hand hurt.

aft eating went obs wif dianne. played ard wif monkey bar and the rope.. me and dianne were lyk competing over the no. of tyms we cn cross the bar, dumb man. then we gg off tt tym, she challenged me to do 1 more tym, cuz our hands hurt frm doing it like 4 or 5 tyms? she say do together de, bud she went off lorh, leaving me to complete it. arg.. pain! dianne cheated my feelings..

SPeaKiNg fRm tHe bOtToM oF mY hEaRt.. i wiLL AgReE tO iT tOo..

TodaE waS a fieRY daE~ CriEs oF sMoKe aNd HeArTbReAk.

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { hW cN YoU jUs WaLk aWaY fRm mE. wHn aLL i cN dO iS wAtCh YoU lEaVe. }

i nOe iT
aNd YoU nOe iT.
bUd wHn wIll gOd nOe iT
aNd gIf uS pErMiSsiOn tO bE tOgeThEr?
[tHe YeS WaY] - [tHe nO WaY]

2004-04-27T18:54:00.000+08:00

<. d e V A s T a t e D o L O g Y .>

"l U f F t e R"

my entry gt deleted by me by mistake. hw nice. nvm..

todae had eng grammer test. left me fuming mad at the end cuz of a stupid mistake. cant belief i'm soo dumb mans. since its over, and its jus 1 qn out of the mani mani, i shall forgo it. then acc i was tryin v hard to study for sci. put under the table then she saw.. she nvr scold larhs, budden i sensed it. so being the clever me, i decided to put the book btwn me and kimfung's table. great idea isnt it?! so cool, the tcher wun discover it cuz by the tym she cums over i wuld haf closed up the gap. it did create sum disputes aft all.. jerene, peixin and kat went luffing away.. arghs, ppl ar, u all think too much le.. such a lame matter. lols. i want kimfung to teach me sci, since he so gd at it. yusong was great at it too, make me feel so stupid and inferior. hmm.. nvm, at least they cn teach me so i'll do better for this upcoming test. yusong was showing us sum of his tuition ws on chap 6.. ahahas.. then suddenly he said he had 1 more to show us, on chap 7 de. kimfung saw it and nearly choked. ahaha, so farni! he was lyk, all of a sudden.. lolss. then the tcher let us listen to a cassette on sum of the chi poems which they sang into songs. it was v high pitch and arghh.. made me felt frozen, hair standin on ends. felt as if the windows wuld crack mans. slack acc lesson todae, din copy much.. sincerely hope every single lesson of acc wuld be so relaxing, 2 free periods for us to revise and catch up on our subjects. argh, i m thinkin too much.

recess ended up wiping the window agn. every tues recess i wud be doing my duty de. so obedient! then everytym clean window will take up my whole recess, cuz cleaning the windows is tough. or may i shd pharse it this way: making the windows clean is tough.

chi was slack too! huiyi and celest did agar and jelly respectively for their oral pres. we had to enjoy the first 15 mins in the canteen munching on the jellies. if we had known earlier, i bet the whole class of population 35 wuld be thinkin of smth to make for the class to enjoy. reason cuz we get to slack and waste tym. another cuz we get to eat! yum yum.. how horrendous of 2b, dig into the agar with our bare hands. wahahas. tts the spirit man! hehee. return to class and waited for av pple to set up the projection thgy. aft 1st grp present, chi was over. great slackers of 2b. muahahahaaa..

sci. ahahaha! funni lesson. mdm sim totalli forgot abt the fact that me, yanwen, kat and randall had to be punished by sitting at the front of the class. hiak hiak.. then while gg thru sum ws we came across this qn: why do milk had to be converted into insoluable particles by a substance called rennin? ahaha! had all sort of farni ans. wenjie said: to prevent milk frm flowing out everytym! omg omg! haha.. so stupid of him, but my ans was ard the same, jus that i pharsed it in a more logical way. lols. the whole class, inclusive of mdm sim, burst into fits of laughter. me and yanwen cudnt stop luffing at all, luff our way back to class..

this was followed by a lesson of lit, which 1 grp took to act their role play. did nth much, sat there and watch. then was maths, and mr hia was nt here agn. todae dammit slack, was like doing nth the whole day, no copying of notes, no boring and long speeches to pay attention to.. used maths to study lit, or rather to gossip. wadever larhs, lax life.

went to collect boots, ms chong said: ur feet suddenly look very sweet in those boots! dots.. hahas. took 961 home, luckily no perverts liao. phew.. hahas. wanted to pia sci for that 1h 45 min trip, bud ended up slping for most of it. cannot help it larh, aircon make me so drowsy, books make me feel like SLPING!

U sUcK cUz YoU aTtRAcTeD mE tO YoU. i hAtE YoU cUz i cAnT hAf YoU.

TodaE waS a mOoDY daE~ cindi dun luv u. she cant look u in d eyes. d eyes jus dun click. she cant say "i luv u" w/o doubtin herself animore.

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { i PrOMiSe i'LL gO aWaY iF i dUN mEaN tO bE tRUe. }

i nOe iT dOeSnT cUm eZ.
i NoE i'LL hAf tO wAiT.
i nOe YoU dUn fEeL wAd i'M fEeLiNg riTe nW.
i nOe eVeRYtHiNg tAkEs tYm.
i NoE aInT oVeR cUz iT hVn sTaRtEd.
i noE i'M fOoLiShLY sTUPiD.
i NOe eVeRYtHiN MaYb?
bUt wAd i dUnnOe iS wHeThEr i'LL PrEsEvErE tO tHaT DaY..
fOr tHiS sToRY tO sTaRt..
aNd eNd LYk eVeRY oThEr FaiRYTaLe..

2004-04-26T18:41:00.000+08:00

<. b O r N O L o g Y .>

"A sUddEn bLUsh"

todae was kinda fun, cuz of pe.. so relieved we dunnid to prac running for 2.4.. ms tan soo kind! guys played bball while most of the gurls played vball.. started out kinda sian, bud as the tym goes, rules were casted away, heck it and hit it.. weiting so cute.. lols. so so fun! the sun was hot, and it was raining.. we ppl were enjoying ourselves so much, we cont playing into the pccg period.. ms tan was so mad at us, wanted us to xplain to mrs teng ourselves, screamin and screamin away..

thank god, mrs teng din even question us on why we were late for liek, 1O mins? recess played vball agn. nt too bad, jus lacking ppl.. assembly was crap? the sci quiz were so chim, wads the use of it? omost all had to be guessed, and noone actually paid attention to it.. jus cheerin and booing? 2L won in the end.. arghs.. 2H was good, so it was kinda saddening that main stream din win.. no offence ppl. bud think they shld set the questions based on more of our skool work, we could learn more and think more, and nt make use of our luck. terribly sianned. mr hia din cum todae, hes sick.. hope he's okay. we called him in class, he said hes alright. lols. we sang hapi burfdae song to ivan and kimfung.. sing long and loud one, till 2A slammed its door.. opps.. me and kat went crazee lo, sing and sing..

aft skool played vball.. hahas. me kat and sher onli.. toking and playing, total enjoyment. tried alot of different "style" de.. funny.. on bus kat fell on shara, shara on me, me on dunnohu, dunnohu on sher.. so farni lorh! paiseh. den we saw roy wif this prefect at the mrt! bgr huh?! then we crapped tat she was his sis.. roy seemed bs, bud he joked larh.. ahahas.. prefect bgr 2nd case. first case was brandon and junru.. wahahahahaaa..

dELibRaTeLY dUN lEt YoU oUt.. *(>.<)*

TodaE waS a rEd daE~ ahahas.. i suck man. flop it.. bud nvm, improvement.

^rEfLeCtiNg^ { dUn aIm fOr gReAter hEigHts, bUt fOr tHe nxT sTeP oF ThE sTaiRs }

if this carries on..
it'll be wonderful.
bud hope the msg went over.
not onli normal.
beyond that..

2004-04-24T23:05:00.000+08:00

<. k I C k ^ A s S ^ L i F e .>

"aTtaIniNg"

seriously. i m a v hapi gurl nw. heehaw! my world revolves, nt onli ard you.. born to enjoy in dis wurl, no matter sad or hapi, stui haf to cont living. whn u're depressed, think bout others.. others cant even live tho they're hapi.. since u cn live, why wuld u wanna be sad? life is a nvr ending cycle, u are born, grow up, study, work, fall in luv, get married, be mom or dad, becum granparents and soon die.. everyone's life goes liekdat.. there are rainy daes and sunny daes.. u cn be smiling, you cn be crying. jus enjoy every single sec of ur life, live it to the fullest. hapiness is in ur own hands, u haf to depend on urself to feel it.. could u jus make me smile whn i'm down? could you stick up for me but still be respectful of my independence?

wadever, my blog soon turnin into sum physological sorta thgy.. i'm sick but nt dead yet. cuz 2.4 was postponed? bloody irritating, we haf to train up in skool agn. wanna get done and over wif, but once the rain stops and we're out, it rains.. fated? or heaven playing games on us.. walked a few km on the expressway, cant hail a cab. saw s.r nathan on our way, thx to our "informers". lol. then walk back to meyer rd dere, was rainin quite heavily.. pia to the christ methodist church for flag dae.. went bugis to "jio" "customers".. ahaha. i fin v fast! yay!! all thx to my marvellous voice, fantastic speech of "xcuse me, do u wish to donate to this methodist welfare services? it helps *blah blah..*" then sher cheated! opps~ we were so dead tired.. then had to rush to bishan agn.. gobble up sum food, went running to guide hse. soo poor thg lorh y'll.. drill was kinda tough.. mrs alsaglof came todae, much to the sianness of da guides. she was here todae to pick put the ppl hu cant drill well. as in gt fault de.. we march so mani rounds of the track, tiring liek siaoo. cant slack at all.. pathetic souls~ then pia to stuff and swallow food bfr gg rgs for their so called "campfire". no fire, no nth.. smth liek a annual assembly of the skools. v few ppl, more scouts then guides lorh! RIO1's dance was totalli gr8! RIO2's was nt bad oso.. erms~ st andrew one won larh. no idea whyee. mayb we tired or wad, din enjoy alot.. paiseh lar, dun mean to offend anyone, dhs was bored. tho it rained on our campfire nite, i stui think it rawks everybodi's socks.. dhs 19 coy guides forever..

cUz YoU aRe tHe oNe..

TodaE waS a sICk daE~ a bit more to kill me.

fOr tHe daE { evErY wiSh iS a DrEaM uR HeArT MaKeS }

nvr waking up
to the evil you
and the lonely me

2004-04-23T22:23:00.000+08:00

<. l U v ^ c O n T r O L L E r .>

"tRUe lUv nVr cUms sMoOtH"

haf a sudden urge to blog agn.. so so so tired todae. tmr will be a test of my energy level. totalli pengin day. dun even wanna think bout it. aft i survived tmr then i shall blog..

wads rong wif me arg? a sudden lasp into state of depression. then nxt min gettin all hapi and overjoyed over da slightest thg possible to make anione hapi. hahas. desperate attempts to cheer myself up mayb? i was so worried and hurt aft nt rcving a reply. but my prolonged wait din go down da drain aft all.. i rcv it. yays! tho it seriously was nth at all, i was liek, relieved? sound so outta mind and senseless.. had a serious tot over it, think i too crazee liaos. nvm, nxt tym i'll take note of my senselessness and transform it into hapiness. soon i'll find strands of white hair amg the blacks if i cont to be likdat. so no wae m i gg to be over _________ liao. hope it has a nice hapi endin, the start of a true frenship or smth. i dun xpect much.

tokin to a tree inside my heart, i cant possibly tell neone. feelin in which no form of words could take. hahas, sound liek a total lunatic! "wake up larh gurl!" wuahahas.. think tingxu wasnt wrong at all. 2b is lurfsick. i am not okie! alot of ppl gettin wierd.. verine said i v quiet and solemn nwadays, oh boi, i m nt luvsick.. i dun think i am.. mayb abit moody larhs.. cant be classified as lerfsick i guess? bud nomore of this crap in da futher, i promise. back to the siaoy me, tell me whn u're sick of it ppl!

wuahaha. i am goin bonkers all over the slightest thg possible! bo chap bo chap me is dead..

toking bout it. i wanna watch dawn of the dead! whn deres no more rm in hell. the dead will walk the earth.

hOld mE cLOse.. tO uR heArT. i'LL gO wiF U tO dA eNdS oF tHe EaRtH aNd wE'll fLY.

TodaE waS a tOUgHeSt eMoTiOnaLLY daE~ LeaRniNg tO bE SaTiSFiEd aNd tHaTs hW LifE iS.

fOr tHe daE { eVErY KiSs iS a kiSs U cN nVr gEt BaCk. }

forever and ever
u'll stay in my heart..
luvin you.
losing myself.

2004-04-22T17:23:00.000+08:00

<. S h A t T E r i N g .>

"heArTbRoKeN"

feeling damn sad nw, my heart totalli smashed into pieces this morn. the pieces were so so small, i cant even piece it back. wadever it is, its bad. i may be too sensitive, or mayb wad i tot was nvr true. ppl tok, walk, move.. i jus sense smth fishy. wadever, i shldnt haf started dis thg at all. feelings shld be kept inside ur heart, thats hw secrets gt its name. nv nv voice out, you wun deserve a gd ending aft all.. or mayb we shld isolate ourself, whn u're unhappi bout smth jus knock ur head agnst da wall. tok to the sea or tree, they are the best secret kipers. trust noone but them. dun even trust urself, u'll regret. so in conclusion, dun be as foolish as me ppl.. u all dun deserve my ending. noone does, xcept me.

on a nv endin rd and we're miles apart, i'll chase, but i'll nv catch up. nv ever..

2004-04-17T19:54:00.000+08:00

<. 14O4 nOw dEn aNd fOReVEr .>

"tHgs cUm iN PaiRs"

{.thurs.} was our sports meet. went dere, then hurried to find our seats, then ran to find class list to take attendance. ppl say ivan looking for me, i looking for him, bud cant find each other. dots. then whn i finally found him he told me he pass it to sumone else. oh manz. nvm.. so i ran back agn, and back n fro.. the prefect on duty was lyk, why are you going out agn? they culdnt stop me, i had a valid reason u see. lol. it was burning hot, we gt all roasted up. i was going crazee sitting dere, hearing ppl bitching ard. yanwen and me were so pissed, cant tolerate it. wad to do? sum ppl jus cant shut deir bloody mouths up, gt lotsa comments to gif, and summore real childish ones. me and yanwen went out to collect water for the class. wenjie super niao, lol. then it was so heavy, i had to ask our class np ppl on duty to take from me sum. haha. dhs was cool, other than ngee ann, super pro in their track. dhs was pro in field lorh, esp the gurls. fangming was so hapi that dom won, thnk she jumped up n cheered? crazee woman. then aft that went to kfc n mac with 2b ppl to grab a drink.. saw yeeling, and she said jeffery was dere. stared at everyguy dere, stui cant recognise him. he doesnt look as shuai as the first tym mayb? then me n verine were queuing up, and thirsty lyk hell. so in d end we gaf up and drank frm xumei's fren's cup. then aft that went to da beach! woohoo~

shara left us, obviously go look for her, psrn. then we walk n walk n walk till we reach. most of us were oreadi sunburnt, bud hu cares? we jumped into the water omost immediately. the water so soo salty! we cn feel it on our lips, bud heck n threw celest inside! wahahaha. we so evil! then jess din wanna get in, and we flunked her in! then they lyk took revenge or smth, pushed me in. we fooled ard alot lorh, took pics together, it was simply so fun. and there was no sun for us to tan ourselves, bud nvm, we were oreadi burnt. then the others left to bathe first, while me n verine stayed to tok. i discovered alot of stuffs, so farni.. we made wishes while throwing sand into the water.. letting off steam too. main topic was? one sided luv.

we jus laid there n stared, every sec was absolutely wonderful. we din wan to go, bud it was starting to rain. found that verine's shirt was infested wif hundreds of ants. there were so mani that they made a hssing kinda sound. so scary, bud lynn jus shook all of them off. seh boh.. then the others we gone, we had to lug all their stuffs wif us.. met them on the wae, and me n verine chionged to bathe. we had a wonderful tym bathing even, so farni.. we were desperately trying to get the sand off our, u noe, yeah. gt one man kip staring at us, made us so unconfortable. we were bathin outside, cuz its free u see. hehe. then went mac to eat.. finally felt hungri aft all da fun. we went into the toliet to change, cuz its so damn blardy cold! and we were lyk shocked? we looked so red n black! horrible sia. then me kat n verine went outside to tok cuz we were shivering lyk siao le. aft that took cab home wif shermaine, had a gd tok, yea.

{.fri.} was happening. the whole class look so different, as in the skin colour. zhugewasnt red, he was pink! then the others all either black or red de. cn see the colour contrast, xcept for shara. cuz she is oreadi uv protected, as you cn see from her charcoal skin colour. was nth much larhs tt day bud yuan brought her sis's cchms yr bk, which caused much commotion. lol. jeffery look weird in dere. then stupid verine told wenjie about him lorh! they both suck man. wenjie told her bout [him].. then nw verine told him about [the other him]. wenjie n verine ar, i noe u all v close, bud oso nonid tell each other my stuff de rite? ahahahaha..

aft sch p4 chionged to pick twigs and stuff. i clever wads, so kaisu. we picked all the twigs up bfr the other patrols came, that was the first tym k! we oways haf v lil compared to other patrols.. lol. this tym we had quite alot larhs. keith damn farni, help us pick, and brought quite alot rubbish back from the forest forest part. then charlotte found an ant nest, and the sec 1s found a grasshopper. this yr sec 1s oways see thgs we cant see. and charlotte is amazingly, unique? or, weird~ then brought sec 1s to da obs.. they nt that bad bah.. mus jiayou horh sec 1s..

then sec 1s were released.. sec 2s stayed back to pick mu ma huang. but actually is to tok der. hahas. me n fangming so crazee, attempted to open the drain n went in to pick. lol. then we did alot of crap stuff.. long tym nvr enjoy ourselves as sec 2s ler. and we had a "grave" each! so dots. i guess i was the craziest, as i cant bear to leave that "grave", and i tried to kiss the ground! wuahahaha..

went bugis aft that, to buy xiuru's present. bud we decided to gif us onli on tues, as we wanted to buy smth else from orchard. me n my dearest fangming going dere to watch into the mirror on mon mah.. and of course to buy -sumones- present.. then we oso gg to buy patrol earrings and stuffs.. prepared to brg lots of money to spend ler.. argh. jus realised i haf been spending loads of marni lately.. so saddening, i dun wanna be broke so soon. we took neoprint 2 tyms. it was so stupid lorh, i dunwanna mention it. make me so furious!

reach home, wanted to seat on my bed. then i sort of "twist" my knee agn.. same spot as last tym. so pathetic rite? wan to sit down nia, so can get injured de. i'm dead lorh, dun wanna let it be a, habit? what a interesting word to use, habit. lol. it was so pain, i jus sat on my bed n cry. dun wanna let mom noe, she'll make a fuss, n scold me. last tym she nearly killed me, say i so chor lor. bleah.. aniwaes now nth much ler, its jus the few hours v pain, haf to limp ard onli..

{.sat.} had guides as usual. fangming escaped from shening qi, cuz the flag pole too crooked, the whole tuan nonid shen. the rest had footdrill, while the 4 syf sec 2s and the non-syf sec 3s when to take down the flag pole. aft that had lecture, then campcook! it was okies lar. sec 2s cook egg while sec 3s cook rice. i think da rice not bad lorh, budden yinghong had to suan us by gifing a v terrible look whn she tried it. even qinghui oso! hahas. nxt nxt fri having camp cook! so exciting, sec 2s had to whip up 4 dishes! and we have to gif the menu to qinghui.. so cool! dunhaf ani great expectations, jus wish it'll turn out edible. lol.

aft that gt passing down.. i was sort of anxious to noe wad post i'll get larh.. cuz i'm afraid i'll get first aider, and u noe my memory damn bad der, i dunwanna kill the whole patrol wif my lousy 1 byte sized brain memory. luckily i gt qm! i sort of hapi lorh, cuz i wanted to be qm all along. budden cniors sae being qm is the worst, v cham der. i dunno larh, try ut first. haha. and i m asst. first aider leh. hahas, dun worry, i'll try my very best to increase my brain memory to 2 bytes der. thanks xuiru for the present! aft that celebrated xiuru's bdae, the cake was nice. bud i had to pack p4 cupboard ler.. jus realised v messy inside, and short of alot of stuff. plan to buy all dose missing thgs and first aid stuff wif fangming on mondae.. shes first aider! wahahaha.

then i was damnmit late! took a cab to bishan agn leh.. 2 consecutive wks le, going broke, but too bad lar, no choice. this wk marching as a contegent le. yay! the sun was blazing, v tiring, march for so long.. legs tired hands aching. bud i prefer to march than stationary drill larh. more interesting mah. hehex. tts all lorh, nxt wk gt footdrill agn, bud aft taht rest for 3 whole wks! woohoo! shuang shuang..

wad a long entry, i still haf alot of thgs to sae der.. life is interesting wif u.

lOoKiNg aNd LoOkINg. wAd wiLL bE wiLL bE~

TodaE waS a mY tYPicaL hAPi YeT sHoRt oF U daE~ tHx fOr tHaT cONv aNd sMiLe. i aPpReCiaTe eVeRY siNgLe tHg U dO.

fOr tHe daE { lEt uR sOUl gRAviTatE tO dA lUv. lUv lYk U'Ve nVr bEeN hUrT bFr. }

rOaStEd.
bUd sTiLL sMiLiNg..

2004-04-14T17:51:00.000+08:00

<. t H a T ^ D r A w i N g .>

"14O4"

felt like blogging today. dunnoe why. hasnt been blogging for quite sum tym nw. i shan do a recount.. too mani thgs to rite le.. bud todae was reli farni. i had to blog it out. ytd i did smth reli not myself. i cant belief i actually did it too. i sound serious huh? it was quite a joke todae.

ytd nite at 11+ 12 was a blackout. no electricity i mean. i was online and typin smth at tt tym.. no warning then suddenly the lights flash flash.. then completely dark. i nearly screamed cuz it was reli v v dark. i was preparing to study sci when suddenly it went black. i culdnt see anithing and whn i look outside the window, it was totalli dark too. even the road lamposts was down. ppl started flashing their touchlights all ard.. flash into my hse nw n den. its pretty fun ya noe. we dun normally xperience this kinda thg.. alota ppl were screaming. esp at the point of tym whn it went black.. culd hear a couple of gurls screech. it was farni. bud i was too scared to luff. lame. And obviously the fan n air con wasnt working. it was v humid n hot.. so i jus sat on my bed n stare. dinnoe wad to do. cant slp nor study. so i jus fell into a daze.. electricity came back bfr 1.. by then i was too drowsy.. so i jus had to pack my stuff n go to bed. nw thinking back, it might be a bad omen, a clue..

reach sch todae n then sumone kinda spoiled my dae.. dun reli noe wad happen actually. hahaz. then it went on pretty fine.. until eng or smth.. noticed * and ^ luffing toking.. so i suspected. confirmed my suspicions during recess. boi i was correct.. whn was i ever that accurate?! * was singin n singin.. though her voice nt v gd.. singin a dunno wadever song? wad argh?

then during jerene's te chang biao yan.. wkao. arghh.. stoopid * and ^. and all thx to * for that purfect picture. so nice yea? it was damn funi, made me luff. hope ppl dunnoe wad she drawing larhs. her drawing skills lucki nt too gd. lol. i think i m trying to console myself lehs.. then nearly wanted to punch * lorh. on the wae to music.. haiz. xpected de.. ^ make me damn paiseh.. faithful faithful. the dae ended likdat.

dunnoe wad nw leh. totalli sucki k. mayb nt totalli. dere was this nice part. I MADE IT KNOWN!

{. wU dINg .}

TodaE waS a oMg daE~ wAd tO dO? lOoK oN tHe bRigHt siDe oF LifE..

fOr tHe daE { oN a nVr eNdiNg rD aNd wE'rE MiLeS aPaRt. i'LL cHaSe. }

MiXeD fEeLiNgS.
cAnT FigUrE oUt wAd i rEli wAn..
oH maN..
eVeRYtHiNg iS sCrEweD uP..
hw dO i bLoOdY nOe.
iF YoU dUn SaE?

2004-04-03T20:03:00.000+08:00

<. f R e A k o L O g Y .>

"hU^lEfT^tHAt^TrAiL^Of^bLOoD?!"

hVn bEeN bLogiNg RegUlaRLY nWaDaYs~ jUs dUn hAf tHe tYm aNd mOoD.. jUs WaNnA tEll YoU i aM wOrriEd aNd i CaRe. dUnNo wHY. iT jUs MaKe mY wUrL dEPrEsSeD..

tHe wHoLe wK WaS a DiSasTeR. sO TiReD.. aLThoUgH HaD tHaT 1 DaY oFF.. wE sTiLL sPeNt ThaT DaY aT "wOrK". WaS PiaiNg fOr HiSt TeSt tHe wHoLe wK. wE sTiLL HaD tO cOmPLeTe tHaT bRoChUrE tHgY iN LYk 2 DaEs? PlS. wE aRe nT gOd. wE cN StaY uP tHe wHoLe NiTe aNd dO. bUd wE CaNt MaKe 1 DaY HaF 48 hRs. 2H HaF tHiS wKeNd tO wOrK oN iT. wHiLe wE HaF tO fiNiSh ThE bRocHuRe wHiLe sTUdYiNg HiStOrY. sO i sPeNd dA wHoLe DaY dOiNg ThaT bROcHUrE {tHaT tHgY WaS 3O wHoLe MaRkS YoU sEe!} aNd sTaRtEd sTUdYiNg aT 1O+. Cn iMagiNe mE gOiNg tO sKoOl wiF dOsE PaNDa eYeS aNd tHaT sLoPpY PoStUrE. CaNt sTaNd iT YoU nOe.. HaD tO waKe uP iN tHe MorN aNd i CaNt eVeN oPeN mY eYeS nO MaTtEr hW haRd i tRiEd tO. BaThe oReaDi.. tHeN gO BaCk rOoM tO sLP. tHe wOrSt PaRt WaS wHeN i HaD tO tEll mY BraiN tO oPeN mY PatHetiC eYeS.

sTh NiCe aNd fUn haPpEnEd oN <. tUeSDaE .>
HaD pW.. DaMn fUn! eVeRY siNgLe gRp RaWkS tO tHe CoRe! wE HaD a PLaY LaRh.. i WaS wEiRdoO [Da gUY] aNd sHeR WaS wEiRdEe [dA gUrL].. oUr gRp NaMe WaS wEiRd~ tHaT eXPlaiNs iT PeRHaPs? iT WaS sO FaRni KkZ.. sHeR tiE 2 PoNYtaiL.. sUpEr dUpEr NeRDY! tOTaL NeRd. i bOrroWeD gEl fRm dOm.. [tOT hE tHiS KiNd oF HaiRsTYlE dE sUrE haF MahZ~] bUd hE duNhaF. sO hE gT iT fRm a gUY NaMeD wEnhUa i tHiNk. i MaDe mY HaiR. LoLx~ tHaT WaS fUn! mE aNd sHeR MaKeS a PUrrfEcT CoUPlE! wOoHoO~ tHeN bRaNdOn'S viDeO WaS gR8! bGr wiF jUnrU wOr! PrEfEcT BgR! BaD gUrL! eVeRYtHiN WaS daMn fARni. mS SaNdY KoH lUff sO daMn lOUdLy! and sHe SaiD aLL oUr PrEsEnTatiOn eiThEr gT rA sTUff oR viOlENcE~ LoLx!

<. tHUrSdaY .> HaD HiSt tEsT. dUn WaNna tOk aBt iT. aFt Da TeSt mY MiNd jUs wEnT BlaNk. !!{gD nEwS. i nVr FaiL MaThs tEsT! HoRRaY! aLThOUgH BarELY PaSs LaR. bUd i sTiLL HaPi!}!! aFt sKoOl wEnT oUt wiF aiLYn hUiYi KaT sHeR. wEnT bUgiS tHeN nO mOviE tO WatcH. i WaN wAtCh tHe eYe II mAhZ. tHeN dErE nO sHoW. bUgiS ciNeMa sUcKZ LoR! lOUsY! oNLi aiLYn wAn waTcH LoRh~ bUd iN tHe eNd wE wEnt oRcHaRd.. wALk tO sOmErsEt CiNelEisUrE. sHoW tOo LaTe. tHeN waLk tO dOlBY gaUhT PLaZa s'PUra. LoL. CaUgHt tHe 4+ sHow. KaT wAs "hUggiNg" mE wHiLe hUiYi aNd sHeR sTUcK cLoSe tO aiLYn. QuiTe a NiCe sHoW laR. tHe PLoT WaS NiCe.. xCePt fOr sUm sUpEr gRoSs sCeNeS. aNd tHe LaSt ScEnE WaS aBsOLuTeLY LaMe! HahAx~ thiNkiNg oF iT MaKe mE WaNnA lUff! tHeN WaLk aRd tiLL 7+ tHeN gO hM.. wEnt LoT 1 tO EaT wiF sHeR.. tHeN 8+ mY DaD SaY sTiLL EaRLi dUn WaN gO FeTcH mE! wKaO! i WaLkiNg hM tHaT tYm KePT iMagiNiNg tHgS.. vEh ScaReD.. mY hSe dErE v QuiEt aNd gT a LoT oF tReEs aNd KiNda DaRk MaHZ~ sUmMoRe WaLk lYK 2O MiNs~ tHeN ReACh hM hEng DaD nVr sCoLd.. pHeW~!

<. fRiDaE .> wEnT YaNwEn'S hSe EaRLi iN Da mOrN. i wOkE uP abiT LaTe.. sO mUs cHiOng. aS UsUaL.. dO aBiT oF wOrK.. PlaY aBiT. tHeN KaT WeaR tHaT dReSs! eEeeEeeeEeEEeeYerrrrrr! LoLx~ iN tHe aFtnOoN KaT wEnT fOr VbaLL. mE PeiXiN YaNwEn sHeR wEnT sWiMmiNg! bUd gOd PlaYiNg wiF uS lArH. mE aNd sHeR jUmP iN LiaO.. aFt a cOUPle oF MiNs tHeN RaiN aNd gT LigHtiNg.. YaNwEn PuLL uS uP LoRh. tHeN mE aNd sHeR WaS LYk "sO cOLd!!" tHeN PraY. tHeN sUn CaMe oUt! wE sTaRtEd sWimMiNg.. bUd sO SaD aFt awHiLe RaiN aGn.. wEnT sTeaMbaTh! sO hOooOOoT! tHeN PlaY tRuTh oR DaRe iNsiDe. *tOoT* uNrEvEaLeD. tHeN tHe sUn CaMe oUt aNd wE sWaM agN.. PlaYeD tRuTh oR DaRe iN tHe WaTeR.. fUn LoRh~ tHeN mE aNd sHeR BaThE tOgEtHeR.. YUcKZ~ LoLx.. tHeN wEnT Tm tO bUY sTUff.. bOUgHt "sEx BaNd" FoR tHe 5 oF uS.. bUd nT aLL tHe cOLoUrS LaRhX~ mEt kaT aGn aT TaNaH MeRaH.. aNd aTe diNNeR.. sTaRtEd rEhEaRsiNg bUd aLoT oF REALLY cReEPY tHgS HaPpEn. i ShaLL nT SaY.. bUd i M rEli v sCaReD! tHe PlaY WaS v LaMe. aNd wE cALLeD tO HaRaSs BraNdOn! haHaX~ wE PlaY oVeR tHe FoNe fOr LYk haLf aN hR? LoL! aNd sO DaMn daMn fUnNY.. mE aNd YaNwEn cOvErEd oUrsElVeS wiF da BlaNkeT aNd NeArLY sUffOCaTeD. LoL. tHeN diSCoVeREd v LaTe LiaO! 9.3O Le LoR! tHeN hUrrY HM ThaT tYm.. sMtH rELi BaD aNd fReaKY HaPpEn.. i M sO FreaKEd oUt oVeR iT nW.. WaN tO cRY aRhX~

MaKe tHe NiTe aS bRigHt aS DaY. i'LL bE lOoKiNg oUt fOr YoU. tEll mE tHaT YoU'Re LoNeLY tOo..

TodaE waS a sCaRY daE~ i aM wOrriEd. i aM sCaReD tOo. jUs dUn fEEl a sEnSe oF bElONgiNg..

fOr tHe daE { bE UrSeLf.. i MiSs tHe oLd YoU oREaDi. }

tHe wUrL iS ChAngiNg.
aNd sO aRe YoU.
dO U nOe LoTSa PpL aRe wOrriEd?
i sTiLL rMb U tOlD mE bFr.
"iF i eVeR cHaNge iNtO aN aP PsRn"
"PLs tEll mE"
bUd nOw.
i CaNt dO iT..
i aM SoRRY.

2004-03-28T18:39:00.000+08:00

<. p T o L O g Y .>

"PeRMiSsiOn tO rEcOvEr mDm!"

WoaH. mY mUsClEs aRe aChiNg lYK cRaZzeE nW.. sHLd bE cUz oF tHe pT aNd fOoTdRiLL YtD BaHx~ YiNhOnG gAf uS 4 MiNs tO hAf MaSs cHaNgiNg aNd wE UsEd 4 MiNs 15 sEcS~ sO SaDDeNiNg. DrOp 2O.. iTs nTh cOmPaReD tO pT.. iT wAs KiNda tOUgH.. WaS sUPeR dUpEr tiReD aFt tHaT.. iT wAs rDs aFt RdS oF rUnNiNg.. dOiNg jUmPiNg jEt. PuMpS. siT uPs. sTaR jUmPs aNd LoTs MoRe~ rAn tiLL i WaNnA PUkE kZ. tHeN wE HaD tO sTaY iN bOYs sTYlE pUmPiNg pOsiTiOn aNd eVeRY oNe oF thE sEc 2S haD tO dO cOmMaNdO cRaWL oNe bY OnE.. NeaRLY diEd K! mY lEgS v wObbLY aT tHaT tYm LiaOx.. sUCh a FaRNi fEEliNg! loLx~ dEn WaS wHeeL baRRoW. diD wiF sHixUaN.. WoaH cN diE.. haNds nO sTrEngTh Le OsHo~ tHeN hErE cUMs tHe wORsT PaRt.. RaN 4 mOrE rDs aRd tHe fiELd.. cN diE.. sUmMoRe QuiTe FaSt. fEEl lYk pUkiNg mY iNnEr sTUffS oUt! LoLX~ tHeN FiNaL sHoCk. dO fROg lEaP! Pia fiNiSh.. tiReD tO sTaNd uP bUd fEll iNsTeaD.. rELi cNt sTaNd LoRh.. oMoSt aLL tHe sEc 2S oSo FaLL oN tHe gRd~ iT WaS tOUgH.. bUd nOt BaD LaRhX~

tHeN lEcTUrE PeiYiNg aNd jAmiE PuMpEd uS tOo.. SaY wE sLOw.. HaiXx~ tHeN wE wErE taUgHt hW tO maKe tHe sTrEtChEr.. mE aNd FaNgMiNg HaD tO tRaNsPorT diaNNe.. aNd wE RaN! sHe HeaVi LoRh~ tHeN sHE vErY FrEaKeD! LoLx! mE aNd FaNgMiNg PrO PrO~ wE gT 3rD LaRhX~ nT tOo BaD lE.. tHeN dO BaNdagEs~ cHeST BaNdaGe WaS sOoOoo FaRni Kz.. ahAHaX.. i SaBoEd FaNgMiNg.. bUd gT SaBoEd BaCk LoR!

wEnT fOoTdRiLL.. tOUgH! mOrE sEriOUs tHaN LaSt wK.. aNd mDMs PuMpeD uS.. diSCoVeReD sUm sChs ReLi dUnnO hW tO pUMP LoRhX.. WaNTeD tO lUff. ChaO bU hE gE dE pUmPs~ wE dRiLLeD aLoT aLoT.. dO tHe SaMe tHgs oVeR aNd OvEr.. tiLL PeRFeCT laRhS~ wE sEHeR tHaN tHe nCcS oFFiCeRs tHaT BaTCh kZ! [nO oFFeNCe hoRhX~!] tHaN oUr MoTTo iS "oNe fOr aLL aNd aLL fOr oNe".. oUr "bOYfReN" iS "bE PrEPaREd".. tHeY SaY mUs tHiNk oF oUr "bOYfReN" aT aLL tYmS~ LoLx! tHeN tHe nCc oFFiCeRs CaLL tHeM tHe "b.O.B".. "{b}EsT {o}F tHe {B}eSt". DotZ.. tHeN oUr MdMs CaLLeD uS bOBdOgS aNd eVEn HeLLo KiTtY. aHahaX~ sO FaRNi KkX~

tODaE wEnT YaNwEn'S hSe EaRLi iN tHe MoRn.. mE sO DaMn PatHeTiC LorH. LiVe sO FaR aWaE. tHiS wK eNd dUn eVeN HaF eNuFF sLP! SiaNz~ tHeN diD LiT.. sHeR LaiD oN hEr BeD. i LaiD oN hEr aNd KaT oN mE.. SaFFoCaTeD kZ. LoLx~ wEnT tO tHe PoOl dErE.. WaLkiNg iNsiDe tHe BabY pOoL.. KaT wAnTeD tO PUsH uS aLL iN! tHeN sPLaShEd WaTEr tiLL WeT.. KaT jUmpEd oN sHeR.. tHeN bOtH wEnT riTe iN LoR~ dRiPPiNg wEt aNd thEY ChaSeD uS.. LuCki mE aNd PeiXiN RuN FasT.. tHeY CaUgHt YaNwEn BuD diN dO aNitHiN tO hEr.. aFt ThaT sEaT aT tHe PoOl dErE PlaY wiF KiDs.. nXt thUrS wE WaN gO tHeRe dO cHi PrEseNtaTiOn.. cN gO PlaY tEnNiS aNd sWiM.. YaY! PrEPaREd tO sTaY oVeR tOo.. gUrLs niTe oUt..

mOsT tOUgH pT i'Ve eVeR HaD! gRaCe aNd ChUn Yi sO HiONg wORhX!

TodaE waS a wEt daE~ dUn eVeR gEt NeaR a PoOL wiF KaT NeAr YoU. YoU'LL rEgrEt fOr LifE!

fOr tHe daE { gUrLs^NiTe^oUt! sO^eXciTeD! }

i'Ve OwAYs lUv pT.
uNtiL 27tH MaRCh 'O4.
fOoTdRiLL wAs tOUgHeR tHiS wK.
oUr MdMs PuMpEd uS..
dRoPpEd QuiTe aLOt.
mUsClEs aRe aChiNg LiKe SiaO.
fOoTdRiLL^PhYsiCaL.tRaiNiNg

2004-03-19T11:23:00.000+08:00

<. S l P o L O g Y .>

"mEoW.."

rEcOUnT.. i jUs NiD tO bLoG eVeRYtHiNg dOwN sO tHaT i cN rMb thEm. dOsE bEaUtifUl mEmOriEs~

<. F r i D a Y .>
PaTrOL diNnErZ! oH fUn FUn!! i MeEt tHe SeC 2s aT tM. dEn gO sUpErMaRkEt bUY dRiNkS LoZ. bOUgHt LikE 8 bOtTLeS wOrX~ KiNDa hEaVY.. tHeN gO taKe NeOPrNt.. Q-iNg uP tHaT tYm FaNgMiNg sTaRtEd LuFfiNg LikE CraZEe. aSkEd hEr aNd sHe RePLiEd : wHr aRe tHe dRiNks wE bOUgHt?! dOtZ. wE aCTuaLLY fOrgOt tO TaKe tHeM aFt PaYiNg fOr iT.. SoToNg SeC 2s. tHeN dECideD tO TaKe FirZ.. iT wAs KiNda NiCe aS fM fiNaLLY sMiLeD. sTUi rMb tHe PrEviOUs tYmS wE tOoK wiF hEr sHe gT tHaT BiTtEr LoOk oN hEr FaCe WorZ.. lOlX. tHeN diSCoVeREd wE WeRe LaTe! aRgH! tHeN rEaCHeD aRd 1O MiNs LaTe.. QiNghUi aCtUallY WaNtEd tO PUmP uS dE. HehEx. hW cUlD sHe BeaR tO riTe?! LoLx~ tHeN xiUrU qiNghUi tZeWaN aNd ziYiNg WaS dErE.. wEnT tO bUY tHe fOod FoR tHe bbQ.. tHeN PrOcEeDEd tO xiUrU's hSe.. tHeRe dE BBq PiT laRx. tHeN tHeRe gT 1 BiG aNd NiCe sWiMmiNg PoOl! aRgHx! WaN tO jUmP iN LoR..
tHe fiRe diN MaNaGeD tO sTaRt cUz wE HaD nO FiResTaRtErS. sO mE aNd DiaNnE RaN tO tHe MiNimaRt tO bUY. bOUgHt iCecReaM BaC fOr tHeM tOo! wE sO NiCe! tHeN MeRYL tOoK hEr cOm dE SpEaKeR cUm.. LoLx.. NiCe sONgS bEaUtifUL sPoT bEsiDe tHe PoOl.. wE sTaRtEd bBqiNg.. aLoT wErE eiThEr bUrNt oR uNcOoKeD! YiKeS~ bUd iT WaS cOoL.. tHeN fiOnA CaMe tOo! wE aTe aLoT.. aNd PlaYeD ZoNg Ji Mi mA.. i DiN KaNNa aT aLL! QiNghUi mErYL aNd tZeWaN wErE tHe wOrSt MaNx.. LoLx.. thEN FaNgMiNg aNd YoKeSaN HaD tO lEaVe.. tHeY gT LoSt.. lOLX. tHeN wE sTaRtEd "biTChiNg" aRd.. PlaYeD tRuTh aNd DaRe.. diSCoVErEd NeaRLY eVeRYbOd'S SeCrEt lE! wOoHOo! tHeN WaS tOkiNg aBt rUMoUrS oF dHs.. UNREVEALED! *ToOt* FaST fOrwArD~ tHeN wE DiPpEd oUr fEeT aNd lEgS iNtO tHE pOoL.. tOTaLLY cOOl! tHeN QiNghUi pUsHeD FiOnA aNd tZeWaN iN.. rEsUlT? aLL wET! LoL! tHeN aFeW oF tHeM wAnTeD tO gO tHe tOLiEt. xiUrU SaiD iTs haUntEd! sUmmORe LiKe 11+ aT NiTe lE. sO wE wErE KiNda FreAkEd oUt.. MeRYL sTarTeD sCreaMiNg cUz XiUrU PiNcHeD hEr aNd iT wAs a CoNt sTriNg oF sCrEaMs.. lOLx. CaMe uP Le.. ZiYiNg fOUnD oUt sHE lEfT hEr hP iN dErE.. sO wE WeNT baCk aLtOgEtHeR. dOtZ~ tHeN wE dECiDeD tO ScArE ziYiNg.. mErYL'S hP gT 1 RiNgtOne iS "mEoWiNg" sOUNdS.. sUpEr aLiKe dE! tHeN sHe WaS ScaREd LiKe hEll.. wE aLL PrETeNdeD wE nVr hEaR MaHx. thEn sHE wAs LiKe "gT! gT! LiKE iN tHE cEiLiNg gT 2 CaTs! rELi gT! sHhh~ LisTeN!" LoLx! tHeN shE eVEn CriEd LeH! So PiTifUl RiTeZ? tHeN iN tHe eNd bFr wE lEfT wE tOld hEr Lo.. HahAHahAzZZzz~

<. S a T U r D a E .>
mEeT sHeR EaRLi iN tHe mOrN gO CaUsEwaY pT wAtCh BuTtErflY eFFeCt.. YtD QiNghUi dEY aLL SaE uNtiL sO DaMn NiCe.. i CaNt rEsiSt. iTs rELi NiCe! gT sHeR KiNda FreaKEd oUt tHoUgh.. CoVeReD hEr eYeS. lOlX.. tHe sOUNd eFFeCt WaS SCaRY! sUmMorE thE BiG CiNeMa oNLi gT LeSs tHaN 5 PpL! iTs DaMn NiCe.. aShToN kUtChEr rAwK. vEri sHUai sEhZ! iTs ReLi sTrONgLY rEcOmMaNdeD! sTOrY PlOt wAs sPECiaL.. gR8! 5 sTaRs~
tHeN gO biShaN fOr fOoTdRiLL.. KiNda tOUgH.. HaD tO MaRCh fOr sO LoNg.. aNd tHaT wOMaN wAs sCaRi.. sHe tHiNk YoU nT gD sHe'LL pUll U oUt lEh! heNg i nVr KaNna LOrHz.. tHoUgh i MaDe sUm MiSTaKeS. i maRcH tiLL mY hEaRT fLY aWaE LiaO.. nXt wK cN wEaR bOoTs! YaYs! sEh LoRhX! Ys SaY MaRcH fOr v LOnG tHeN TaKe oUt bOoTs tHe 1O MiNs iS DaMN sHUaNg dE.. WaNnA tRY! v ScaREd lEhZ. sTaNdaRd vEh HigH wOrZ~

<. s U n D a E .>
Pia aLL tHe hOLiS hW.. LoLx.. HaD bEeN eNjOYiNg fOr tHe PaST wK. sO ToDaE rELi gOTta Pia LiKe SiaO.. iTs aLL rEtRibUTatiOn! tHeN do mY oP.. i dOiNg oN oPTiCaL iLLUsiOn..
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<. M o N d a Y .>
Pe WaS oKiE laR.. 3 RdS tHeN 6 pUllS.. aNoThEr 2 RdS tHeN 25 siTs thEn "STaNd aNd ReaCh". iTs sTUi oK.. tHoUgH i sTrONgLY PrEfEr vBaLL cUz cN sLaCk tHrU! HahAx~ tHeN aSslEmBlY! PeiXiN gEoKjOo aNd wEiTiNg RaWk! wE gT 2Nd fOr cHiNeSe sToRYteLLiNg.. YaYs! PeiXiN wAs sEh.. hEr eXPrEsSiOn aNd mOvEmEnTs.. cOol! 3 cHeErS! aFt sCh wEnT CiTY PLaZa tO gT mY sCh U.. hUiYi KaT aNd sHeR wEnT wiF mE.. oN tHe bUs iT wAs sUpEr dUpEr eMbaRRaSsiNg dUe tO UgEnE lEE. kaOx. tHeN wE wEnT MaC aNd TOkEd bOUt.. g*oSt? eWWwwWww~ aT NiTe Pia mY aRt Lo.. sUpEr TiReD. i NvR dO aRT tiLL sO XiNkU bFr U nOe.. bLEaHx*

<. t U e S D a E .>
sCi cHg tChEr LiaOx.. gT tHe mRs SiM.. sHe LaMeO! KaOx! ChaOJi LaMe SiaZ~ tHnk wE wErE sUpPoSeD tO LuFF aT hEr jOkES.. bUd wE diN oBviOUsLY. iT waS LaMe. thEn sHE SaiD "cN y'LL lUff?" haR HaR hAr. aT NiTe Pia aRt! dO fOr sO lONg tHaT mY bACk aChEd lOR. mE dO oN fLoOr MaHx.. tHeN i aCtUaLLY nVr cUm oN9! i dO tiLL LiKE 2+? thEn LaiD aGnSt tHe waLL aNd fEll aLsLP.. i NiD sLP! DaMn tiReD lE! aLL cUz oF sTUpiD aRt! sKUcKsSs!!!

<. W e D n E s D a Y .>
fReaK.. wEnT tO sKoOl aNd FiRz tHg iS tO Pia aRt AgN. aRgHhhh! tHeN dUriNg rECeSs wE rELi HaD a gD LuFF oVeR a jOkEr. iTs FaRNi oKiE? dO aRt aNd LuFf.. tHaTs aLL fOr ReCeSs.. BaSiCaLLY i dUNnO wHY i sTUi cN lUFf wHiLe dOiNg tHaT PiECe oF aRt. bY rEniOr. aNd iTs "tHe UmBreLLaS". dEn wE PrEsEnTeD dUriNg aRt lEsSoN.. diN HaF aNi iNfO! sO jUS cRaPpEd iT aLL oUt! pRo BoH! eSp YaNwEn! tHeN sHeRMaiNe hVn dO fiNiSh.. hAd to bE HaNdEd iN bY 4pM.. mUSiC WaS tOtaLLi CraP. iNdiAn DaNcE WaTeVa~ sO diFFicULt dE! iT wAs sO DaMn FaRni. tHeN riTe aFt tHaT sTaRtEd dOiNg aRt. sHeR WaS sO SLoW!! sLOw SloW slOw! sHe dO tiLL hEr PPr TeaRiNg aPaRt lOr! sO MaNi LaYeRs.. aT 4+ wE fiNiSHEd.. tHeN ChiONg tO HaNd iN.. pHeW! a LoaD oF mY MiNd! iTs ReLi pReTtY KkS?! PuT iN sO mUcH BlOoDY eFFoRT! beTTa giF uS hiGh MaRks!

i NiD tYm tO SlP.. cAn PrAcTicAllY diE cUz i M sO TiReD.. LifE iS cUreL mAnX. ZzZzzZzzz..

TodaE waS a EeRiE daE~ hU lEt tHe CaTs oUt? mEOw MeOw meOw MEoW..

fOr tHe daE { MaYb iTs PmS.. i'M jUs gEtTiNg PiSsEd wiF PpL sUmtYmS~ }

wHY M i MiSsiNg sUmOnE?
jUs fOr tHaT LoOk.
i'LL gO AgNsT aLL oDDs fOr uS tO bE tOgEtHeR..

2004-03-14T14:03:00.000+08:00

<. U n l U C k Y o L O g Y . v S . s A d o l O g Y . V s . h A P i o L O g Y . v S . c R a Z e E o l O g Y>

"SobXx~ oNe fOr aLL aNd All fOr oNe aNd eVeRYtHiNg fOr nTh.."

YoZ.. CaMPfiRe'S oVeR! sO fAsT lOr.. sObx~ i M DeAd tiReD aNd mY lEg iS sWoLLeN.. aNd hEaD hUrTs lOr! i fEll aNd hiT mY hEad.. HahahAx! dUmb LYk hEll dE. hehEx~

oH Ya! i BrEaKiNg vOicE lE! oMg~ i aM SiMPLY "vOiCelEsS" nW..

oN fRi MidNiTe iT RaiNed sO mUcH.. So wOrriEd tHaT iT'LL WaSh oFf tHe PaiNt wE HaD oN oUr BaCkdRoP lEh! BuddEn rEaCh sKoOl. iTs PUrrFeCtLY aLriTe! YaYs! tHeN wE sTaRtEd wOrKiNg oN oUr tRiPOd. diD tHe dECo aNd sTUff.. PuT thE CaNdlEs.. tHe CaNdLes lOoK sO PrEtTY lEh! tHeN tHe gRoUnd wAd DaMn bLoOdY wEt! wE HaD tO uSe bRoOmS tO sOaK bY tHe WaTeR DriP bY dRiP lEh~ So tiRiNg.. tHe wHoLe DaE oUt iN tHe sUn.. KiNDa sUnbRUnT nW.. YeA. dEn i aM UsUrEr.. sO STatiOnEd mYsElF aT YiNgmEn dErE.. OmOsT aLL tHe SkOoLs rEaChEd ThaT tYm iT sTaRtEd tO RaiN! wAddE! i WaS sO SaD tHaT i cRiEd.. tHe PaSt wK wE HaVe bEeN sTaYiNg iN sKoOl tiLL 6.30+ 7 lOr.. tHeN nW nONid tO uSe LiaO.. oMg~ oUr eFfoRtS.. oUr sTaGe.. eVeRYtHiNg sPOiLt bY ThaT sTUpiD dUmB RaiN!

HaD tO MoVe tO haLL fOR wEt wEatHeR PLaN.. CrY LyK hEll aR.. wE PrEPaRe liKe hEll fOr tHe PaSt wEeKs aNd dEn bOoM. iTs gOnE~ wE cHiOnG uP HaLL aNd PuT CaNdLeS oN tHe siDeS oF tHe PaThWaY.. iTs LiKe wE LigHt 1 thEn 1 gO oFf loR.. dO tiLL sO hEaRtbReaKiNg.. bUddEn nO MatTeR WaD cAmPfiRe sTUi haVe tO CaRRY oN.. So wE ChEeReD! mUS bRg uP tHe sPiriT! 1sT iTeM bY sEc 3s.. tHeY DaMn sEh! SoPHia eSp! oMg OmG!! vEh vEh NiCe DaNcE! tHeY aLL lOoK sO ChiO aNd cUtE oN sTagE.. tHeiR DaNcE WaS daMmiT PrO! aRgHxX! tHeN cHerrS.. tHeN tHe BaNaNa DaNcE.. nOBoDY WaNs tO gO.. sO i wEnT Up tHe sTagE.. sO FuN dE! PeeL baNanA.. tHeN iS thE FaThEr aBraHaM tHg.. haHaXx! tOTaL HaVoC SiaZ~ DancE LYk CraZeE PpL.. tHeN WaS tHe ChiCkeN DaNcE.. i wEnT uP AgN! PaRtNeR WiF xiUrU.. iTs sOooOo TiRiNg loR! tHeN tHe sJaB PpL KiP FlUnKiNg eAcH aNotHeR oFf.. lOl. sO giddY aNd tiRiNg RuNniNg aRd iN ciRClEs.. nExT iS tHe tHoUSaNd lEggEd wOrM tHgY. wE RaN aLL aRd tHe HaLL!! wUaHahAxxX! fUnnEsS aNd cRaZeEnEsS lEhX! tHeN gT tHe dReSsiNg uP.. NaTeLiE WaS oUr mOdEl.. hehEx. tHeN sJaB PpL dReSs tHaT gUY uNtiL DaMn FaRni.. gT 1 biG blACk bRa dE.. tHe sCoUtS cOvErEd a gUY wiF tHe PlaStiC bAg. oVeR hiS hEaD.. doTx. tHeN eVeRYoNe dE oShO DaMn FaRni.. wE stoOd uP aNd cHeErEd fOr eVeRYoNe wHeN tHeY WaLk PasT.. sO tiRiNg! i WaS gOiNg tO pENg liaO.. oH Ya! fOrgOt tO ToK bOuT nPCc sCoUTs aNd SjaB'S PeRfOrMaNcE.. nP SaNg a sOnG.. siMPle oNe.. bUd KiNda NicE.. SUiTaBlE mOoD.. tHeN sCoUtS PuT UP a FaRni rOlE PLaE. dOTx. nPCc Did jaY'S lOnGqUaN.. KiNda NiCe.. i LyK tHe LaSt PaRt aLoT~! 3 cHeErs fOr eVeRYoNe.. wE KiP ChEeRiNg aNd cHeEriNg.. MaYb tHaT xPLaiNs mY "sExY" vOiCe nW.. LoLx~ tHeN gT tHe bOm cHikA bOm! mY faV! hW cN dUn gO uP nEhXx? ChiONg uP lE! tHeN vEh FaRni.. tHE gUYs sTiCk oUt tHeiR bUtt aNd daNce.. sO dUh.. oUr CaMPfiRe RaWk hEll tYm! YaY! wOoHoO!! tHeN aFt tHaT wE lEd tHeM tO tHe CaNtEeN.. i WaS SaD wHeN i LoOk iNtO tHe fiElD. i STaYeD aT tHe BaLcOnY dErE aNd lOoK aT thE fiEld.. tHe PlaCe wHr wE uSeD tHe bRoOm tO sUcK uP tHe wAtEr dRiP bY dRiP.. nW LaY wEt aNd mUddY. SaDdeNiNg! sObxxX. tHeN aTe sUm SUpPeR.. mEt oUr oLdEr sEniOrS~ tHeN i RuN rUn aNd fEll! doTz.. i hiT mY heaD aGnsT thE fLoOr.. hOpE i dUn loSe mY mEmoRY oF diS CaMPfiRe! nOwaY!! LoLxX.. mY HeaD hURTssSs!!

jiHe tO gO baThE.. P4 sHaRiNg a rOoM wiF P3.. tHeN wE Off liGhTs tO tEll gHOsT sToRiEs! MUahAhaXx~! tHeN i CaNt SlP tHrU tHe niTe lEh! i FeLL aLsLp aT aRd 1+.. tHeN wOkE uP fOr mOrE ThaN 10 tYmS! tHeN rEaLiSeD oNLi 3 NiaX.. CaNt sLp! tHeN sTaRe hErE aNd dErE~ dUnNo wHeN tHeN SlP loR.. aNiWaE iF i rMb cOrrEcTLY.. wHn i WaKe uP aT 3.. i SaT uP tO lOoK aT thE cLoCk MaH.. tHeN thE dOoR WaS oPeN.. i nRt sUrE iF i WaS dReaMiNg oR WaD.. HaLLUCiNatiOn? PeRhaPs?!

tOdaE mOrN wEnt fOr bReaKFaSt FiRsT.. dEn StaRtEd cLeaRiNg uP. sO tOUgH MaN. uNtiE tHe mAsHeNg aT YiNgmEn Cn diE dE lEh! So diFfi tO ChAi.. cLeaR Up tHe mEsSY tUaNbU. aFt jiESaN tHe sEc 3s aNd 4s sTaRtEd DaNCiNg fOr 1 LaSt tYm.. iT WaS sTUi vEh niCe w/O mUSiC aNd eVErYtHg.. lOoKiNg aT thE fiElD i bCaMe SaD AgN aNd sTaRtEd tO cRY.. wE giViNg oUr BaCkdROP aNd fiRePiT tO sJaB i tHiNk! So SaD.. wE nVr eVEn UsE iT oUrSeLvEs.. aFt ThaT wEnt kFc wiF sUm oThEr sEc 2S.. tHeN jEsS lOsT hEr gUidE U i ThiNk.. hOpE sHE cN fiNd lOr! iF nRt sUrE tiO cOUntlEsS pUmPiNgs dE~

RaiN aR.. U SUcK! i RaThEr bE mOrE sUnbRUnT dEn lEt iT RaiN aNd aLL oUr eFfOrTs gO dOwN tHe DrAiN..

TodaE waS a CaMPfiRe daE~ StiLL fUll Of eNtHUSiaiSM No MaTtEr WaD HaPpEnS! sMiLeX*

fOr tHe daE { FiReFLieS cUm BaCk tO mE~ }
i M So BlOodY tiReD.
sO dAmN sAd aNd dEPrEsSeD! oUr BaCkdRoP aNd sTuFf!
tRYiNg tO bE SuPeR dUpEr eNtHu aT CaMPfiRe!
aNd iT wAs sOo fUn!
sO i M sTUi HaPpi!
YaYs~ =)
gUidEs RaWk.
aNiwaE LoTs oF tHgS rEaL NiCe HaPpEneD tO mE dUriNg diS CaMpfiRe!
=)*

gUidEs RaWk!

2004-03-08T20:38:00.000+08:00

<. sU P e R . d U p E r . h A p P i N e S s o L O g Y .>

"Omg. CaNt bEliEf iT aT aLL. oMg!"

ArgHx!! mE HaPi liKe SiaO! oMg! HahAxX~ fiRz tHg iN thE moRn. SaW a PrEsEnT oN mY taBlE. nObOdY wAn tEll mE hU giF dE. bLeaH*

thEn OmG oMg. ShErMaiNe KaT aNd dE oThErS aCtUaLLY gO aSk YiNhONg SigN oN mY BdaE CaRd. aR!! i tHnK sHE vEh sEh! SaMe aS mY PL.. tHeY RaWk! tHEn i WaS LikE sO daMn DamN HaPi lOr! HaPi LYk SiaO.. i aDMirE hEr aLoT dE.. hEeXx~ tHeN hUiYi SaiD "HaO Xi Hai zHai hOU ToU.." eRR.. i sO ScaRed~! lOlx.

thEn iNsiDe tHE PrEsEnT wAs tHe mE tO U BeaR.. sO lUvabLe! tHeN rEcEsS i rEli dUnNo WaD dEY gOnNa dO tO mE lEh! SmTh tErriBlE PeRHaPs.. aRghX. aFt aSsEmblY dEY aSk mE gO cHaNgE iNtO pE sHirT..

bROUgHt mE tO thE eMPtY aReA aT sEc 1 dErE.. giMmE Egg TaRtS! KaT BaKe dE nEh! sO tOUcHeD lOr! tHx KaT! thEn thEY tOoK cOUnTlEsS bOtTlEs oF wAtEr tHEn bOm. i wAs sO daMn dReNcHeD. aRR... thEn vEriNe HaNdEd mE tHE eGG TaRt tEll mE EaT.. thEn bFr i cUld hOlD iT. BoM. sMaShEd aT mE loRh. WiN LiaO wiN liAo. thEn PUllEd mE tO tHe eLVaTeD CoUrT.. oK thEY viOUs tRiEd tO RiP mY ClOtHES ofF. KaOx. tHeY nEaRLy wHoLe tHg pUll oFf. sUmMorE 2A gUYs [fRm mY PoiNt oF viEw oN thE gRd] wAs PaSsiNg bY iF i nRt wRoNg. eWwWww~ tErriBlE SigHt. tHeN fOrCe mE daNcE bOm cHikA bOm.. tHrEaTeNeD tO sTriP mE OFf iF i dUn dO.. sObXx.. sHaKe bUtT ShaKe bUTt.. wAhaHAxxX~ thEN i liE oN fLoOr thEY PUt tHEiR lEgS oN mE tHeN TakE fOtO! lOlXx. thEn pUll mE tO caNtEeN. KaOxxX. siNg HaPi BdaE tO 38.. thEn PEixiN uSeD hOnEYdEw sMaSh aLL oVeR mE.. fOrCe mE tO EaT sUmMorE! gUsT sEh! eWwWww~ mY eVeRYtHiNg ChaO wEt lOR.. gO tOliEt aNd thEY giMMe thE sHirT tHE dO fOr mE! sO niCe! SeH bOh~! tHxX aLot AlOt!! TaKe aLoT AlOt fOtOs iN tHE tOliEt TodaE! sO fUn.. sUpEr mEmoRaBlE dE.. aNYwaE tHe BeaR oSo tHeY giF dE laR..

tHaNkEw tO tHE 22 PpL ThaT giMmE mY bdaE PrEsEnT.. lUv Ya fOreVeR!

tHeN wEnT tOwNeR gaRdEnS.. wE tOo oBeSsEd wiF bOm ChiKa bOm lE.. KiP sHaKiNg bUtTs.. LOlX.. tHEN gO dErE hOrH.. i tOok j4P wiF vEriNe.. thEY qUiTe PiTifUl loR.. tHeN sUm QUiTe sMaRt tOo! gT cUtE dE.. KiP sMiLinG aNd SmiLiNg! tHeN gT 1 gUy.. sLaPpEd mY bUtT! hE QuiTe sCaRi dE wOR~ tHeN BeaT mE oSho.. gT oNe kiP tOucHiNG vEriNe'S haiR.. qUiTe cUtE laR.. bUddEN sUm KiNda sCaRi.. pUsH PpL aNihW dE.. bUd i hOpE caN gO baCk AgN lO.. haHaXx~

HaPinEsS sTaRts wiF C.. eNd wiF Y.. aNd iS sPelT liKe diS --- C.i.N.d.Y =D

TodaE waS a mEmOraBlE daE~ KaOx. nV fOrgEt tOdaY.. tHx aLoT alOt lEh PpL! =)

fOr tHe daE { WaTs dE MeaNiNg oF HaPinEsS? AnS: mE! =)* [xCusE mY LaMenEsS.] }

i M PpB tHe lUcKieSt gUrL oN EaRtH lE!
MiNd BlaNk lE
tOTaLLi sHoCkEd!
aNiwaE mE dUn rMb bEiNg sO HaPi bFr.
thX PpL fOr MaKiNg mY 14tH BdaE sUcH a mEmoRaBlE oNe.
mUaCkXx!
=)*

2004-03-07T09:33:00.000+08:00

<. h A P p i N e S s o l O g Y .>

"CiNdY iS nO dOUbT ThE lUcKieST gUrL oN EaRtH!"

i M sO So sOo DaMn HaPi.
aNd diS tYm i MeAn iT.
tHiS HaPiNeSs wUlD PpB laSt fOr a fEw DaYs. MaYb a fEw mThs. oR YrS!
aLL dEPeNds oN oNe PsRn LaR~ =)*

i wULd rELi wAnNa gO iNtO dETaiLS wAd xCacTlY haPpEnEd.
bUd sO saD i cAnT. YePs.
i wAn tHe wHoLe wUrL tO nOe hW HaPi i M riTe nW.
i wAn diS HaPi daE tO rEMaiN iN mY MiNd fOreVa..
siNcE i cAnT bLog iT~
i sHaLL rEcOrD iT dOwN.
=)

U aLL wULd PpB nOe nUts aBt wAd m i tOkiNg~ bUd nVmZ. i sHaLL eNd hErE.

tOdaE HaD fiReligHtiNg teST! i wAs sO daMn fReAkEd oUt lOrH. wAd iF mE aNd diAnNe oNLi oNeS tO faiL?!?!
bUd iT wAsnT tHaT BaD laRh.. i mAnaGed tO geT tHe fiRe gOiNg wiF jUs thE 1sT MatChsTiCk lEh! wOohoO!! iT wAs KiNda uNsTeaDY loRh. bUddEn iN dE eNd sTUi MaNaGeD tO cOok tHe eGG! YaYs!! 3 CheErS fOr CinDY DiaNnE! KaY HeLPeD uS wiF hEr PLaM lEaVeS~ tHaNkeW gUrL! tHeN i cHokEd oNtO tHe fLaMe lEh~ sO xiNkU lOrh.. wAnT tO DiE. sMoKe wEnT iNtO mY eYeS wHiLe i WaS tRYiN tO kiP tHe fiRe.. theN mY eYeS sWoLLeN SwOlleN De.. i ChEeReD LYk siaO lOr~! tiLL mY vOiCe gOeS hOaRsE lE! whEe~ iN FaCt eVeRYoNe cHeErEd lYk SiaOz! gUiDeS rAwKx.
=)

aFt gUidEs wEnT fOr caMpfiRe PrEp. wE sTaYiNg iN sKoOl fOr 1 niTe! YiPpEe!! bUddEn hOrh. sEc 4s lEaViNg liaO lEh. i wAn tO cRY!! SaDDeNiNg lOrh! sObXxXxxxXx. wE diD mOsTlY PaiNtiNg aNd cUtTiNg laRh.. tHeN tRaCY haD tO lOcK TuaNbU sO wE lEfT aT aRd 4~ aNd i bRoUgHt hM a wHOlE biG sTaCk oF sTUffS tO PaiNt.. haHaXx~

iN mY 13 YrS aNd 364 DaEs oF liFe.. i'Ve nVr fElT sO hAPi bfR. cONgRaTs tO mE.. i wAs dAmMiT iN lUcK~ sMiLeS!!* =)

TodaE waS a lUcKi aNd xiN fU daE~ i fiNaLLY MaNAgEd tO.. i'Ve "sUcCeED". i wiLL CoNt tO "SUcCEeD!"

fOr tHe daE { HaPpiNeSs bEYoNd wOrDs }

i lUv ___
___ lUv mE
wE ArE oNe _______ cOUPlE
wiTh a gReAt biG hUg
aNd a kiSs fRm mE tO ___
wUn ___ SaY ___ lUv mE tOo!
----- aLL sMiLes =)* -----

2004-03-04T20:48:00.000+08:00

<. s O c C e R . c U m . v B a L L o L o g Y .>

"sTiNkY mE."

hi.

hVn bEeN bLoggiNg fOr afEw DaEs.. lEtmE tHnK wAd iNtEreStiNg tHGs haPpEnEd?

fOrgEt iT. i gT a MeMoRY tHaTs faiLiNg oN mE. hAr HaR.
dUnNo wAds wRoNg wiF mE. SaYiNg aNd lUffiNg aT mYsElF. oH mY..

tOdaE Pe sOng bO. 4 rDs.. thEn 2Nd rOunD hUiYi gO tOliEt. dUh. sO sHE cAmE baCk dUriNg 3rD rOuNd. U cHeaPo. lOlX. tHeN iS PlaE vBaLL.. sO fUn lO.. dUnNo iNtEr-cLaX iS vBaLL oR sOCceR lEh.. bOtH i oSo tHnK oK laR.. qUiTe fUn! erYtHiN iS fUn tO mE.. tHeN gO baCk cLaSs dRiPpiNg wEt.. dUnnO iS tOo hUmiD oR wAd.. caNt sToP sWeaTiNg. tHeN rEcEsS PlaEd vBaLL wiF sEc 1 vBaLLeRs.. cOoL laR~ cUz wE nO baLL. lOlX. sO PlaE wiF tHeM..

afT sCh LikE raN tO sEc 1. thEn raN tO sEc 4. raN tO thE aSseMbLY aRea thEn baCk tO sEc 4 thEn baCk tO tHE sOUtS tUaNbU aT tHe bBaLL cOUrT. i nV sToP sWeaTiNg siNcE thAt pE.

aFt tHaT mE aNd sHeRmaiNe PlaEd vBaLL.. tHE bAll daMn haRd.. sO PaiN lOrh! thEn aFT thaT bRaNdOn caMe.. aNd wE PlaEd sOccEr.. i kiNdA sUcK aT iT lEh! YuCk. thEn bBaLL PpL rUn PaSt oSo vEh eNviOus.. eSp cElEsT. HahAHaXx~~ bRaNdOn ziDaNe sHerMaiNe rOlnaDo mE bEckHaM. lOl. dUn sPoiL tHeiR iMagE liAo. haHaX. tHeN wE caMe doWn tO PlaE vBaLL.. tX jOiNEd uS.. tHeN PlaE PlaY PLae.. tHeN kaO. sHErMaiNe faUlT lAr! hiT tiLL thE hOSteL rOof! thEn wE haD tO cLiMb uP.. iTs aLL fLoOdED! likE 4cM hiGh? mY sHoeX dRiPpiNg wEt lE..

wEnT hM sTiNkiNg LiKe hEll. cUz sWeaT PlUs rAiN mAh. eWwWww~ sMeLLs gRoSs.

laLalAz~ cOoL lORh.. wEnT uP hOsteL roOf.. fLoOdEd. gD sOcCeR sKiLLs! RaWk~ =)

TodaE waS a kiCkiNg aNd vOlleYiNg aNd "diCkiNg" daE~ sO fUn maN! YaYs! eXciTeD wORh..

fOr tHe daE { hW tO bE BeCkhaM wiF mY skiLLs aRh.. }

sOcCeR aNd vBaLL fOr iNtEr-cLaX..

2004-02-28T19:37:00.000+08:00

<. c R Y o L o g Y .>

"i HaTe mYsElf."

i tHnK i cN dO betTeR. i jUs sUcK..

tHe sEc 4s LaSt gAmEs. aNd i waN tO tUrN baCk tYm.. i diSaPpOiNt tHeM. i diN KiP mY PrOmiSe.

wHY cULdnT i jUs fOrCe mYsELf? iTs jUs fOr tHaT fEw hRs. sHoULd HaF dOnE bEtTeR. dErE iS oWaYs rOoM fOr iMProVemEnT.

eVEn iF sEc 1s nRt gOoD.. iTs aCTuaLLY sTiLL mY FaUlt. i nVr teAcH thEm. nOoNe iS tOo BaD tO TeaCh. iTs jUs mE. i sUcK..

iTs thE LaSt gaMes fOr ThE sEc 4s. aNd wE pErfOrMeD LiKe daT. hU cULd bE mOrE diSaPpOiNtEd tHaN tHeM. i nOe SorrY iSnT mUcH hELp nW. bUd i jUs cULdnT bRg mYsELf nRt tO aPoLogiSe. wE WeRE a lEtdOwN. a hUnDrEd sOriS cUldnT dO mUch hELP eVeN. Bud i jUs hOPe U aLL wULd uNdErsTaNd..

hUndReDs oF miNUtEs aGo i wAnTEd tO SaY sORi. riTe nW i wAn tO aPoLogiZe tOo. wE cULd dO bEtTa NxT tYm? BuD iTs tHe LaSt tYm fOr dE sEc 4s..

i M iN PaiN. i M SiCk. mY lEg aNd HaNd iS sWoLLeN. BlOoDiEd tOe. BuD wAd cN MatCh Up tO tHe pAiN uN mY heArt? aBsOLUteLY nTh.

tYm MaChiNe.. i dUncARe iF i GoNnA bReaK mY lEg. JuS tUrN BaCk tYm.

TodaE waS a dEPrEsSEd daE~ i fEeL dEPrEsSEd. rEMorSEd. i jUs fEeL i cN dO bEttEr. i haTe mYsElf.

fOr tHe daE { i M sOri i lEt U aLL doWn. }

i wAn TYm tO tUrN BaCk.

2004-02-26T20:49:00.000+08:00

<. b D A e O l o g Y .>

"AcE aCe ACe aCE.."

ToDaE sEh LoRh.. KaTs BDaE tHeN wE sAY nVr bRg PrEsEnT. aCTUaLLy wAn giF hEr sUrPRisE dE LaR.. cUz wE bOUgHt hEr a sChBAg.. tHe oNe tHaT i HaF bEeN eYeiNg oN! sO daMn sEh aNd NicE! tHeN sHaRa HaD tO sEe Q.. sO cHaNgEd sHOe wiF sHErm.. tHeN sHErM sCaREd tHaT sHOe nRt aLLoWEd.. sO wAnTEd tO gRaP mY sHOE! hAd caTfiTe lOR! dRaG mE oN thE gRd.. tRYiNg tO taKe mY sHOe. sO MaLu.. eVErYtHiNg "eXPoSEd" LiaO.. "fOUgHt" oN thE gRd fOr sO LoNg.. fRm mY sEaT tHeRe fiTe tO thE dOoR thEn tO sHeRm'S sEaT bAck tO thE dOoR LoRh! dRagGEd eaCh oThEr oN thE gRd lEhX! abiT dUMb.. bUdDeN fUn lAr.. mE sO PLaYfUl MaH! *wiNk

MoRn Pe PLaE vBaLL wiF thE tHaiS. wE nO sKiLL.. sO cHanGe tO cBaLL.. qUitE fUn loRh.. bUddEn diN dArE tO PLaE rOUgH lEhX.. cUz U NoE.. YePs.. sO nV rELi tRY tO sNaTCh. sHEr WaS dEfENdEr.. 1 tYm eVeN "PaSsEd" tHe BaLL tO tHeiR CaPtaiN.. LoL! thEn gT 1 tYm DaMn mALu.. oK i tEll U aLL sLOwLY SloWlY. tHe BaLL PeW~ fLeW. thEn i jUmP.. cAUgHt iT. tHeN thE Thai gUY oShO jUMp.. tHeN cUz i gRaPpEd iT lE MaRh. sO hE gT mY HaNd iNsTEaD.. kB daMn PaiSeHx LoR.. thEn mE QUiCkLY lEt gO lE.. cELeStiNe sAY hEr tHrEw thE BaLL aNd HiT hiS ____ i tHk.. LoLx!~ tHeN wE cHeErEd LoR.. nRt BaD lAr.. bETa tHeN HaF Pt.. bLeaHx*

tHeN cHiNeSe wE HaD tHe rOLe PlaE. daMn faRNi. MaDe UsE oF tHe cHaNcE tO mEsS uP vEriNe's HaiR.. LoLx. thEn LUcKi nV tiNgxiE AgN! sO daMn hEnG dE wE aLL.. rEcEsS wE sTaYed BaCk tO cHaNgE KaT'S BaG. tRaNsfErrEd hEr sTUff to hEr nEw BaG! wE vEh gD tO tHaT 38 Po lE LoR! tHeN wE tO tHe fiELd dErE.. aDmiRe bEaUTifUl sCeNeRY aNd sEh PpL. YeaHs~ dEn whEn KaT rETUrNEd tO cLaSs.. riTe aFt sHE siT dOwN sHE saW tHe BaG! thEn sHE aSk iS hU.. bUd bFr sHe cULd gT hEr aNs.. wE sTaRtEd tHE bDaE sONg! daMn sEh!! sHe wAs PraCticaLLY sO sHoCkEd! sHErM saY KaT lUrVe tHaT Bag aLOt.. aFt aLL hU wULdnT? iTs sOoo pReTtY! rAwKs~

tHeN wE cHEeREd fOr KaT aNd hUiYi bFr thEy wEnT fOr dEiR fiNaLs. tHeN aFt skOoL mE rUsHEd tO jiaNg Qi.. dEn daSHEd uP sKoOl BuS tO taMasEk LiaOx.. wE sO LaTE loR! lEfT aT aRd O145 BaHx.. BudDeN rEaChEd lE thEy OrEaDi HaLfwAY tHrU 1sT rNd lE! fOoK! thEY wErE LaggiNg abiT bEhiND.. wE cHeErEd sUm KiNdA fArNi cHEeRs.. YePs.. tHeN gT 1 aP gUy.. wE cHEeR hE sHoUt "sHhh~!" tHeY i daMn bS. sO i sTaREd aT hiM fOr qUiTe LoNg.. diaO hiM eVEn. i dUn giF a DaMn iF hE wiLL gO BasH mE Up.. hE's jUs aP aNd dEsERvEs sUm aTtENtiOn. hUiYi'S bRo sO gD.. i MeaN.. hE sHOuTed "sHhh~!" wHeN tHeY cHeErEd.. LoLx. aT LeaSt hE wAn hiS siS tO wiN MaH.. wHicH iS a fiLLaL bRo. wEll~

tHeY LosT iN dE eNd LaR.. buddEn nVm~ gEtTiNg 2Nd iS nRt BaD lE LoRhx~ wEll DoNe gUrLs~!

aFt tHaT iS HaisiNg vS sT hiLda.. c' gUYs iF mE nRt wRoNg.. sO sEh LoRh! aLoT oF sUPeR faKe aCtiOns.. BuddEn dEY daMmiT PrO! vEh vEh VeH cOoL. tHeiR baLL cN cOnT fOr vEh LoNg dE.. cLsE MaTcH. BudDen sT HiLDa sTUi wOn.. YUaN saY sT hiLDa 4 iS sEh.. sHErM tOo. BuddEn i tHk HaisiNg 1O qUiTe sEh tOo. MUaHahAxX~!!

aFt tHaT KaT aNd hUiYi Had tO sTaY fOr tHe PriZe giFiNg.. mE sHERm aiLYn mEiYi aNd YUaN wEnT tM fiRz.. wEnT tO bUY caKe. 1 PiEcE LaR! wE bRoKe PpL MahX. POcKY aNd PizZa fOr kAt.. wE sTUck 5 PoCkY oN tHaT PiEcE oF caKE. i sTiCk hiGeR.. thEn 4 LoWer.. lYk caNdlEs LaR. wAiTEd aT MaC fOr qUiTe lOnG lOR.. sO PaiSehX.. YuAn aNd MeiYi'S dRiNk fiN lE sTUi aCt AcT sTUi dRiNkiNg. LoL! tHeN KaT caMe.. aNd sURPrisE! hEhEex~ hUiYi sAiD oUr cAndlEs lYk middLe fingEr lEhx.. cUz wE sTiCk tHE hiGeR oNe iN tHE CeNtRe MaHx.. Lolx.. tHeN KaT PrO! EaT aLL uP! hArhaRx.. tHeN PaisEh tO sTaY aT MAc tO ToK.. sO wEnT oUtsidE dErE tOk fOr QuiTe LoNg bFr gOiNg hM.. wEnT hM sO LaTe LoRh.. 7+ AgN~ LUcKi daD hVn rEaChEd hM.. iF nT. dEaD aRg!

HaisiNg vS sT.hiLDa rAwKx.. nO. 1O oF hAiSiNg sEh LoRh! LoLx~

TodaE waS a MoSt HaPpEniNg daE~ cBaLL wiF tHaiS.. KaT BaG xChaNge.. sCrEaMiNg oF sONgs.. cHeEriNg aNd eXciTemEnT.. HaPi BDaE! WoOhOo!

fOr tHe daE { fReNs aRe MosT iMPt. tO eVErYoNe'S sUcCeSs.. }

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HaPi BDaE KaT!

2004-02-25T20:12:00.000+08:00

<. c U r S e O l o g Y .>

"m i uNdEr A cUrSe?"

YoOHoO~ TodAe eNg lEsSoN mS cHoNg aNd mR siM cAmE aRd fOr aFtNoOn tEa.. thE lEsSoN KiNda bOriNg LoRh.. bRaNdOn diD tHaT sToRY wiF uS.. tUrNeD oUt pReTtY nT BaD.. vEh iNtErEstiNg sToRY lEh! sO faRNi sUmMoRe. thEn wAs mAtHs.. tOdaE nT aS LaMe LaR.. BudDeN MaThs cOnsidErEd nRt BaD? cUz aFt thAt wAs HisT? sUcK~ sHe CaNnoT dO wiFoUt a tRaNsPaReNcY LoRh. sHe HaD a tRaNsPaReNcY MiSsiNg.. dEn lYk dUnNo hW tO PrOcEeD wiF lEsSoN LiaOx? uH hUh~

rEcEsS PiA thE aRt MiNdMaP tHrU LoRx.. tHaT TiEnLeNg oR WaTeVa cAmE tO sCOLd aGn~ HaiXx.. ArT wAs sOo cRaZi. KaT aNd mE fOoLeD thE wHOlE lEsSoN tHRu~ PUllEd HaiR.. tHrOw sTuFf.. YeAh~ dEn aFt aRt diScOvErEd mY Bag MiSsiNg! cArN fiNd iT aNYwHeRe SiAx! thEn fOr aBt 2O MiNs i wEnT wiFoUt a bAg! LaMe! dEn RaNdaLL PasSeD mY BaG tO mE. FuNnY. i AsKEd hiM wHr hE gOtTiT aNd hE sAiD " i fOUnd iT mEhx?" doTz.. WadDe hEll~ iT sHaLL rEmaiN a mYstErY bAhXx~

aFt sKoOL thEY HaD mEeTiNg.. aNd mE aNd eRicA wOndEriNg aRd sKoOl.. thEn KaNna CaUgHt bY YaNwEn.. wAn mE bE hEr CaSUaLTY.. LoLx.. i aGrEeEd LoRh.. thEn seE sT. jOhN PpL dO fiRz aiD.. sO fUn thE dUmMY! thEn YaNwEn tOUcHeD mE aLL aRd! sO SaD! tOUcHEd bFr mY 14tH biRtHdaE.. i M oNLi 13! sHe So BaD riTe? HaHAx Jk jK! aCtlY QUiTe fUn.. sO cOmfY oShO.. LaY dErE fOr sO LoNg.. bFr sHERm dEY aLL diScOvErEd mE.. thEn wE diD oUr dNt a.K.A pW..

aNd i cAn cOnfiRm tHaT i M UndEr a cUrSe. FiRz.. i gOiNg tO miNds wiF RoY aNd JaSoN. 2Nd.. i M siTtiNg wiF kiMfUng. kB! sHUcKs.. thE nEw siTtiNg PLaN rELi sUcK LoRh.. sObXx! i sHaLL cOrrUPt kiMfUng! YeaH! fUcK.. sO SwaY.

U sO daMn hYPocRiTe LoRh! tOk aS iF U oWnsELf SaCrificE LiKedaT! FaRk.. aCt wEi Da hUh? sUck..

gAnBaTtE tO vBaLL gUrLs.. MuS WiN~ gT 1sT! wOoHoO.. tMr KaT's bDaE.. i'LL maKe sUrE i'LL tOrTUrE hEr! oR sHe tOrtUrE mE? LoLx?..

TodaE waS a cUrSeD daE~ sO mYsTeRiOUs.. sO eRRiE.. sO cReEPY. sO sCaRY.. eWwWWww~

fOr tHe daE {KaT siAo dE.. mE oSho~ aRt lEsSOn iS PUrrfEcT lEsSoN fOr uS tO fiTe..}

wAd hApPeNeD tOdAe?
mY bAg gOnE MiSsiNg fOr aRd 2O MiNs.. tHeN iTs BaC?
aNd nOoNe fOUnD iT?
hU hiD iT?
YeS HiD iT .
BuD wHeRE??

2004-02-24T19:59:00.000+08:00

<. w A d d e O l o g Y .>

"4 PpL cN wOrK LoRh.. mE nRt tHaT dUmB. bLeAhx*"

a vEh LaMe tHg iS HaPpEniNg. a LaMe dEbaTe. 4 PpL cN wOrk oRnOrT? i bELiEf cN. bUDDeN Ys SaYs CaNnOt.

caN wOrK MaH.. hE nV xPLaiN PrOPeRLY.. tHaTs wHY i tHiNk thE oThEr WaY.. sO iS nRt i dUmb.. oR iZziT i rELi dUmB hUh? eRR..

nVm.

aNYwaY.. GaMe sEt. TaRgEts sEt. wE'rE JuS waiTiNg fOr thE riTe tYm tO sTaRt tHiS "gaMe".. daRn iNtErEsTiNg aNd cOoL~ waiT. i CaRn WaiT!

oK sHaLL tOk bOuT waD haPpEnEd tOdaE.. dUriNg rEcEsS wE wEnT tO oBs cOUrSe.. PlaYEd wiF eVeRYtHiNg~ sO fUnx.. i rELi dUnNo hW tO cUm dOwN fRoM rOPe lEhx.. oWaYs KaNnA rOPebUrN dE.. mY lEg thEre wHoLe tHg kAnNa lOr.. sObxX~ dEn gT sPinTer sTUcK iN mY haNd dErE.. So PaiN.. BuddEn mE tOo bRaVe liaO.. sO pUllEd iT oUt! bRaVe gUrl. LoLx. dEn PLaYEd wiF fiRemEn'S LaddEr! sO faRni loRh! KaT dUn daRe.. thEn HaNg thErE LYk baRbEqUe LikEdaT lEhx~! sO FaRni dE.. dEn hUiYi dO tHaT tYm cAn HeaR a sOUnd.. LiKE bOnEs cRaCk liKedaT. LuckY nTh aR.. iF nRt hEr vBaLL maTcH hW~ pHeW~

dEn mAthS wAs a tOtAl diSastEr. LaMe cOck. cRaP shiT. sEt mE cRackiNg mY briAns oN wAd hE wAs tRYiNg tO sAY.. hE wAs bEaTiNg aBt thE bUsH Lorh.. sO LaME.. hE wAs lYk tAkiNg uS oN a tOUr aBt thE wURl.. sAy wAd gO aUsT.. thEn tOa PaYoH.. thEn wOoDlAnDs sEngkAng yiO cHu kAng. wAtevA! thEn wE cHeErEd fOr hiM.. aNd wE eVeN cHeErEd " 3 cHeErS fOr lAmE kiNg.." haR hAr. aNiwae zC iS nRt thE laMesT nEmoRe.. he gOttA haNd oVeR hiS cRoWn. tO tHE wEll dEsErviNg pSrN. mR Hia.

tHeN b______ SiaO LoRh! SaY hiS fReN NicK iS " Y dO gUrLs LikE biG diCks eVeN tHoUgh iTs PaiNfUl?"
waddE hEll. hE aSk mE WhY.. i oSho dUnNo wAd i aNswErEd LiaOx.. i MorPhEd iT iNtO a jOkE sEsSioN iF mE nRt wRonG.

HaiX! i rELi taT dUmb mEh? iS nRt i sTUPid RiTe? iS Ys dUnNo hW tO xPLaiN MaH! DiS hsE sTUi sUpPoRts 4 PpL wOrk.. aNd iTs cErTaiNLY nRt fOr thE wEaK hEaRtEd LoR.. U sO NiaO.. =P

TodaE waS a LaMe lYk hEll daE~ wEnT aRd thE wUrL fOr a FeW tYms dUriNg hiAs LamEo MaTh lEsSoN. dRiVe mE cRazeE!~ zHeNgcHeN iS oVeRtHroWn.. HiA tAkeS oVeR HiS cRoWn aS LaMe KiNg..

fOr tHe daE { tRUsT uR DaddY BaHx.. dEY CaRn bE wRoNg! mE iQ zErO dE.. dUmb!}

wAdde hEll iS diS wUrL cUmiNg tO?
wHr lAmE kiNgs tAke thE rULe
WhR dE WuRL tUrNs PUrrfEcTLY LaMe~

2004-02-21T18:51:00.000+08:00

<. s E h o L O g Y .>

"aLL oVeR tHe wURl iTz tHiNkiNg DaY"

tOdaE sUpPosEd tO ji hE aT 1 tO gO fOr cAmP cHaLLeNgE bRiEfiNg aNd gO iNdOoR sTaTiUm fOr tHiNkiNg DaY cELebRaTiOn.. Bud wE wAnTEd tO maKe oUr lEcTurE bOoK aNd tHiNkiNg daE pResEnTs maH.. sO i rEaChEd sChOoL aT aRd.. 7.2O? LoLx.. thEn rUsHeD tO 1D kLaxrOoM tO sEe iF mY cLoThEs iNsiDe nOt.. pHeW~ iTs thErE LoR.. [hUiYi U hOrH!] dEn waiTEd dErE tiLL aRd 7.5O fOr YoKeSaN.. thEn sTaRteD dOiNg lEcTUrE bK aNd tHiNkiNg daE pReSeNts.. sOoN FaNgMiNg oSo cUm LiaOx.. fOLLoWeD bY DiAnNE.. wE cRaPpEd lYk hEll oVeR dErE~ tOk nONsENsE aNd wErE tRYiNg tO fOrcE sTh oUt oF FaNgMiNg La.. hAhAx.. U aLL sHUlD nOe.. tHeN i PaiNtEd tHE wHoLe bK oRaNgE.. sO sEhx LoRh.. NicE.. bUddEn wE cReaTEd a BiG MeSs oVeR dErE.. sO PaiSeHx~ tHeN sAw nP aNd sT.jOhN PpL.. i rELi LiKe nP PpL sHoUt thE "oNe tHoUsaNd. tWo ThOUsAnD. tHrEe.." YePs.. vEh NicE.. tHeN YiNg XiaO --> sPeLL cOrrEcT? hE fOoTdRiLL.. tEsT BaHx? daMn DamN sEh! ReLi lYk iT aLoT LoR.. thEn wEnT tO cHaNgE gUidE u.. aFt thAt wEnT CaNtEeN tO EaT.. i sO daMn bRoKe Lo.. oNLi gT 6O cEnTs.. BuddEn gT 1 bUcK fRM bRaNdOn.. sO i aTe sUm sTuFfs.. =) eaT LiaOx sTUi lEfT 5O cEnTs.. HaHaxX~! tHeN FaNgMiNg'S cLaXmAtE diSLoCaTe hiS aRm lEh! sO kE LiAn LoR.. sObx~ dEn YoKesaN sNaTcHed FaNgMiNg'S hP aNd wE wEnT iNtO tOLieT tO LooK aT hEr mSgs.. LoLx.. DaRLiNg.. i LuV Ya.. gOoD niTe sLp tiGhT.. HaHaXx!

dEn iS thE caMp cHaLLeNgE bRiEfiNg.. sTh LikE iNteRviEw Lo.. QuiTe sCaRi cUz iS faCe tO FacE dE! haHaXx.. qUiTe LitTlE cHaNcEs oF gEtTiNg tO gO LoR.. sO maNi sEc 2s aNd 3s.. BudDeN ONLi cHoOsiNg 6..

wEnT iNdoOr sTaTdiUm.. FaNgMiNg aNd i wEnT iNtO cRaZeE MoOd~ kiP pEsTeRiNg diAnNe! LoLx.. dEn QuiTe BoRiNg La.. cUz YiNghOnG rEcEiVe thE aWArd iS aT thE EnD MaHz.. sO wE wErE dOiNg nTh bUd SiNgiNg aNd siNgiNg.. cHeEriNg aNd ChEeRiNg.. YeaHs~ dEn wEnDY sO NicE Gif uS cOoKiE tO EaT! wE hUnGrY LikE hEll LoRh! dEn whEn YiNgHoNg wEnT tO rEcEiVe thE PriZe wE cHeErEd~ HaHaX.. hEr WaLkiNg sTYLe veH pRoMiNeNt.. vEh eZ sPoT hEr dE! dEn sHE caMe BaCk wiF thE aWaRd.. hEr HaiR WaS DoWn aNd sHe hELd thE PLaQuE aBoVe hEr HeaD tO taKe FoToS.. hAhaXx sO faRNi Lo! tHeN aFt thAt diSMiSs LiaOx. wEnT wiF sHeRMaiNe aNd cHeRYl tO thE caRParK dErE waiT fOr mY daD. wErE diScUsSiNg aBt a vEh NicE tOpiC wHiCh i sHaN mEnTiOn.. hAhaZ!

oH Ya bTw i gOiNg fOr dRiLL eVeRY saT fRm 2.3O tO 4.3O aT iNdOoR sTaTiUm lEhX~ fOr 4 wHoLe mThs! MaRcH tO jUnE! vEh ToUgH fOr mE LoRh~ thAt mEaNs saT i haF tO gO fOr GuiDeS iN thE MorN.. dEn gO fOr dRiLL.. iTs fOr sYf oPEniNg PaRaDe lEhXx~ eXciTiNg! =) BuD i sCaReD caNnoT cOpE LoRh~ wiLL bE daMn xiN kU dE.. bUd i wiLL PiA tO thE eNd! oH Ya nXt wK wE'LL HaF oJ! oMg!! i vEh sCaReD.. hEaRd iTs sUpEr dUPeR pHYsicaL lORhx.. PraYs thAt tHe sEc 1s CaN taHaN.. wUn GiF uP eZiLY lOR.. iF nRt wE sUrE CaN MaKe iT dE! No MaTtEr hW haRd iZziT.. wE'LL Pia tO thE eNd! P4 RaWkSs!! mUs JiaYoU wOrHx!!

cOngRaTs tO gUidEs fOr oBtAiNiNg gOLd fOr pUaN NoOr aiShaH HoNoUr aWaRd! gUidEs.. wOoSh! i M gEtTiNg a LitTlE tOo oBeSsEd.. oMg~

TodaE waS a oBeSsEd daE~ YiNg hONg sO sEh ToDaE! sHe iS mY iDoL lOrH.. sHe ReLi rAwKs~! *SaYs dREaMiLY* =)

fOr tHe daE { iF dErEs a wiLL thErEs a WaY.. iF fAtE bRgS uS tOgEThEr.. wE cAn bE tOgEtHeR.. }

HaPpiNEsS iS sEeiNg gUidEs gEt gOLd!

2004-02-20T21:57:00.000+08:00

<. b l O o D o L O g Y .>

"BLoOd PoiSoNiNg_bLoOd tRAnSfUsiOn_dEaTh"

tOdaE tHiNkiNg daE wOr~ DaMn faRNi dE.. rEaChEd sKoOl aT aRd 6.15 LoRh.. mEt YoKeSaN.. iF nT i dUnNo wAd To dO.. tHe wHoLe sKoOl sO daRk aNd eEriE~ tHeN wE waiT fOr lYk 15 mInS. tHe LiGhT oN iTsELf! cOoL boH? hMm~ wOndEr waT tHg sO GoOd tO uS.. hELP uS oN LigHt sUmMoRe Lo.. tHeN sHeRmaInE cUm LiaOx.. wE qUicKLy PuT oUr sTuFf dEn rUsHeD tO fOyeR for ji hE.. aFt tHaT wEnT tO fOrM sQUaD aT PaRaDe sQ.. sTaNd vEh LoNg LoR.. aNd sUmMorE sO HuMiD. dEn RUshEd BaCk To CLaSs.. BOrIng As UsUaL.. Ya~'

ReCEsS diN wEnT oUt oF cLaSs Lo.. tHeN aFt sChOoL ji hE aGn.. fOr FlaG LowEriNg. thE FlaG kiPs gEtTiNg sTucK dErE Lo.. LoLx.. thEn wEnT To kFc fOr caMPfiRe PrEp.. wAs cUtTiNg cArDbOaRd wiF PEnKnifE. cUt mY MiddLe FiNgEr! sObx.. aCtUaLLY nT PaiN aT fiRsT.. oNLi aFt a wHiLe thAt vEh PaiN~ aLoT aLoT BlOod. sCaRi~ cUt LiaO aLL tHe BlOoD oOz oUt lEh! dEn i gO ToUcH thE dRiNk.. tHeN thE dRiNk bOtToM aLL mY BloOD. FlOoR OShO mY BlOoD! oMg sO sCaRi dE.. dEn i RaN To tHE TaP.. oN TaP.. OncE thE wAtEr GoEs oFf mY wHoLe FinGEr rEd lEhX~! vEh diSgUsTiN. YePs.. dEn fOr QuiTe LoNg sUmMoRe.. BlOoD kiP dRiPpiNg oUt LoR.. uNtiL uSe a TiSsUe PrEsS tHeN tHE BlOod NoMoRe.. dEn LoOkEd cArEfULLY aT tHE cUt. DaMn sMaLL cUt! wOndEr hW caN PrOdUcE sO sOooO mUcH BLoOd. mUsT bE daMn DeEP BaHz? tHen thE pEnKnifE sUmMoRe rUsTy dE.. dEn BrAnDoN sAy iF sEriOuS cAn gEt BLoOd POisOniNg thEn NiD BlOod TRaNsfUsiOn thEn iF nT eNufF bLoOd wiLL MaTi dE.. wOndEr iF iTs TrUe.. aNiwAy tHE cUt nT PaiN aT aLL.. sO sHUld bE nO pRoB dE.. haHaX. nO wOndEr fM SaY i oWaYs BloOdiEd.. LaSt tYm iS ToE nW iS fiNgEr.. PrO bO pRo Bo.. hEhEx~

tMr sJaB dE YaO jiAYoU k! eSp YaNwEn.. mUs sHoW oThErs wAd U cAn dO! PrOvE iT To eM'! sO SaD.. wUn bE dErE To sUpPoRt Ya. Bud oUr hEaRt oWaYs wiF U.. PraYiNg fOr U.. gAnBaTtE gUrL~

TodaE waS a bZ daE~ jiNg Li dUnNo hW MaNi tYmS sEhX.. sO cOoL~ aNd mY FiNgEr~ BlOoDiEd! =D

fOr tHe daE { dReAmT oF mE aNd U.. hW sWeEt cAn iT bE.. rEaLisE oUr DrEaMs tOgEtHeR? }

HaPi tHiNkiNg DaE To aLL tHe oThEr gUiDeS.. wE rAwks HoRh~

2004-02-19T20:33:00.000+08:00

<. w A d o L O g Y .>

"mY ToLeRaNcE HaS a LiMiT"

eRm.. fEeLiNg aBiT sTrEsSEd aNd tiREd~ rELaXx.. lEtS LisTEn tO a SoNg~ =)

[ i . b e l i e f . i . c n . f l y ] -- [ u . n i d . t o . b e l i e f . i n . u r s e l f . b f r . u . c n . d o . a n i t h i n ]

I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

(Chorus)
I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly

See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes silence can seem so loud
There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me
If I can see it, then I can be it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

(Chorus)

'Cos I believe in me

If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

(Chorus)

If I just spread my wings (I can fly)
I can fly (I can fly)
I can fly (I can fly)
I can fly (I can fly
If I just spread my wings (I can fly)
I can fly...

[ b e l i e f . i n . u r s e l f ] -- [ u . c n . d o . i t ]

i wAn To rEsT mY oVeRwOrk hEaRt aNd bRaIn. wAtaShI nVr fELt aS sTrEsSeD aS bFr.. i'M tiREd. ExHaUsTEd. aT a TotaL LosS oF wAd To Do..

TodaE waS a nTh mUcH daE~ dIN figUrE oUt wAd HaPpEneD TodaY.. jUs mEsSEd aRd aNd iTs oVeR.. wAs dReaMiNg dE wHoLe DaE. oMg~

fOr tHe daE { KiNd hEaRtEdNeSs wiLL cUm To aN eNd sUmDaY~ hUiYi sHaRA M i lEtTiNg oThErs MaKe UsE oF mE? }

sTrEsS^StREsS^stReSs
iTs^KiLLiNg^mE
sTAcKs^oF^wOrK^lEfT^uNDoNe
tHe^mOrE^wE^dO^tHe^MoRe^sHe^GiVe
mOsT^SaDdENiNg
iS^i^dUn^UndErsTaNd^wAd^cOCk^i'M^sUpPoSeD^tO^Do
aT^a^LoSs

2004-02-18T00:16:00.000+08:00

I wAn A hW fReE LiFe.
A sTReSs FrEe LifE. i wAn gO WoNdErLaNd PLaY!

2004-02-17T21:20:00.000+08:00

<. d A R k o L O g Y .>

"KiPiNg mE iN dE dArK"

hAix.. sAddEniNg~ oK MaYb i WaS iN tHe wRoNg sUmhOw? BuddEn U CaNt SaY U wErE nT aT FaULt aT aLL oSo RiTe? xPeCt mE tO aPoLogiSe To U iZziT? dUn tAke tHgS fOr gRaNtEd BuddY.. aIYa CraP La!! Y wE LYk sO PeTtY dE? LaSt tYm wE'LL jOkE iT oFf. nW wE wiLL sTaRt a FigHt oVeR iT.. wAddE hEll. lEt bYgOnEs bY BYgoNeS? Ya Ya Ya~

TodaE sCi LaB lEsSoN DaMn FaRni. wE wERe KiNda LaTe LaRh. tHeN e.T waS cOmPLaIniNg~ sHe sAid: iF U aLL wE CaTcHiNg a PLaNe wiLL U aLL bE LaTe? dEn dAv sAid ThaT hE fELL aLsLP aNd wAs rELi lATe bfR. LoLx. thEn e.T SaW hIm mUmBLiNg.. aNd aSk mE wAd hE SaiD. i oBviOUslY sAY dUnNo La! i sHUd HaF sAid hE wAs rEciTiNg dE biBLe To mE RiTe? uH hUh~ dEn wE dOInG thE UniVeRsAL iNdicAtOr TeSt.. NrT mUcH cOloUr cHaNgE.. sO wE aDd aNd adD. wAs gEtTiNg TiRed aNd daV JuS PoUREd iT iN. aLoT aLOt.. iT tUrNed DaRk dArK PuRpLe LiaOx~ LoLx! aNd mY BlUr rOsE So NicE lOR.. aDd dE iNdiCaToR thEn iT tUrNed iNtO nIcE NicE cOLoUrS.. sO NicEz! aCtUaLLy i cAnT rMb wAd hApPeN dUrInG sCiEnCe lEhX.. jUs tHaT vEh FaRNi LoR! wAhaHahAx~!!

LiT KiNda sUcK. HoPe i dUn FLUnK iT? hOpE wAd i wRoTe wAsNt TotALLi cRaP aNd nRt oUt-oF-pT BaHz.. aT lEaSt nRt All. YePs~

pW daMmIt fUn LORh! mS.sAndY kOh wAs tHiNkiNg wiF uS oUr corE vALuEs.. cUz mY cOmPaNi iS wEiRd~ aNd sHe sAid oUr CoMPaNy rELi daMN wEiRd! YaYs~ tHaTs oUr mOTivE maH. aTtRaCt cOnsUmErs' AtTeNtiOn! wOoHoO~!! pW rAwKs Lo.. daMn fUn aNd rELaXiNg. fUn FuN FUn! YaYyAyYaY.

wEnT BUgIS aFt thaT foR a sHoRt wHIlE wiF sHeRm aNd eRiCa.. bOugHt sUm sTuFf aNd sO fUn LoRh. hEhEx.. WeIrD rOcK~! +.+"

cAn PpL sToP PisSiNg mE oFf AnI fUtHeR? i'Ve gT eNUff oF diS cRaP!

TodaE waS a ... daE~ sPeEChLeSs. DiSaPpOiNtEd.. gEt LoST BaH.

fOr tHe daE { TrUsT NoOnE xCePt uRsELf? thiNk bEfoRe U eVEn tRUsT UrSeLf. }

iF^U^sAid^wAd^U^diD^wAs^foR^mY^oWn^gOod.. dUn^eVa^iNvAdE^iNtO^mY^LifE^AgN.

<. v A l E n T i N e O L o g Y .>

2004-02-14T19:50:00.000+08:00

<. v A l E n T i N e O L o g Y .>

"i LUrVe Ya"

fiReLigHtiNg wAs QuiTe fUn TodAe.. i TeArEd cUz eXcEsSivE sMoKe wEnT iNtO mY eYEs~ wE dUg tHe PiT fOr tHe fiRe.. aNd i usEd thE hOe aNd bAng BaNg BAnG oNtO thE gRd. wOoHoO sO fUn cAn sHUn biAn ChU Qi! LoLx. i aCcidEnTaLLY cRusEd a fEw EaRtHwOrMs aNiwaE~ hU caRes LoR.. tHoUgh iTs TotALLY gRoSs. wE haD tO PiA tO sTaRt tHe fiRe.. 3 mAtcHes. iF U hAf nO fiRe.. cOngRaTs! U faiLEd tHe TeSt. oMigOd sIAz~ sCaRi. Bud. TodaE Jus a PraCtiCe LaR. LoLxX~ sOrI tO tHe 5 oR 6 oR 7 eaRtHwoRms i dUg oUt. sO SoReE i dESTrOyEd uR hABiTaT aNd LeFt U wiF PaRts oF uR BodY MisSiNg. aNd wHiLe thE fiRe wAs BuRniNg oNe dUmB wOrM cRaWlEd oUt. iT diEd a HorriBLe dEaTh.. cULd sEe thE BodY bUrNt eVeN. gOd sHaLL bLeSs Ya~..

wEnT hM to baTh.. wEnT oUt wiF fReN To cElEbRaTe VaLeNtiNes~ hEhEz.. diN dO mUcH LoR.. i wEnT oUt JuS tO cOLLeCt PrEsEnTs oNLi iF u dUNnoE. mE iS eViL~!! mUaHahAHaX.

rEaChEd hM aNd hAd nTh mUcH tO dO. ToKeD oN9.. dIscUsSiNg bOuT sEc 1 jUNiOrs.. mE aDMiT dUn rELi LyK tHeM iN PaRticULaR.. aNd sUmtYMs tHe sELfisH tHg iS To cOmPlaIn. iVaN ToLd mE hIs JuNiOr No bEtTer tHaN MiNe. MaDe mE fElT xTrEmELY rELivEd~ hE wAn tO pUNcH eM lEh! eVeN wAn tO CaStradE dE BoIs.. aNd sAY _____ iS GoRiLLa's cHiLd. LOLx~ BuD i sYmPaTisEd wiF hIm.. PuMp tHe sEc 1s hE HiMsElF hAf tO pUmP dOUbLe. YePs~ aNd aFt thAt wE sUmMaRiSed eVeRYtHiNg.. HaHaZ~ aNd 1 LamE tHg wE diD. wE uSed PaInT tO wRiTe lEtTeRs A-Z.. aNd pUt eM' aS oUr eMoTiOns.. iT wAs daMn dAmN LamE SiAz~ cUldnT ToLeRaTe iT. thErE CaMe tHe faCt thAt hE wAs sErioUslY iNfEcTEd bY hIs PaRtNer.. mR.zHeNchEng. [oThErwIsE KnOwN aS LaMe KiNg oR cHeNgChEnG] LaMeoLogY~ wL hE WaTcHiNg LaSt sAmUrAi tOdaE LoR! I OsO wAn waTcH AgN lEh! sObxX~

aNiwaE tHe fLowErS dUnNoE caN MaKE iT oRnoT.. hMm~ wiLL iT diE? caN LaSt tiLL tUeS? hAiXx~ PraYs*

HaPi VaLeNtiNeS To U PpL! EsP 2BrIaNs~ iS LuV jUs a cUrSe iN diSgUisE? MaY aLL thE cOUPlEs gEt TogEtHeR.. aNd MaY thEm HaF a HaPi eNdiNg~! wIsH UpoN dE sTaRs*

aNiwaE thE sCrOllbaR LyRiCs i cHaNgE lE.. iTs "oNLi lUv".. sO sWeEt LoRh~ LoVe diS sONg siNcE dUnNo wHen..~~

TodaE waS a sPEciAL daE~ i foUNd rELi NicE fReNs TodAe! rAwK oN.. tHx fOr dE NicE cArd Tx.. =)

fOr tHe daE {1 MiN to bEfRiEnd sUm1. 1 daE tO rEcOgNiSe hIm.. 1 wK tO NoE hiM.. 1 Yr tO HaF fEeLiNgs fOr hIm.. bUd fOReVa tO uNdErsTaNd HiM.. }

oH Ya~ JiAYoU fOr Np cAmPcRafT nXt wEeK!!

2004-02-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

<. R o S e S o L o g Y .>

HaPi vAlEnTiNe's dAe PpL~

YoZ PpL~ HaPi vALeNtiNe tO mY dEarS! sO NicE TodAe~ xcHaNgE PrEsEnTs.. i gAf mY MortAL [dEaR sHeRMaiNe] a SuPeR sWeEt PrEsEnT LoR~ PrEPaRe UntiL vEh cHaM dE.. tHeN gAf tHe NicE fiLeS To sUm PpL~ aNd i rEcEivEd NicE aNd sWeEt PrEseNts LoR! sO NicE!! hAHaZ~

gT LoTs lOtS LOts oF sWeEts. aNd RosEs wHicH aRe dYiNg LiaOx. sO sAd sEh~ i Nid iT fOr sCi ExPeRiMeNt dE!! HaHaX. aNd dAv dUnwAn BuY~ hMm.. tHeN gT cHoCo~ sTaRs aNd eVeN sOcKs! LoLx. i M jUs gLaD i diN rEcEiVe dHs sOcKs fRm mR keEw. LoLx. tHeN mY MortAl gAf mE a NicE bOtTlE wiF sTaRs~ sO sWeEt LoRh. tHxiEs gUrL~ tHeN tHe LeTtEr C pEndAnT oSo NicEz. aNd tHe NoTebK. dEn tHe oNe i LyK aLoT AloT! tHe NicE niCe sTAR bKmArk~ bEeN wAntIng to gEt oNe foR mYsElf. aNd i gT iT! tHXx PpL~ oH Ya! diAnNe giF dE NicE diY ThgY.. vEh sWeEt sEh~ cOoL! aNd qH gIf thAt sTaR oNe. sO NicE!! rEli lYk iT aLoT aLot. tHeN eRmz~ iF fOrgEt to mEntiOn UrS sOri HoRh~ hAhaZ.

wEnT tO PicK fiReLigHtiNg sTuFf aNd diScoVeRed YoKeSaN. fAnGmIn aNd diAnNe's sEcReT LiaOx. YaYsS~!!

i gT a vdAe wiSh! mY roSes cAn liVe oN~!!

yTd vEh fUn~ mAyB iNtEr clAss cHaNge to vBaLL lEh~ sTuI oK LoR.. tHeN wE PlaYed cBaLL Ytd wiF tHe gUyS.. vEh rOuGh aNd lAmE. rAndAll gAf mE aN eArLi vdAe PrEsEnT. lEfT a biG BLuE bLaCk oN mY fOoT! sTeP oN mE LoR~ BuddEn i kIcK hIs aSs LIaOx. nW cAnT wALk PrOpErLy nEhx. sObxX~

hAPi VaLeNtIneS dAe tO mY deArs~ MUaCkz.. ANd hAPi bdAe dAddi! RawK oN!

TodaE waS a sWeEt daE~ vALeNtiNe dAe sO mAni PrEseNtS xcHAngE~!

fOr tHe daE {NoTicE tHe NicE SidE oF hUmAn}

<. r U m B i A o l O g Y .>

2004-02-01T19:53:00.000+08:00

<. r U m B i A o l O g Y .>

iTs Jus 2B FoReVeR!!

tOdaE sO fUn sIaZz! mEt sHaRa KaT hUiYi jInGwEn bRaNdOn zHeNgcHeN iVaN zHugE RaNdaLL dAvId aT TaMPiNeSs mRt cOnTroL sTatIoN.. 11 PpL lE! rOx mAn! tHeN bRaNdOn wAs wEaRiNg a wHitE sHiRt aNd nV zIP iT uP. sEe lIaO v bU sHuN YaN MaHz~ =PpP thEN wE tOoK mRt tO bUgIs tO mEeT thE othEr PpL.. oN thE tRaIn wE cRaP aLoT.. aNd jW wAs sO PiNk! mOrE PiNk tHaN vErInE!! PiNk sHiRt. sHorTs. SLipPeRs. haNd aCcEsSoRiEs. aNd hEr PoUcH waS sTh lIkE mOrroN PiNk? YeaH! pInK fReaK sIaZ~ tHeN a LiL gUrL sItTiNg oPpOsiTe uS oSo DaMn pINk.. aNd wE tOk bOuT hEr sHE kEpT sTaRiNg.. sHUcKs~ theN wE wErE lIkE sO cRaP lORh!

thEn rEaChEd LiaOz wE sAw mEiYi eRiCa aNd cElEsTiNe.. nOw 14 PpL nW! YaYs. thEn wErE wAitIng fOR 2 PrIncEsS.. sHeRmAiNe aNd jEreNe. hUiYi kAt aNd tHE otHEr gUyS wEnT tO "cHoP" sEaTs aT tHe fOod jUnCTiOn.. LoLx.. KaIsU s'PoReaNs mAh. thEn sHeRmaIne rEacHed fIrZ.. Red TeE wiF pInK sHoRtS.. aiYo aGn PiNk! sIaNz~ aNd hEr WaTCh oSo PiNk.. sO sHE LoOk PiNk tOo~ thEn jErEnE So lOnG! bUd nEh MiND.. tHE mORE thE mErrieR MaH! YaY gT 16 PpL lIaO. =) wEnt tO EaT.. bOuGhT rIcE wIf sHeRmaine aNd sHaREd.. iT wAs PrEttY eX.. bUd qUiTe nIcE lE.. tHeN aIlYn jOiNeD uS.. 17 PpL! sHe oSo PiNk lOrHz.. PInK sHiRt lA.. bUd iT wAs LikE sO dUh DuH duH..

tHeN mE aND sHErMaINe gO taKe nEopRnt fIrZ.. cUz tHE oThErs hVn FiNIsH.. iT waS nicE! sOrT oF cAndid oNeS.. bUd wE lOoK qUiTe wHiTe tHoUgh wE aRe sUpErLY daRk dUE tO yTd'S kaYaKiNg.. eVeRy1 sTaRiNg sIaZz! PaIsEhZz.. *bLUsH* tHeN tOoK LiaO tHe othEr gUrLs JOiNed uS.. theN wE 1O PpL tOoK 1 lEh! sQUeEsE lYk hELL~ Bud sO mIrAcLe sIaZ! cAn FiT LoRhZ! gREaT aChiEvEmEnt lE lEhZ.. tHEn aCtUaLLy wAn tAkE sUmMorE dE.. buddEn thE GuYs sHoW uS thE sUpEr bS fAcE.. SaDz! sO wEnT oFF tO sEngKaNg. CraPpEd aLoT lEh! wEnt "mErrY gO rOUnd" oN thE MrT.. LaME~! mE sHeRMaInE aNd KaT bL maHz. thEn oN noRtH eaSt LinE gT PpL aSk uS "sHeEsH~". So BaD! wE fOoLed aRd wIf BraNdOn'S cAm fonE.. tOoK daVid aNd KaT aNd aCtuaLLy oMoSt eVeRyoNe. YePs.. doT Dot DoTZ.

tHeN mEeT YuSoNg aNd YuaN aT sEnGKaNg.. 19 PpL! WoOhOo! thEn wEnT tO tAkE lRt tO RuMBiA lE.. nW u nOe wAd iS rUmBiA lE baHz.. rEaChEd lE mEt ShAndY.. sHe daMmiT chIo lEh! wOrE a sUpEr sExY sHirT wIf a dUpEr sHorT MiNi sKiRt.. sO cHiO wOrZ! bTw gT 2O PpL!! MoZ sUcEsSfUl cLaZ oUtInG eVeR LoRh~! tHeN wE waLkEd tO HiA'S hSe.. iTs a CondO.. wE sO dUmB tOok wROnG liFt sIaZ.. thEn GaF HiA dE oRaNgEs aNd rEcEiVed rEd PacKeT.. YaY! tHeN sTaRtEd oUr GaMbLe dEn.. BlaCk JaCk.. DaV wAs "zHuAnG" aNd wOn LoAds oF cAsH. sHiT LucK fRm daViD LoK.. oWaYS!! hMm~ thEN bRaNdOn oSo saMe aS daV.. "zHuaNg" aNd wOn LoadS.. YuaN aNd zHeNgcHeN kEPt BlaCkJaCkInG.. aNd mY LucK WaS sO LaN! 1 oNLi BlaCkjaCk oNcE! aNd gT 21 pTs oNcE! sobZ. aLoT oF gErs lEft aT 4+.. oNlI mE sHeRMaIne YuaN lEft.. wE cOnt plaEiNg Lo.. LosT 2 BucKs aT tHE eNd.. PlaYEd fRm lIkE 3 tO 5 sIaZ! gaMbLE KinGs aNd qUeEnS.. tHeN LeAvInG lE.. "xPlorEd" hIa'S sTUff nEaR dE dOoR.. thEn cRaPPeD aBouT BirDs.. LoLz.. LaMeOs.. tHE gUys cOmPaREd eAcH oThEr'S BiRds -- kEYcHaInS tHaT HiA GaF uS.. HahAzZ~

tHeN wEnT tO taKe LRt.. i wEnT tO cOmpAsSvaLe tO tAkE 27 tO TaMpiNeSs.. oNli gEr wiF lIkE 5 gUyS?! daMn PaIsEh aNd xTRa Lo.. tHeN thEy sO laME!! tOk sO lOuD aNd "daNcEd" aRd aT thE bUsStOp.. OKAY i dUn nOe eM'. thEy wErE tOkIng abOuT iNitIaL D.. wHicH i NoE nUtS aBouT? oNLi nOe iTs a aRcaDe GaME sTh lIkE daYtOnA? oR oPpO oF DaYToNa.. cUz tHEy saY iF i PlaE dAYtOnA i sUrE dUnNo hW tO wIn iN iNiTiaL d.. iT waS daMn FaSt.. aRd 15 mInS aRriVed aT tHe LiBrarY dErE lIaOz. ReJEcTed PlaEiNg iNiTiaL d wIf eM'.. 1 cUz i M bRoKE aNd 2 cUz i fEeL sO xTra.. YeaZ. tHeN VaNeSsa aNd p6'S pL saW mE LorHz! sO PaisEh i wAs wIF zHeNgcHeN! *BlUsH tHoUgH i m ReD eNuFf* thEN wEnT hM lE.. thE GuYS BlUff mE loRh! TeLL mE tO waLk a wHoLe roUnd! sHiTo~

2b rAwKs dE wOrLd. wE aRe sO gReaT! wE aRe fuLL oF sPiRiT aNd eNtHusIaisM. wE aRe BoNdEd 2GeThEr aS 1. wE sHaLL bE toGeThEr 4eVa. wE jUs RaWk oN! wE RoCks dE wHoLe wOrLd. 2b.. W o O s H!

TodaE waS a mAd daE~ 2B sIaOnEsS aNd mY PaIsEhnEsS.. iT fEeLs sO gReaT.. eNjoYed mYsELf lOtS wIf gReaT 2BrIaNs..

fOr tHe daE {tHe oPpOsItE sEx cAn hElP yA bUrN uR CaLoRiEs} bY 2b gUYs

BuRfdaE WisHeS tO -- hUaNg hUa
haPi 15tH bUrFdaE! sO oLd lE lEhZ! oMg~ aNd nXt yR u caN waTcH nC 16 sHoWs LiaOz!! haHaZ~ HaPi bUrFdaE dUdE! rAwK oN~

<. k A Y a K i N o L O g Y .>

2004-01-31T19:04:00.000+08:00

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mEeT sHeRmaIne aT cHoA cHu KanG aT O715 lIkedat.. tHEN wEnt tO bUy saNdwIcHeS.. LoLx. tHeN jIu gO sCh lIaO.. sO eXciTed LorHz! tHeN mEt xInRoNg aNd VaNeSsa oN bUs 158.. =) tHe bUs vEri bUmPY.. vEh NIcE! cUz caN fOoL aRd mAh.. tHeN sHeRmaIne wHolE tRiP waS tOkInG aBt hEr fIlE.. sHE vEh wOrriEd caNt fInd..

rEaChEd sCh cHiOnG tO 1E KlaZrM tO lOoK fOr hEr fIle.. iT waS dErE LorH!! aNd i gT iT oUt aNd bEcaMe HeRo oF tHE daE! U nOe waD i dId? haHaZz.. iT wAs LocKed aNd nooNe waNtEd tO oPeN tHe dOoR FoR uS.. SaD! tHeN i HaD a cRaZee iDea.. go fRm tHE baCk.. aS iN tHe fIeLd thErE.. FaCInG tHE hOsTeL oNE laRhz. tHeN cLiMb uP tHE waLL aNd rEacHed iNto tHE cLaZrM aND taKe.. i ReLi diD iT lORh! aT fIrZ i cLiMbEd uP.. tHeN caNt.. tOo HiGh LiaO.. tHeN hanGiNg tHErE.. sUm PpL waLk PaSs tHeN sTaRe LoRh!! sO daMn PaIsEhz. thEn dIScOvEreD tHE FilE oN thE taBlE aNd iT waS vEh faR.. sobX. gT 1 uncLE caMe hoLdiNg a BrOoM. a bRoOm! sO i cLiMbeD uP aGn aND tRiEd.. i MaDe iT wOrSe sIaZ! sO sHeRmaIne tRiEd aNd faIlEd oSo.. sAd! bUddEn i dEcIdEd tO tRy aGn.. aNd tHis tYm i dId iT! i MAnaGed tO hooK iT oUt lEh! 3 cHeErS fOr cIndi! *bHB* HahAz. tHeN sHeRmaIne thAnK mE lYk hEll.. sEe i sO pRo!! *BhB*!! caNt sTaNd mYsElf!

TodaE daMn fUn!! tHosE PpL hU nV gO rELi MisSEd oUt aLOt AloT sIaZ.. TodaE vEh cOoL.. wEnT KaYaKinG wIf gUidEs..! tHeN rEaChEd thErE aNd LisTeN tO aLL tHe sAfEtY pRecaUtiOn aNd sTufF~ tHeN aFt thaT gT iNtO waTeR! wE diD iN PaiRs.. i PaRtNeREd wIf MicHeLLE! tHeN aT FiRz sO sCaREd lO.. cUz lIke vEh nT sTaBlE dE.. aNd tHE wAvEs oSho~ tHeN wE paDdLed aRd.. YePS.. sO fUn! tHeN lIke PlaYiNg bUmpEr caRs. aS iN bUmPeR BoaTs? YeAh~ bUd daMn sHIoK! LoLx. tHeN wEnt fOr LuNcH FiRz. aTe tHe saNdwIchEs mE aNd sHeRmaIne bOugHt Lo.. aNd tHe tUnA sNaCk tHaT sHeRmaiNe gaF mE.. tHeN eaT aLOt cUCuMbEr oSho.. vEh nicE lo! EaT wIf tHe tUna.. tHeN TaSte NicE! tHeN maRianNe bOugHT tHE cHeEsEBaLLs tHgY. EaT wIf tUnA oSho! NicE!! tUnA aCtuAllY gOEs wIf cHeEseBaLLz! thEn xTra tYm We daNcE thAt:

** aS wE waLk tO tHe LeFt aNd wE wAlKed to thE rItE -- wE waLkEd aS wE waLk aS wE LuffEd aLL nItE -- Wif a hEeL aNd a ToE -- aNd a HaLF tUrN aRd -- wIf a HeEl aNd a tOe -- aNd a neW FrEn fOuNd! **

sO nIcE cUz aLoT PpL daNcEd.. tHEN mRs cHiN sUggEsTeD tAnGo.. [rEPlaCe waLk] aNd cHa- ChA aNd sLidE.. BLaH blaH~ daMn FuN! tHeN PlaYed thAt cHicKeN daNCe! so cuTe dE.. aNd mRs cHiN taUgHt uS tHE jUmP gaMe.. sO faRni. oWaYs sTeP oNtO oTheR PpL dE..! mS cHoNg sUggEstEd tHaT 0O7 BaNg! GaME. vEh fUn aNd eXciTiNg! tHeN wE cHeErEd.. vEh sEh! =)

wEnt iNtO sEa aGn! YaYs! tHeN tHis tIme gOing a LonG waY oUt.. gOiNg to thE kEloNg theRe! sEh bO! sO sHuaNg! tHEN vEh TiRiNg sIaZz.. aNd dIffI tO cONtRoL OshO. thEN wE sAw a dEaS pRoMfReT! eWwWww~! YuCk MaN. tHeN wE PlaYEd sTh iN tHE middlE oF tHE sEa.. sTand uP! Bud tHE baCk PpL sUpPoRtEd uS la.. sOooOO sEH!! SaNg cHeeRs LiKe hEll dErE~ iT waS vEh hOt aNd sUnnY tOo~ bUd eNjOyEd aLoT! aNd tHe iNsTrUcToRs dEmO tHE sTuNts.. sO PrO lEh.. aNd PlaEd VollETbaLL! MuS gEt iT baC tO sHorE.. fUn!! hEhEeZ.. tHE iNsTrUcToR sPlaShEd waTeR on uS lEh.. wE TriEd uSiNg oUr PaddlE.. Bud nO usE dE! wE nT eNuff eNeRgY! SObXx~

tHen wEnt BaCk to sHorE. sO TiRed lIao! Bud wE sTaRtEd PlaYiNg wIf waTer.. sToOd iN a RoW aNd LiE bAcKwArds.. wAs sOaKiNg wEt! sWaM aRd tOo~ wE tRiEd to taKe rEveNgE bUd PUsHiNg thaT gUy iNto tHE sEa! i JuMpEd oN hIs baCk loR! bud hE sO PrO! nEh eVEn MovEd! PiggYbaCk Me! sO stRoNg! hE gRaBbEd sHeRmAinE aND fIlPed hEr aRd!! hE sO PrO dE! sO faRNi lOr! tHen wE sanG aNd PlaEd iN waTer.. dRaNked sUm YucKy waTeR! cUz sUm PpL jUmPed oN mE aNd pUsHeD mE dOwN! BaD PpL! bUd i lYk.. PusHed a DozEn PpL dOwN? YePS! Lolx.. tHEN pLayEd "waTer CbaLL".. wEnt cRaZi!

++ wE gUrLs RaWkS fOreVa ++

aFt tHaT wEnt BaCk to waSh tHE KaYakS aNd sTuff.. mY faCe wAs BuRniNg.. aNd daMn PaIn! tHeN batHed aNd cHaNgEd Lo.. eVeRyThIng wAs sO sAndy! YuCk.

wE rOckS! gUrL gUidEs sO cOoL!! tHeN wEnt eaT icE-cReaM.. sHuAng lOr! aNd sHeRmaIne eLaIne MaRiaNNe cHeRyL sOoLiN aNd mE wEnt TaMpInEsS MaLL taKe nEopRnT.. tHEn tOok cArd dE.. tHeN wE aLL cHiOngEd hM lIaOx~

mY faCe sO sUnbRuNt! aNd wOuNds sO PaIn! bUd woRth iT sIaZ! wAs a sUpEr dUpEr fUn dAe wIf sUpEr dUpEr NicE gUrLs aNd TeaChErs aND iNsTrUcToRs.. aNd MicHeLLE!! sOri sPlaShEd sO mUcH waTeR aT U lEh.. PaIsEhz!

TodaE waS a iNtEreSTiNg daE~ gUidEs RaWk! kAYaKiNg rOcKs!

fOr tHe daE {dUn oFfEnD sOmEoNe hU iS bIggEr siZEd tHaN U? LoLx!!}

<. d I a N n E ' s . L u f f i N g o L o g Y .>

2004-01-30T21:07:00.000+08:00

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TodaE WaS nT baD Lo.. Had qUiTe a wHalE oF tYm dOiNg tHe cHeMicaL FoRmUla wS.. aNd tOdaE wAs nT haPi wiF sUm kIndA uNhOnEsT PpL~ sHaN sTatE naMeS.. PiSsEd mE oFF lE. FoRgEt iT.. hViNg a rEaL Bad cOUgH lEhz.. haVe bEeN lYk cOugHinG fRm tHe sTaRt oF dE yR? uH hUh~ tHeN tHiS fEw daEs wEaThEr daMn cOlD.. mAdE mE cOuGh aNd CoUgH aNd coUgH. hMpHz.

= d N t . l E s S o N =

iT waS fUn.. i sUcEsSFuLLY maDe mY 'cOiN hOldEr'! YaYs! aNd tHe rEd cOloUr tUrNs oUt qUiTe nicE loR. eRicA's waS bLuE.. vErI nIcE NicE oSo!! =) tHeN zC [mOrE cOmMoNlY kNoWn aS LaMe kiNg] hEaTed tHe tHg.. bUddEn iT waS oUt oF sHaPe.. sO rE-hEaT aGn.. HaHaZ. tHeN hUiyi osO lIkEdaT! LoLx~ CoUPlE jIu sHi cOupLe yOu mEi YoU~ =D tHeN hUiYi hEaT lIkE 3 tYmS? nT sUcEsSfUl dE.. tHEn sWaY! lEsSoN oVeR.. sHe haD tO lEaVe it aNd cOnT nXt wEeK.. hAhaZ.. sO kE LiaNz!

= F R e E . c M e . l E s S o N =

mR TaN wEnT FoR B'ToN tOrNaMeNt.. sO wE Had fReE PeRiOd! YaYs! tHeN wEnT 'aRm wReSTliNg'.. So FuN! i vEh PrO iN iT dE k! HaHaZz!! dUn bElIeF u aSk LoR.. *bHb* LoLx. tHeN wAs dOiNg iT wIf daVid.. tHeN i tHiNk hE PlaYed tOo mUcH lIaO.. tHeN sUmMoRe wIf tHe 'PowEr' gUys.. sO lIke nT mUcH sTreNgtH lEft.. tHeN wHeN i waS gOinG tO wIn hIm tHaT tYm.. BraNdOn aSkEd HiM tO GiF uP.. aNd hE diD~ sO tHaTs cOnsIdErEd aS i wOn sIaZ! i wOn daV~!! HahaX. tHeN nXt waS BraNdOn.. FoRgeT iT.. i LosT qUiTe tErRiBlY.. aNd hE saId hE HeaRd mY HaNd cRaCk! oMg LoR! =) tHeN cHaLLeNgEd aIlYn.. dIn nOe iF i wOn.. u PpL dEciDe BaHz. aIlYn WaS daMn sTroNg aNiwaE. bUd i WaS sTuI bEtTeR. *bHBnEsS!!* LoLx.. bUd i sTuI tHinK BraNdOn gT tHe MoZ sTrEnGtH lA.. haHaz. 'wReSTlE' TiLL sO tIrEd! HaNds wErE tReMbLiNg tOo~ hEhExX! tHeN aFt tHaT mAtHs tEsT caRn eVeN hOld dE PeN! HaNd waS jUs toO wOBbLy lE La.. LoLx!!

= g U i d E s S s s S S =

gUidEs! FiRz wE did a MiNi FiRz aId TeSt.. nT vEh gOod lOr.. =( mUs sTudY aLL tHE nOtEs lE.. tHeN waS oBs.. i maNaGed everYtHinG.. MonKeY BaR cRosSEd HaLf tHeN tOo sLiPpeRy lE! =( tHeN fIniShEd oBs wEnT fOr eVaLuaTioN.. pUmpINg PosItIoN dOwN~ YePs. tHeN wE sWeaT lYk hEll! XiUrU aNd mERyL wAs lIkE.. wHy u aLL cRY?!? haHaz... ToO HoT lE maH! =D thEn aFt tHaT gT tO TiE LaShEs. tHeN jIu rEaLeaSEd Lo.. QuItE sLaCk la.. nT MucH oSho.. tHeN wHiLe waItIng FoR mY dEaR sHeRMaiNe i wEnT tO oBs wIf tHe rEsT oF p4 loRh. wE wEnT uP MOnkeY baR.. hahaZ. lUff lIke cRaZi uP tHeRe.. thEn wAs toKiNg bOuT waD haPpEned iN tHE PaSt yR.. tHeN tOkeD aNitHiNg fRm xUewEn tO tHe gaMe wHeRe wE hAd tO jUmp dOwN fRm tHE taLL TaLL MoNkeY BaR.. LoLx. SHoO fUn! tHeN aFt tHat aLL oF uS cAmE dOwN.. tHeN dIaNNe LaSt oNe.. aNd sHe dUn daRe! LoLx.. sHe sCaREd wE wiLL MaKe hEr LuFF wHiLe sHE cUmInG dOwN~ sO i Had to cLiMb uP aGn. WaIt foR heR tO cUm dOwN. tHeN i cUm dOwN! HeHeEeZz!!! LaMeOLoGy sIaZ! tHeN FoOlEd aRd.. daMn fUn dE..

wEnT hM wIf sHeRmaIne lOr aNd cHeRYl.. =) oN bUs a gRp oF sEc 4 gUys sItTiNg bEsIdE uS.. tHeN sHErMaIne"cHaLLeNgEd" mE tO aSk eM' tO dO oUr sUrVeY fOr uS.. haHaZ. i aSkEd aNd tHeY aGrEe~ sO i eArNEd a FrEe dRiNk aGn~ wOoHoO! =) tHosE GuYs wErE LaMe bTw.. EsP gT 1 GuY. LoLx! tHeN tOoK mRt. tHeN oN mRt oSo caN aRm wReStLe dE! LoLx.. tHeN tOk cRaP aBt tHe "PrEdIcTiON". sHaN SaY wadS PRediCtIoN. gUeSs BaHz. =PpP~ tHeN i wEnT cHoa cHu KaNg tO LoOk FoR wad wE GoNna bRg fOr PaCkEd LuNcH tMr.. sHeRMaInE TrEaTed mE iCe-cReaM.. =D tHeN wEnT PoPUlaR bUy tHe fIlE fOr YuaN lE! =)

tMr gT KaYaKiNg! sO eXcItEd lEh! =D wIsH iT'LL bE fUn FuN dE!

bTw.. mY PaReNts gOInG MaLaYsIa tMr. aNd wIll oNLi bE BaC oN mOn! sO i'M fReE! YaY! RoCk roX raWkS! caN gO HiA's hSe oN sUn lIaO oSho.. =) wE sHaLL cReaTe a MeSs! jK Jk.. wE sHaLL GaMbLe tiLL bE dRoP aR! tHeN MaYb gOiNg waTcH LaSt samUraI aGn!! thEn oSho waTcH cHeaPeR bY tHE dOzEn! aNd sTucK oN YoU oSho.. HahAzZ! sO cOoL~!! =)

TodaE waS a PlaYFuL daE~ gUidEs RaWk!

fOr tHe daE {sEc 3s eValUaTiOn.. doEs sWeaT lOoKs lYk TeaRs?}

<. F i g H t i N g O L o g Y .>

2004-01-29T20:00:00.000+08:00

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tOdaE saMe oLd bOriNg sTufF~ sChoOl sTaRtiNg tO sUcK? maYb.. cOnFiRmEd kAnG'S BiaSNeSs TodaE~ FoRgEt iT sHaN mEntiOn thaT _____. FaRe mE uP sUmtYmS. aRgH! i aM tRYinG nT tO bLog bouT KaNg LiaO. cHiNeSe LeSsoN wE diD tHe rOLe pLaE.. sO FaRnI! luFf tiLL pENgZ dE. EsP daV diD tHE maTrIx tHgY.. haHaZ! aCtLy i wAn dO oSho.. bUd sCaRed LaTa nOt sUcEsSFuL tHeN sO PaIsEhx.

tHeN dUrInG rEcEsS wE gErS wERe 'dAnCiNg' iN cLaSs.. LoLx. tHeN mOvEd tO tHe LinKwAY dErE.. aBiT mALu.. bUd sOo FuN! iTs jUs fOr FuN dUhx. sUrE u aLL daNcE bEfoRe OsO dE.. SuPeR dUpEr fUn dE. wE dEicIdEd to dO iT aFT sCh oSho~ hEhEx.

- sCh eNds -

aFt sCh cHiOng gO JiaNg qI.. dIscOvErEd wE sHuLd gO tHe kaYaKiNg bRiEFiNg fIrZ. sO rUn aLL tHe WaY baCk aNd mS LoH tOk tO uS aBt aLL dOsE sTuFf.. aFt thaT cHioNg baC jiaNg qI aGn.. iT waS RaIniNg sIaZ. bUd sTuI HaF tO dO iT.. tHeN dIscOvErEd dEBaTiNg sTaRtiNg lE! rUn aLL tHe waY tO 2B aGn.. dIScOvErEd tHeY sTuI daNciNg.. jOiNeD iN tHe daNcE LoR. fUnItY!! mY eNglIsH pRoeR aNd PrOEr lE! dOtZ~ tHeN jIu daNcE oSo.. =) tHeN sTaRt dEbaTE!!

PpL MaInLY fRm 2b.. 2 gUys nIaZ. tInGxU aNd KiMfUnG. qUiTe aFeW fRm 2c.. dEn 2 gUyS FrM 2D i tHinK.. tHaTs abT iT bAh. tHe TeaChEr sTaRtEd tOkiNg.. sIaN SiaN dE.. mE aNd vEriNe HeaRd ChOiR sIngIng sO HiGh sIaZ! sO wE gIgglEd. aNd tHe tEacHeR thOuGht wE YaWniNg lEh!! aSk uS gO waSh FaCe. iN tHe EnD aLoT oF 2B PpL sO waSh.. =) tHeN sTaRtEd tHe sImPlE dEBatInG thGY.. qUitE fUn lA.. aT LeaSt wE gEt tO ToK aNd cHeEr MaH! sO wILL nT bE sLpY. thEn gT a 15 mIn bReaK.. aFt thaT wE 4O PpL wErE sEpaRaTe iNtO 4 dEbaTe TeaMs.. tHeN gT 2 tEaMs iS aLL 2b gErs dE.. tHeN mInE waS "RosEs aRe bEttEr tHaN pOTatOeS." haHaZ. tHEn aFt pReP wE sTaRtEd lOrH. tHinGiNg aBT iT.. aLot oF cRaP sEhX. wEehEeheEx. tHeN i dUnNo SaId waDeVeR.. tHeN aIlYn oPpOsEd aGnsT mE.. sHe sO daMn sEioW! staRe aS iF hEr eYeS gOnNa PoP oUt! tHeN hEr wHoLe bOdY lYk gOiNg tO bUrSt lE! hEr NosE aNd eaRs LiKe gT sMoKe cUmiN oUt! LoLx! tHeN sHe vEri lYk jI dOnG lOrHz. =PpP~ tHeN jIu lIkEdaT.. thE oPpOsInG tEaM wOn aNYwaE.. sO fUnX dEbaTinG! =D wHeN i gT sO eNtHu dE?!

TodaE waS a sUPeR cRaZeE daE~ MadNeSs dUriNg dEBaTiNg cOURsE!

fOr tHe daE {mY hOUsE sUpPoRts rOsE iS bEtTeR tHaN PoTatO}

ReaL fOr tHe daE {jUdGiNg a pErSoN bY aPpEaRaNcE lEaDs tO a mIsTaKE. tRUsT mE}

<. B I a S o L o g Y .>

2004-01-28T20:30:00.000+08:00

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=== HeYo PpL~ ===

NoTicEd mY tITlE tOdaE iS bIaSoLogY? kANg iS bIaS. wL. iS sHe jUs WaNtiNg uS tO haTe hEr? dOeS sHE haVe tO cRitIsiZe oUr wOrK LiKe diS? wAd tHe *tOoT*? EveRY gRp gO uP pReSeNt LiaO sHe wiLL uSe tHeIr pReSeNtaTioN tO TeaCh. oUrS iS FoR hEr tO cRitISiZe aNd sHoW hEr BiaSnEsS tOwaRds uS. dOEs sHe Nid tO lYk kiCk uP a fUsS oVeR a SiMPLe tHg? lIke uSing a = sIgN aS oUr bUlleT? aS iN aRRoW lA. tHaTs cOmPLeTe LaMEoLogY sIa. i Luff aT hEr LaMeNeSs.. aNd iTs cOnsIdEred MiRaClE tHaT i dIn FaLL oFF mY cHaIr LuffiNg. aNd i dIn EveN gO oVeR aNd kIcK hEr a*S.. wHicH iS sOo ? U PpL sHaLL rEPlaCe tHe ? wItH Wad U PpL WaNnA. i dUn gIf a daMn. tO tHinK i aCtUallY sHEd TeaRs oN tEaChErs daE fOr hEr? CraZinOLogY~ YeP. cOmPLeTeLY SiaONeSs. dUriNg oUr pReSenTaTioN wE aSkEd oUr kLaXMaTeS tO rEfeR tO tB fOr a MaP tO LoCaTe s'PoRe. [a TEcHnIQuE tOt bY mRs wOnG FoR dIS KiNdA prEsEntAtiOn.] aNd iT WaS sUpPoSEd tO HeLP uS gEt MoRe mArKs~ [ViOuS!] BuddEn wE KaNna cRitIsIzEd aS USUAL. SaY sIncE sHE TeaChinG uS nOw wE sHLd FoLLoW hEr mEtHod. nOt mRs Wong. bUd wE wErE jUs aPpLYiNg wAd tHiS sCh HaS TaUghT uS. aNd sHe oSho dUn lYk. Wad cAn MakE hEr Hapi LoR. *tOoT* La. bEgiNnInG tO HaTe hEr. dOeS sHe lYk PpL hU dIsLyK hEr? gOd NoEs. MaYb sHe dO~

sHaN tOk bOuT tHaT _____. maKe mE fUmiNg Mad. bTw sHe SaId iN a DaMn SaRcAsTiC wAy.. sAyinG sHe nONid oPeN HeR eYes.. JuS LisTeN sUrE nOe tHe ClaSs iS eItHeR 2a oR 2B. sHe iS tRyiNg to mEaN 2A aNd 2b vEh NoIsY. oOoOo i SeEeE~! sHe sO SaCaSTiC aNd LamE tHaT iT tOoK mE qUiTe lOnG tO rEaLisE Wad CraPpiNg sHE. OKAY shut shuT shUT sHUT SHUT!

=ChaNgiNg oF tOpiCs aNd MoOd=

aFt sChOoL mE wEnT KfC wIf pW gRp [mE.YuaN.ErIcA.sHeRm]. wE waNtEd tO dO thAt sUrVeY tHgY~ bUddEn eNdeD uP tOkiNg aBouT aLoT oF eVeRYdaE sTuFF. dIScOvErEd aLOt oF "sEcReTs" tOo. HaD a PrEtTy gOod cHaT. YePs. aNd aLL aBoUt oRgaNiSiNg oUr _H_LE_. sO cOoL LoR! aNd PLaNnIng tRiP tO __Ca_E. YaYs! mE caNt waIt Le! sOOo ExcItEd~! =) aNd oUr MaIn tOpIc waS ___CaSt. daMn cOoL cHaT!! vEh FaRnI [JiaNg laOsHi's ToNe] oSho. LoLx!

TodaE waS a NicE daE~ tHx tO PpL hU MadE mY daE sO bRigHt.

fOr tHe daE {KiP lOoKiNg fOr nEw thGs FoR Ya tO dIsCoVeR. U'll nV NoE waD u'LL FiNd}

<. oBeSsEd .>

2004-01-27T22:21:00.000+08:00

<. oBeSsEd .>

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PpL U aLL mUs wAtCh LaSt sAmUrAi k? iF nT u aLL wiLL FiNd iT diFFicULt tO ToK tO mE. SiMPLY bEcOz i tOk bOuT iT tHe wHoLe dAe LonG. YePs. =) LoLx. iTs sO dAmn tOucHinG aNd niCe. aNd MAdE mE CrY fOr tHe 1sT tYm! aNd nOrMaLLY cRy iS bEcUz oF sUm rOMaNtiC sTuff.. tIs tYm iS aBoUt tHe sToRY oF 2 HeRos? YeA.. =) tHeY vEh bRaVe.. SaCrIfIcEd FoR tHeIr oWn PpL. i sHaN SaY aNiMoRe! PpL gO wAtCh it! dEfInaTeLY wOrTh tHe mOneY. i GoiNg wAtCh 2Nd tYm! YaYs!! =D

Ytd Had cNy cElEbRaTioN. tHe CaLLigRaPhY wAs LaMe LoR. DiN gEt tO sEe aNi cALLigRaPhY. iTs wAs Jus a TyM fOr KaT tO aTtaCk uS LoR. LoLx. wE fOoLEd aRd aS UsuAL. YeA~ tHeN tHe PrOgRaMmE iN haLL. sO sIaO! tHeN jUnLi wAs So gaY! [GaY MeaNs HaPi HoRh..] YuCk~ tHeN tHe gAmE.. vErIne dUnNo hW tO ReaD sIa. sO wE MaNagEd tO cRaP uP a sToRy. iF wE LucKy thEy wiLL pResEnT a "bEsT iMaGinaTioN aWArd" FoR uS baH. Haha. nO kiddinG mAn. i dOubT wE gT aNitHinG cOrRecT aT aLL. tHx tO a cHiNeSe pRo KiA. =) tHeN tHe yUsHeNg WaS.. tErriBLe? LoLx. a MiXtUrE oF sWeEtS wIf nUtS. CaRRoTs. CabBagE. eWw~ bUd iT WaS vEh cReAtivE k! aNd wE cHeErEd sO dAmN LoUdLy aNd 'sEhLy'! LoLx. aNd TiFFaNiE hElPeD uS aLoT oSo. YeA.. =) tHeN i aTe aBiT. Nt baD nT BaD!! -.-

wEnT oUt aFt CnY cElEbraTioN.. wAtcHed lIao gO tAk nEopRnT. sHeRmAiNe sO bAd! PuShEd mE tO 1 cOrNer! theN i sQuAtTinG oN fLoOr! tHeN tHe nEoPrNt cUm oUt tHeY SaY lYk TosHiO lIkEdaT. bUd qUiTe cOoL dE! gT aLoT sPaRkLeS~ HehEz. tHeN gO hM thAt tYm gO tAkO PaChi. RiTe aFt sCh tAk CaB gO tHeRe LiaOz. eVeN fOrgOt LuNcH. No cHoIcE tHe sHoW sO DaMn icHiBaN~ =D tHeN mE sHeRmaIne aNd cELeSt bOuGhT. tHen kAt nEh bUy jIu eAt oUrs! iN tHe End oShO sHe eAt tHe mOsT. aS uSUaL~ tHaT mOrE 38 tHeN mE dE cHa bOr. HoPeLeSs!! oPpZz~

tHeN rEaChEd mRt thAt tYm sHe OsHo bU FaNg gUo mE. mY tRaIn cUm lIaO dUn lEt mE gO iN! dRaGgEd mE oUt lEh! IdOiT! tHeN sHeRmAinE Had tO wAiT 8 mOrE mInS wIf mE. aLL cUz oF tHaT cHa BoR. daUgHteR iN LaW oF mR Hia. YePs! LoLx. cUz mR hIa gT 1 'sOn' iN 2E. U nOe u NoE~ wAhaHaZz!! =)

i doIng oN sAmUrAiz FoR mY oRaL PrEp. =) i M tOo oBeSsEd wIf iT lE! ToM cRUisE SoO sEh aNd sHUaI. aNd kEn wAtaNnaBe nOt bAd.. bUd aBiT oLd.. =) hiS NaMe SoUNds lYk wO dE NaH bEi rItE? LoLx.

TodaE Had daMn sIaN LesSoNs. WaN tO dOzE oFf lE. bUd aFt Pw wHen wE waNtEd to gO hM mR tAn tUi gEe sHeLtEreD YuaN tO tHe BuS sToP! aNd wE saId dE " mS YuAn. dO u wiSh tO tAkE mR taN tUi gEe aS uR LaWFuL hUsbaNd.." aNd vIcE vErSa. aNd sTuFf lIkeDaT lA. YuaN sAid " i dO" aNiWaE. sO fUn lOr!! MuaHahAzZ!

WaTcH LaSt SaMuRaI!!

No RegReTs!
dEfInaTeLY wOrTh eVeRY cEnT!
gO wAtCh!

HeY waTcHa sTuI LoOkinG aT!
go gO GO!!

TodaE waS a cOoL daE~ LaSt sAmUraI oWaYs rOck!

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YoZ.. dEcIdEd oN A nIcE Blog cUz tHe oLd oNe dOeSnT wOrK!! hMpHz. bUd dEciDeD tO kIp iT.. gT aLoT oF nIcE mEmoRiEs iNsIdE! =)

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;im oways the starr. shinin on you on ur darkest nites. * ________________ // cindee *